A Wife's Heart

CHAPTER 38

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Doni really kept his word to make sure Lira ate until it was over, then he paid his way home to Lira and Reza. Doni was so happy to see Lira eating so voraciously without feeling embarrassed. Lira is not good at being someone else, she always displays the side of herself that is without being made up just to attract the attention of others.

Reza escorted Doni to the front of the house and made sure his best friend was really home. While inside the house, Lira was tidying up the rest of her food that she had shared for her breakfast tomorrow morning. He went into his room to rest for a while before he went to the bathroom to clean himself up.

Reza caught up with Lira and went straight into her room. He opened the door of Lira's room violently until it sounded very loud. He closed the door and locked it. Lira was surprised to see Reza enter her room in a state of anger. Lira saw Reza clenching both her hands very strongly, her face also looked flushed red withstanding anger.

Reza approached Lira who was already shuffling in fear on her mat. The lira continued to retreat while hugging her knees until her back hit the wall of the room. He was really caught seeing Reza getting closer to him. Reza crouched down in front of Lira resting on one of her legs. His hand began to gently sweep the head of the Lira. Shortly after, she started grabbing Lira's headscarf-wrapped hair very strongly.

"Didn't I ever remind you to keep your distance from my best friend. But why are you staying close to him? You guys even look very familiar. You also do not hesitate to call him mas. How far along is your relationship, hmm? Or maybe you like Doni, answer?" Shouted Reza while continuing to pull Lira's hair.

Lira screeched at Reza's scream right in her ear while closing her eyes in pain. Lira opened her eyes again, she saw Reza's face was close to her face. Lira doesn't know why Reza was so angry with her just because she received Doni's food when she was so hungry.

"Do you like being given that kind of attention, hmm? You don't get my attention until you have to look for it from someone else!"

Lira's body was like being struck by lightning. Her heart seemed to be broken to pieces with accusations from her own husband. "No, sir, I only accepted the gift because I was so hungry, I haven't eaten since lunch." Lira tries to defend herself. His tears continued to flow profusely soaking his two cheeks.

Reza didn't listen to Lira's explanation. It became increasingly dark to the eye given the closeness between Lira and Doni. He began to get closer until his breathing that hunt can be felt Lira. Reza vented her emotions by forcibly taking away her rights. He did it very roughly regardless of Lira's scream of pain. In fact, without even forced Reza, Lira would still give it gladly as proof of her obligation as a wife to her husband. However, Reza took it very roughly. Reza really has hurt the inner and physical Lira very deeply.

Reza collapsed next to Lira who was still lying frozen. His body feels very crumpled. He was crying without a sound. His heartache could not be described with words. Reza did it very roughly without feeling and gentleness. Reza got up and then came out of the stuffy room Lira regardless of the condition of the Lira that looks very sad. Reza slammed the door of Lira's room tightly. Lira ignored when Reza slammed the door of her room. He continued to look at the ceiling of his room with a blank look.

Is it after this, he can still survive Reza's cruelty to her? Does he still want to keep his household above his suffering? I don't know, Lira hasn't been able to think about it. Right now, all he thought about was his fate ahead. If one day she is pregnant, either Reza can accept her child or not. Only one thing he asks of the elector of his destiny is to be patient. He believed in the promise of God that He would enter into heaven when he was patient.

"If a wife is patient in the face of her husband's moral evils, then Allah will reward her as given to Asiyyah the wife of Pharaoh (HR. Muslim).

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"Aarrrgggh.....Stupid, stupid, stupid. Why did I get out of gini control?" Shouted Reza feeling frustrated. He was afraid that what he did would produce seeds in the womb of the Lira.

Long enough Reza was under the shower until he ended his big bathing activities with a body that had shivered cold. Reza came out of the bathroom and put on her casual clothes to sleep. He laid his body on the bed and wrapped his body in a thick blanket. Previously, he turned off his room AC and then fell asleep while tightly smothering the blanket so that he could cover his cold body perfectly.

Time has shown exactly at one in the morning. Reza closed her eyes which were already heavy. Slowly the roar of his breath began to be regular which meant that he had entered into his dreamland.

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The lira woke up at exactly three in the morning. He immediately got up for a big shower and then prayed the night. When he woke up, he felt pain all over his body. Slowly Lira grabbed a thin blanket that wrapped her plain body, then walked staggeringly towards the bathroom outside her room.

After a big bath and ablution, Lira immediately perform night prayers. After that Lira rests before the owner of her life destiny. Lira began to cry bitterly begging for strength and patience.

"O Allah, my Lord, rests before You again, asking forgiveness for the sinfulness of the husband of the servant. Forgive all his sins and evils. Soften his heart as you soften the hearts of those whom you are pleased with. Strengthen my heart as you strengthen the heart of Asiyyah when facing the infallibility of Pharaoh. O substance that turns back the heart, strengthen my heart so that it will always be in Your way. Do not let the servants lose to the jinn who want to damage the servant's household, to make them laugh happily over the suffering of the servant. Verily, the servant is but a weak man without Your help. Aamiins.

Lira awaits dawn by reading Al-Qu'an. The recitation of the holy verse of the Qur'an sounds melodious and touching to anyone who hears it. Because it is too sedentary reading verse by verse, it does not feel like it has entered the dawn prayer time. Adzan's voice began to echo. Lira immediately stopped her teaching activities.

While in Reza's room. The handsome man did not feel disturbed at all. He slept very well, even his sleeping position did not change. He slept while tightly hugging the blanket that wrapped his neck. Until finally, his ears caught the sound of Adhan's voice reverberating. He wanted to open his eyes, but unfortunately he still felt a tremendous drowsiness, finally he chose to go back to sleep.

At five o'clock in the morning, Reza wakes up. His body felt very weak and his head also felt heavy. Reza forced himself to rise to the bathroom to wash his face and brush his teeth, after which he ablaze.

After the prayer, Reza went back to sleep because his head was still very heavy. The plan was later in the morning, he would contact Doni to ask for help bringing him chicken porridge for breakfast. Reza re-wrapped his body in a thick blanket, then he began to close his eyes.

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