A Wife's Heart

CHAPTER 53

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The dawn prayer was so beautiful. The breeze of the wind gently blows a cool effect for the servants who are struggling against drowsiness in order to carry out their obligation to face the giver of life.

The lira wakes up from her sleep and then heads to the bathroom for ablution. Lira performs dawn prayers with solemn accompaniment to the chanting of holy verses of the Qur'an which she reads with full appreciation. On its alphabet, the Lira deals with all her pain that is so intensely immeasurable. Lira raised her hand, crying bitterly considering the weight of the life she lived.

"Oh my God, Yes Robbi. Forgive your weak servant. Forgive the servant who had to give up undergoing this marriage full of wounds and tears. The heart of the servant was not as strong as the heart of Asiyah the wife of Pharaoh, who was famous for being so sadistic and cruel. The servant was also not as strong as Khodijah's mother, who was so patient to accompany the Prophet when he faced the many slanders inflicted on him by infidels. Servants are only women of the last days covered in khilaf and sin. But I ask You, do not take this guidance from the heart of my servant. So that the Servant may always ask forgiveness from You. Give thanks for the blessings of faith and healthy blessings that You have given. Protect your husband from the many temptations of Satan that lead him astray to your path. Forgive all his sins and keep him away from those who intend evil to him. Soften his heart, so that someday he can come back to the servant with his heart and love. Servant leave him to you. Forgive the servant who must choose to go from his life."

Lira tears flowed profusely to wet her white face that already looks worn. Lira rubbed her stomach gently as if giving strength and understanding to her child, they would be fine without Reza in their life.

After the prayer, the lira began to clean the house as usual. It feels so hard to leave this house. Lira looked throughout the room of the house that had been a silent witness how she lived the rigors of living with Reza. There are no good memories here, only memories full of cries of pain and tears of pain.

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At six in the morning, Lira was getting ready to leave. The lira chose to wear her signature gamis. Gamis given by his best friend first, he always wears if he wants to travel far. Before leaving, Lira keeps the results of her son's USG on the table, so that one day if Reza's heart has melted to him, then he will find himself with his son.

However, before leaving Lira first met Reza in her room to ask for a farewell. Lira stood staring blankly at Reza's doorstep. Lira gathers her courage to confront Reza. The lira took a deep breath, then slowly threw it away.

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"Sir, are you awake?"

Unauthorized, Lira knocked on the door again and again a little loudly. Lira is sure, if her husband while still sleeping. Long enough Lira stood waiting for Reza to open the door of her room.

Shortly afterwards Reza opened the door with a face that was clearly visible still holding back the drowsiness.

"When did you bother me early in the morning?" Reza asked with a face held back in annoyance.

"Sorry sir, I just want to go home. Mother was not well, so I had to take care of her." Lira replied while looking down in fear.

"You want to go, you go. But don't let anything in this house you're carrying."

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Reza accused him of being a thief. The lira's heart felt pain again.

"I don't dare to take things in this house, sir." Lira replied while holding back her tears.

"Yes, who knows. Anyway, gini day where there's a badger!" Reza still does not want to lose, stick with his harsh and accusatory words.

"But I'm not a thief." Lira was quiet, barely audible.

"Yes, go away." Dump it with a flat face.

"But, can I kiss your hand one last time."

Reza frowned, not understanding Lira's words. What does that mean last time? But Reza does not want to take a headache, at least later Lira will come back here again without him asking. Her thought.

"My hands are too clean for you to touch." Reject it violently.

"I'm sorry, it's so presumptuous to kiss your hand." Without Lira guessing, the tears that he had been holding so as not to spill, now flowed profusely and it was witnessed directly by Reza.

Unable to see Lira's tears, Reza chose to enter her room while slamming the door hard. Reza rubbed his face rough unable to see the face of Lira who looked so hurt because of her speech.

"I say goodbye, sir. Do not forget to take care of your health. Forgive my mistake in being your wife. Halt my eating and drinking, so that I can calm down. May you be happy." Pamit Lira with a trembling voice. "Assalamu'alaykum."

Lira left her in-laws' house which had given her many wounds. As she was in front of the fence, Lira looked at the house for the last time before she actually left. I don't know when he'll be back in this house. Lira only hopes that if one day she returns to this house, she will return with happiness with her husband and children later.

"Goodbye my husband. I'm sorry your despicable wife can't accompany you anymore."

Lira took her legs away from her in-laws house with her chest tightened.

Meanwhile, Reza, still standing on the balcony of his room witnessed the departure of his wife without any intention of holding her back. Reza held her chest in pain after Lira left. Without him noticing, a drop of clear water fell from his eye sieve.

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The lira chose to take the train to get to the destination faster. Throughout the journey, her tears kept flowing. Her chest felt tight considering her separation from Reza. Lira hopes that this will open her last farewell with her husband. Although she leaves with a wound in her heart, Lira still hopes that one day Reza will return to her. At any time, Lira will remain faithful waiting for Reza to come and pick her up. Despite having to wait for so many years, the Lira will still wait. Lira believes that her prayers will be answered one day. He just needs to be more patient.

After a grueling journey of four hours, Lira arrived right in front of her house which looks still the same as when she went wandering first.

A sense of haru immediately enveloped his heart, seeing his house that looked old and almost collapsed. Lira rushed into her house.

"Assalamu'alaykum's chat. Mom, go home." Lira entered her house and immediately rushed to hug her mother who was standing with a face that was still wrapped around her head.

"Wa'alaykumussalam's chat. Neng, go home and say nothing? I can cook neng's favorite food." Say Beautiful still can't believe her son is hugging her at this time.

Lira took off her embrace and kissed the back of her mother's hand lovingly. It was eager for Lira to spill all her pain in her mother's arms to lessen the slight burden on her heart.

"Neng intentionally, want a surprise for mom."

"Can aja. Neng has not eaten yet? Mom cooked salted fish together sauteed kale."

"Well, I know if you're lacer." Lira immediately smiled happily to see the simple food that she had longed for.

"Yes, it's hard to eat." It was beautiful to be so happy to see her son come to visit her.

Lira scoops the rice and side dishes onto her plate and eats them voraciously. Lira never thought, finally she could re-enjoy the cuisine made by her mother.

"Pelan-pelan eat, neng. Nobody's gonna take it."

Lira just shines horses. "Hehe..Neng laper really mom. Mother's cooking is delicious too." Say Lira with her mouth still full of food.

Beautiful just shook her head while smiling at the behavior of her daughter who was so missed.

"Neng to where did it go up what was it? Reza boy why not come?"

The lira immediately choked on food. Indah immediately swiftly gave a glass of drinking water to Lira while rubbing her back slowly.

"No, what did you say? Slow down or eat it, so it's a sniff now." Omel Lovely.

"Yes ma'am, sorry."

"Neng hasn't answered mother's question. What did you ride here? Reza boy why don't you come?"

"That's mom. That's it, Mas Reza's out of the country again so Lira was told to come here first for a while."

Answer Lira's lie.

"Why not go with Reza?"

"That's ma'am, actually neng is pregnant, so the same doctor is not allowed to get on the plane."

Beautiful face immediately happy. "Thank God, God." Lovely to embrace the body of Lira. Not forgetting that he gave thanks. "How many months, dear?" Beautiful after taking off her embrace.

"Alhamdulillah, it's been three months ma'am."

"Mother was so sad. But you don't have weird cravings, do you? Kasian Nak Reza was made to bother with you." Beautiful Tanya was still with a fluffy smile on her face.

Lira just smiled grimly at the words of her mother. "No, ma'am. Thank God his grandfather wasn't fussy."

"If only you knew, all this time Lira had to fight if the cravings came." Inner Lira.

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