WRONG MARRIAGE

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“You must begin to learn to live without me,” whispered Arkhan in Zalfa's ear.

Bress…. Zalfa's tears were seeping profusely. Arkhan's words made his heart melt. His heart is getting numb. His chest is also tight. Just now he felt happiness with the figure of the husband who managed to make him move on as well as feel the beauty of falling in love, namely love more and more after love to the Supreme Being. And now he has to learn to live without Arkhan?

During this time, the days he went through were filled with Arkhan's presence by his side, decorated with warm hugs and affection in each of his nights, tinged with the man's thin smile, he said, adorned with warm hugs and affection every night, Zalfa was used to sharing everything with Arkhan. How can Zalfa live without it?

A few minutes Zalfa could only cry in Arkhan's arms without being able to speak. His neck was choked and his sobs were like they did not give him a chance to speak.

My God, it hurts like this on the verge of separation. It hurt his chest. It could no longer be described in words how Zalfa was currently feeling. It turned out this was how it felt when he had to part with the person he loved so much.

“Already! Don't cry!” arkhan said calmly.

Zalfa took off a hug, lifted her face and looked at Arkhan's face.

“Look at your face turning tangled due to tears.” Arkhan pressed his fingers against Zalfa's face and wiped the tears on the glowing white cheeks.

“I don't want to be away from you, I want to always be with you.” Zalfa did not care about the tears that continued to seep even though Arkhan had rubbed him several times. He also did not care about his face that turned puffy and became ugly because of it, his eyes had even slightly swollen. “If at night I feel dizzy, there will be no more you who accompany me to sleep until I am sound. If I wake up late at dawn, it will not be your tone that wakes me up for the morning prayer again, if I cry, none of your fingers will wipe my tears. And if I'm hungry, there's no one to go with me to eat at the dinner table. Everything will change, Mas Arkhan.” Zalfa let out a long breath.

Arkhan just shut up. He let Zalfa uncover his grievances. Arkhan only needs to listen to the complaints of women.

“I won't even know how you're doing here. How you eat, how you sleep, your blanket, your bed, and all about you. Your days will make me feel difficult to live the time,” Zalfa continued.

“Don't think of me. I'm used to a hard life. Eating with rice and salt can also be done, so never make me a burden for you. Remember that!” Arkhan.

“Mas Arkhan, anyway I will definitely feel like I miss you a lot, I will miss you a lot.”

“I need your prayer.”

“Because I am sure my prayers and requests will not be granted.”

“Mas Arkhan, why speak so?” Zalfa.

“God will never grant a person who has many great sins. That's right, isn't it?”

“Mas Arkhan, God is merciful, sin of any size will surely be forgiven if we repent. Rest assured it!”

“If God loves me, He will not let me be here when I want to turn myself into a good man. God breaks everything so easily. My intentions are even just beginning and God has messed things up, making me desperate before starting.”

“Mas Arkhan, I am sad to hear of your confession. Please, believe that God is Most Compassionate and Most Merciful, as you often recite in prayer.”

Arkhan. Now an annoyed look appeared on the surface of his face. But seconds later he rubbed his face with both palms.

“Astaghfirullahal’adzim.” Zalfa draped his arms to Arkhan's neck and fused their eyebrows together. “Follow me, baby!” whisik Zalfa then said Istighfar.

Unknowingly, Arkhan whispered the same sentence that Zalfa had recited.

Arkhan did not just say it once. After the third time, he stopped. I don't know what miracle makes his mind suddenly feel calm from the turmoil and unrest. Arkhan now looked very calm, just like the first time Zalfa saw the man appear.

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