WRONG MARRIAGE

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Arkhan took off his arm that was coiled around Zalfa's waist, he distanced his body from Zalfa. Suddenly he felt like he was being dropped from a height, feeling very disappointed. Be beaten. In the past, Arkhan had never felt such a hopeful feeling when he expected a baby figure to be born between his lives. And when he had that hope, suddenly his hope was like being crushed.

Not knowing how to explain Arkhan's sudden chaotic feelings, his disappointment wiped out all hope and purpose in his life.

“Mas Arkhan!” Zalfa looked into Arkhan's eyes which no longer glowed like before.

Arkhan looked back at Zalfa's eyes. He took one step back so that his gaze with Zalfa was spaced. “Do you know, when I was released from custody, the first thing I thought about was you and our baby which would be the purpose of my life. That's why I really want to directly touch your stomach.”

“Yes yes, you must be very disappointed to hear this. I'm sorry I couldn't take care of our baby. He's supposed to be our first child.” Zalfa tried to calm Arkhan down.

Arkhan clenched his hands and smashed his fist against the wall. His breath sounds very loud. This is unfair.”

“Mas Arkhan! Don't tell me that!” Zalfa scatters and hugs the Arkhan from behind. “I beg you not to be angry.”

“Why should my baby be snatched? After everything that happened, I still have to lose. This is unfair.” Arkhan rubbed his face with both palms. She then put both of her palms on the dressing table and her head lowered, feeling a disappointment that was pounding her inner self. His heart was so numb.

“We both feel lost. I understand if you can't accept the truth. But don't blame fate. I'm sorry I can't take good care of our baby.”

Arkhan took a deep breath, his gaze fixed onto the tiny hands of Zalfa coiled around his stomach. Slowly, he turned around. Then he pulled Zalfa's hand and took him to sit on the side of the bed. “Do not apologize. I do feel very disappointed and devastated, but you must have lost a lot more. Our child-to-be grows up and lives in your womb, how could you possibly apologize to me? I don't know who to be mad at, nor do I know who to vent this disappointment at. Maybe indeed the situation and conditions forced me to resign to the state of.”

“Do not get angry at anyone, Mas Arkhan. It's our destiny.”

Arkhan let out a heavy sigh. He was at a loss to cope with his completely chaotic inner situation, he was annoyed, disappointed, and wanted to be angry.but to whom? He now had to feel how bitter his loss was before having. Obviously it's not Zalfa's fault if they lose a baby. Because of the burden that Zalfa had borne after the problems that arose in the woman's life for Arkhan, is Arkhan still now to blame Zalfa? Sure didn't.

Arkhan rubbed his hair in a rough motion. She was eager to hit the wall, but it wouldn't bring back her already-dead baby.

“Our baby first faces the Almighty, surely because God loves us so much. God gave this test. Be patient and seikhlas what we are when we lose a figure who is very expected presence.” Zalfa touched Arkhan's shoulder, placed his cheek on the man's arm while the other hand rubbed Arkhan's chest. This was Zalfa's way of easing Arkhan's frustration, so that her husband could understand the situation. He hoped that Arkhan's heart would soon become adem.

“Our baby will help us in the hereafter. Trust it.” The palm of Zalfa's hand that stroked Arkhan's chest moved creeping up the man's neck, rising up to the cheek.

Arkhan turned his head, looking at Zalfa's face which was very close to his. The resentful feeling in Arkhan's heart gradually melted down looking at Zalfa's attitude. Arkhan knew very well that it was not right for Zalfa to strengthen himself, for in fact Zalfa himself also needed to be strengthened.

Zalfa again lowered his palm to Arkhan's neck and chest, then he stood facing Arkhan. This time, her arms were wrapped around her husband's neck.

The two exchanged looks.

Arkhan's heart cannot be sincere with the departure of his future baby. And with lightness Zalfa said to be sincere.

“I can't let go of him, Zalfa. It's not easy for me.” Reply Arkhan whispered.

“I've even experienced how difficult it is to be a pregnant woman, dizziness, cramps, abdominal pain, and resist nausea that feels very torturous. And I suddenly lost a fetus in my womb when it was that hard I went through the day, but I could still let it go. Of course you should also be able to.” Slowly, Zalfa's taper opens every button of Arkhan's shirt. Then her lips gave a soft kiss on her husband's lips.

Sometimes the kiss he stopped to keep the conversation going. “This is difficult, but it must be lived. Because there is no point in being angry at the situation. It will just waste energy.”

Arkhan clasped Zalfa's tiny body, hugging while stroking the woman's back. He was thrilled to see Zalfa's drastic change. Now, Zalfa is getting naughty. His manner of teasing, fishing and even daring. Only a few months later they had separated, there had been many changes in Zalfa.

Arkhan took off the shirt after all the buttons had been opened by Zalfa. He retaliated for Zalfa's mischievous treatment with no less naughty treatment.

“Mas Arkhan, don't distance yes!” Zalfa held Arkhan's chest.

“Why?”

“I can not be touched about a week after the miscarriage,” said Zalfa then stick out a little tip of his tongue.

“How dare you! You woke me up and now say you can't be touched.” Arkhan tightened his embrace. “You have to finish it, whatever the way.”

“Ha haaa..” Zalfa chuckled at Arkhan's words.

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