A Wife's Heart

CHAPTER 138

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"Every son of Adam often committed sins and the best of those who sinned were those who repented.” (CHR. Ibn Majah).

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The sound of Haidar's crying echoed inside the house. The handsome boy screamed hysterically as he slept, not finding his mother beside him. Haidar is closer to Lira than Reza. So no wonder if he screamed hysterically when there was no mother beside him. Even the home assistants were overwhelmed just to calm him down. There was nothing to calm Haidar, other than his father and mother.

"Yahoooooooooo!!!! Want unda. Ade mau unda. Huaaaaaa." Hysterical scream Haidar with a reddened face.

"Yes, den. We'll go to Mom, yeah. But aden has to drink milk the same as a bath first." Persuade Mirna gently, calming Haidar who was still crying loudly.

"Nda wants. Ade mau unda rye. Undaaaaa!!!!!!"

The assistants were getting confused. They no longer know how to calm Haidar who is crying harder and harder to calm down.

"Duh, how's dong? Den Haidar doesn't want to be in them." Mirna complained to her friends who also helped calm Haidar.

"Mr Reza where are you?" Ask Sumi.

But the question only got the head bobble from his friends. They don't know where Reza is.

"Are we just trying to get to his study? Who knows if Mr. Reza is there." Mirna.

"Yes, yes, too. Come on, let's go there now." Sumi Sahut.

They immediately brought Haidar who was still crying to come with them to Reza's workroom on the first floor. When down the stairs, Mirna had trouble holding Haidar who continued to thrash and wanted to get down from Mirna's sling to find her mother. However, with all her strength Mirna held Haidar's stocky body so as not to fall.

Mirna and Sumi arrive right in front of Reza's office. Without waiting for a long time, Sumi directly knocked on the door for many times. At first there was no reply from inside, but after the last knock, then Reza replied while opening the door. Reza is really sleepy. All was visible from the few times he yawned and rubbed his face rough.

"What's this about? Why can you cry so hard like this?" Reza asked with a heavy voice, then took over Haidar from Mirna's sling.

"That's sir. Anu, um." Mirna answered nervously.

"The answer is obvious, don't stutter so." Reza said quietly, but sounded resolute.

"That's the master, The Haidar from earlier nangis nyariin his round."

"Where is the parent, early in the morning has it been said?" Reza asked annoyed.

"Mrs Lira is in the hospital, sir."

"What's? How can? Why's lira, bi?"

Reza's heart raced very fast. He also became increasingly guilty and afraid of something happening to his wife. Reza really blames himself.

"So morning Mrs Lira passed out in Non Inas' room, sir. Then the ladies and gentlemen who took her to the hospital with the little lady." Mirna.

"Pa, want to unda. Ade wants to unda, papa." Haidar's cry became even louder when he heard his mother's name called.

"Dear, we'll see mom. Adek don't cry anymore." Reza rubbed his son's head gently. "Bi, I'm going to the hospital now. Please take care of the house."

"But sir, The Haidar is bathing."

"Oh, yes, I have. So please take care of it, bi. I also want to get ready first." Reza Pinta. "Bath bath with aunt, yes. Papa's gonna take a shower, too. That's when we met Mother. Adek would, right?"

"Yes, papa." Sahut Haidar while nodding his head.

"Pinter's son. Bi, take a bath please."

"Good, sir." Mirna answered obediently.

With quick steps, Reza headed to her room to get ready. Reza's heart felt unsettled and increasingly agitated when thinking about his wife's situation. Reza cursed his stupidity that could not hold his emotions in front of his wife who was not wrong. If the time can be played back, it would be like Reza apologized for his mistake that deliberately hurt his wife. Reza could only regret his actions.

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Arriving at the hospital, Reza immediately met his wife.Reza had previously contacted his father and asked where Lira was being treated. When he arrived in front of the Lira treatment room, from a distance he saw Martin and Jono talking casually. Reza approached the two.

"Assalamu'alaikum, pa. How's Lira doing?" Reza asked with a worried face.

"You see for yourself in Dalem." Martin is calm. "Other times if there's a problem, it's solved fine. Don't let it happen again. Papa does not want your household to fall apart just because of the carelessness of one of the people who can not resist emotions." Martin was wise.

Not without reason Martin said so. He knows very well, how the attitude of the only son of his wayang which sometimes still difficult to control emotions. As a father, it is certainly his duty to remind when the son is making a mistake. However, Martin did so still within reasonable limits as a parent and without any element of interfering. Martin just wants his son's household to be fine.

"Yes pa, sorry." Reza replied while bowing down regretfully."

"Yes, now you're in. As for your children, look at their mother sick like that."

"Yes pa, Reza to dalem first yes. Thanks a lot, pa."

"Together."

Reza went into the treatment room while saying hello to Lira and then followed by Haidar who was in her carrier. The handsome boy was no longer crying, but his footsteps were still clearly visible in his swollen eyes.

Irma's eyes immediately stared intently at Reza without reluctant to make a sound. Irma was still upset at the son who suddenly disappeared while his wife was in need of his help. While Reza just silently pecked with a broken heart saw his wife's helpless body on the sickly bed. His guilt grew even greater for having made the woman he loved again hurt by his actions. Reza was still standing, unable to see the sad face of his wife who was asleep with an infusion tube in her hand.

Haidar ran over to the mother who was lying weakly motionless. His round eyes continued to look at the wingless angel's face. The little boy still did not understand about the condition of his mother at this time. All he knew was that his mother was still asleep.

"Eyang, why aren't you here?" Asked Haidar plain.

"But to expect kamal's puna." Said Haidar again.

"Yes, only if here many mothers take care of."

"Sir, we're playing at lual yuk." Take Inas to the sister who doesn't stop asking questions.

Inas seemed to understand the feelings of his father who wanted to be alone with his mother without anyone. This attitude is very mature for a child of his age. That's what makes Lira and Reza proud of their daughter.

"But ade matih want in tini cama unda."

"Yes already. Though brother wants to invite adek buy chocolate equal eye."

Instantly also Haidar immediately excited to hear the word brown. His eyes immediately sparkled brightly.

"You, will. Ade wants to stick." Excited speech. "Eyang, ade's gonna fuck."

"Yes dear. Yuk, we're buying chocolate."

"Pa, brother come along to buy chocolate for adek ya." Permit Inas politely.

"Yes, honey. Careful, yeah. Take care of me."

"Ready, papa."

"Dec, don't be naughty. Should be the same eye and sister."

"Yes, papa. Ade dandi nda naughty."

"Printer's son." Reza rubbed his son's head.

After saying goodbye and saying hello, Irma held her two grandchildren's hands out of the Lira treatment room to where Martin and Jono were sitting. After that, Irma invited her two favorite grandchildren to take a short walk to the hospital canteen to buy chocolate and other snacks.

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After the death of his mother and two children, Reza immediately approached his wife. Reza sat down right beside Lira and began to clutch the tiny hand with regret. If only he could hold back his emotions. If he could follow his wife's wishes without having to argue and in the end he hurt his wife. If he hadn't met his client that caused him to think a lot. You, if and if only. All the words if only they remained.

Reza reached out her hand to gently rub the head then descended onto Lira's pale face. Reza does not yet know what pain his wife is suffering. To be sure, Reza felt hurt to see the woman he loved lay weak because of the act

"Dear awake. I'm sorry for making my darling into a gini. Everything is wrong, my. Just try not to talk rude to darling, maybe everything won't happen." Reza said with a hoarse voice holding back the cry.

Reza's tears could not be contained again until he poured all his regrets in front of the wife who was still sound asleep under the influence of drugs. Reza thought Lira was just closing her eyes for being reluctant to see her. So he continued to talk to Lira.

"Mas promise if dear is healthy, we will go to the village to make mother Tengokin. Mas also promised to tell everything to dear about the problems that are facing. But please, baby don't believe me. Honey can law mas in any way, not with pain like gini. I can't stand it, honey. I can't afford it."

Lira's sleep began to be disturbed because of Reza's increasingly heavy crying. Lira turned to the side of the bed where her husband was sitting while crying in a downcast position and writhing his hand.

"Mas." Call Lira slowly.

Reza quickly nodded his head then looked at his wife's pale face with a hard-to-understand look. Reza immediately hugged the helpless little body with a wail of tears.

"Mas, Lira's sorry for never understanding my feelings. Lira is wrong. I'm sorry that Lira can't be a good wife to me." Said Lira while crying in Reza's arms.

Reza let go of her embrace while shaking her head quickly. "Dear child. It's me who should be apologizing. Mas wrong has made a pity disappointed and hurt once again because of the attitude of the mas. I'm sorry I haven't been able to control my emotions well. I regret it, dear, I regret it. Please forgive me and don't stay in the mas anymore."

Lira smiled softly in her tears then wiped the rushing tears on her husband's handsome face. Reza closed her eyes to soak in the gentle swipe from the tiny hand.

"Gak mas. Lira won't stop by, really." Soft talk.

"Thank you, baby. Thank ye. I promise I won't do anything stupid like this again." Reza said while peeping his hands and the whole face of Lira.

Lira just smiled a little at the manner of her husband.

"Well, what did the doctor say to you, baby?" Tanya Reza was worried.

Lira smiled again which made Reza confused. "Darling, just smiling. Seriously, what did the doctor say? honey sick what's fainting like gini?"

"Lira is not papa, my mother."

"What about papa? Darling fainted, hold the face dear shoots like gini, still want to say no papa?!"

"Yes, Lira is not papa. Because here, there is a trust that God sends back to us to be well educated." Said Lira while taking Reza's hand and putting it into her flat stomach.

Reza immediately gave thanks and then kissed the entire face of Lira without missing a single one. Reza is very happy. He did not expect to return to fondle a child at his age who was not young.

"Alhamdulillah. Thank you, O God. Thank you, dear. Finally my dream is fulfilled." His words are full of gratitude.

Lira only smiled while nodding weakly. Lira understands the desire of her husband who really wants to return to have children.Reza is an only child, so she wants to have many children who in the future she can make friends in her old age. Being an only child makes Reza always feel lonely because he does not have a playmate or storymate when he is alone.

"From now on, baby can't be tired anymore. You can't cook or do anything. I don't want to, honey same as grandpa why."

"Yes, my mom."

They also hugged each other to pour out their gratitude for being given the confidence to have children again. Reza promised not to make the same mistake again and did not want his wife to suffer again because of her actions.

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