
I'mawakened. From sleep. I feel like I'm in a very foreign place. In a very wide meadow and the weather is very bright. “adit.. Here dong..” a female voice called out to me. I woke up and looked around. With a sweet smile she approached me.. Getting closer and closer. Turns anita. “adit. Wake up.. Wake up.” say it with a centil. And suddenly a very dark cloud covered the sky.
W*byurrr!!! I woke up to see my mother carrying a bucket towards me. Turns out mom doused me 'cause I was bad again. Wake up! What time is it!!! Mother's loud voice made me immediately run to the bathroom and rushed to the bath because I did not want to long hear her scolding hehe..
Shit was just a dream. He could almost hold her hand Anita. Hihahi. I murmured in my heart.
I took a shower and prepared to go to school. Today it's almost too late because there's no transportation at all. Forced to walk deh. “huhh shit really today” talk itself not clear on the road.
“why did dit. How is it not clear to yourself? Hihi” Sounded the voice of a girl telling me while ngetawain.
And he arrived in front of me. “eh a ani.. Ta..” said I was nervous.
To be honest, he's the only one who can make me nervous. For a moment I was silent. “adit.. How's diem?” sahut anita confused to see me. “eng. K. You are.. Why is it late too?” many nervous.
“anu. No one wanted me to walk on foot. Uh even met you. There is a meeting dong if late hehehe” replied anita.
Anita and I arrived at school. Fortunately, it's not too late. Hehehe
“eh. Go home to school wait for me. There's something I want to say to you”
Anita said with a smile to enter the class. “i.. Yes nit. I wait for you kok” in my heart jumps for joy. This is a good time to express my feelings.. After a long time hehe
Because me and Anita are different classes. So we split up. I'm a class xii ips while anita xii ipa.
I always thought of him all day. Until finally sleeping fitting math lesson hehe. Maybe because that thought ended up falling asleep.
“adit!!! Build.” loud. With a table shake. Surprised me. Until awakening. And all the nertawain. Fortunately, latif. My math teacher. Fortunately I did not punish. Just told me to wash my face.
Then the bell went home. I rushed nyamperin anita to her class. I think it's a good time to express my feelings. Because all this time I really like him but do not know how to say.
And I finally came home. Until the house I could only be silent and shut myself in the room. Why didn't I shoot Anita? Why I never had the courage to tell you. I always ask questions. Until when my question can be answered.
The next day I tried to vent myself to reveal everything before I regretted it. I go home to school and samperin him. He was still in front of the gate.
“eh adit... Sori I thought you were back.” said anita.
“I'll find you where. Apparently here it is. Hehe” My Welcome.
“what's dit?” ask anita curious.
“emm. I have known you for a long time.I...I...” I was nervous.
“already dit. You why? Pain?” ask anita.
“engg. I honestly liked you a long time ago. I want you to know this before you go.” I said nervously. “ I always want you to be a part of my life. Want to not be my girlfriend..?” my continue.
“ad.. You never change. You are my weirdest friend, sorry I can not love you more than friends.” said anita smooth.
I was silent for a moment. “thanks. I was always there for Dit. I love you the same. But as a friend. Can't be more. Sorry dit.”
Anita. Maybe I expected too much until I became like this. But at least I know the answer to my question all along.
Graduation has arrived. I got the best score. I ran around looking for Anita on the whole side of the school. But I didn't meet. Just meeting his mother. He said that Anita did not come to school because she had flown to Australia that day.
Thanks for everything. You're my spirit. I'll catch up with you there