Wisdom of Our Love

DH 66'S

Returning home from the office, Ray returns to the hospital to meet Raynan and Bela. There Ray also meets with Riza.

"Hore, Raynan has two daddies" said Raynan smiling at Riza and Ray.

Riza looked at Bela and Bela nodded her head.

"Raynan, Daddy Ray, would like to go out for a while and talk to Daddy Riza, yes" said Ray looking at Riza.

Ray comes out and and Riza drills. Arriving outside, Ray invites Riza to sit down and talk.

"Riza, I thank you, because you've been there to be Raynan's father all this time, but now that I've been with Raynan, I hope you understand what I mean" Ray said.

"You mean Mr Ray, want Raynan not to call me Dady again, sir?" ask Riza.

"It would seem strange, if anyone heard that Raynan has two daddies right?" ask Ray.

"But Raynan and I have been like a son and Dad, our closeness has been established for a long time, I think it would be difficult for Raynan if all of a sudden, I asked Raynan not to call me daddy. Besides what does a mention of Mr Ray mean?" said Riza.

"You're right, but how. We have to slowly give understanding to Raynan" said Ray.

"As for Mr. Ray alone, but I guess, it won't be easy to get Raynan to stop calling me daddy. Because since he was born I have been by his side and the first time Raynan can speak, the words that say are Daddy and Daddy which is meant is me." explained Riza.

Hearing what Riza said, Ray samakin's heart felt sliced.

This time Ray is determined to fight for his small family back in order to be reunited, Ray does not want his son to lean on others, Ray wants to make up for the days that should be passed along with him.

"Has Ray gone home?" bela asked as Riza walked into Raynan's own ward.

"Yes, it looks like Mr. Ray went straight home after talking to me," replied Riza.

"Well, how come Daddy Ray came home? kan has not played with Raynan," said Raynan looks sad.

"Why you, baby? don't be sad, there's Daddy Riza here" Bela said.

"Yes, honey. It's usually the same with Daddy, right?" ask Raynan Riza.

"Yes, but Raynan also wants to be with daddy Ray" Raynan replied sadly.

"Now Raynan rest first, because it's time for Raynan istrahat! he said he wanted to get well soon, right? so it has to be a lot of rest" said Bela diverted the conversation.

After Raynan slept, Bela and Riza spoke outside, not wanting Raynan to hear their talk.

"So you're sure you won't come back the same Mr Ray, Bel? I see Mr. Ray still loves you and it looks like Mr. Ray also loves Raynan" Riza said after listening to Bela say she refused Ray's invitation to get back together.

"Between me and her Mami, Ray, there's a barrier we can't get through. There is a big wall that is a barrier for us to be together. The wall was I who made it, so now I myself must feel the bitterness of being blocked by the wall I created myself." said Bela.

"Honestly, I don't understand what wall you mean, but it's not really you, Raynan and Mr. Ray. If Mami Sir Ray's problem, I'm sure one day will be able to accept you guys" said Riza.

"It's not that easy, Za. I've hurt Mami too deeply, it's only natural that Mami can't forget the mistakes I made, I don't want to be a selfish person by coming back with Ray. Because if we get back together it's the same way I'm going to get Mami back hurt" said Bela.

"Walaikumsalam, Ayesha, Sister Ulya. You guys want to see Raynan?" ask Bela.

"Yes, we're here to see Raynan. How is Raynan now, "ask Aisyah.

"Alhamdulilah, Raynan is better. InsyaAlloh within two days already be able to go home." replied Bela.

"Oiya, Aisyah, Sister Ulya, this is Riza. He's the one who's been helping you a lot" said Bela introduced him to Ulya and Aisyah.

Aisyah and Ulya nodded their heads and smiled at Riza.

"Can we see Raynan?" ask Ulya.

"Sorry Brother, how about you guys wait here first! Until Raynan wakes up. Raynan had just gone to bed" Bela replied.

"All right, we'll just wait for Raynan here." said Aisyah.

"So, I'm back in the office first. If there's anything, you call me right away" Riza said.

"Yes" Bela replied briefly.

"Assalamualaikum," said Riza pamit.

"Halaikumsalam," answered everyone.

"When I heard what happened to you all this time, I was honestly shocked to hear it. How can you go through all this on your own, I know, the path you take, of course you have thought about the risks, but raising a child alone is not easy, he said, Why would you prefer this path, instead of telling Ray about your son?" ask Ulya.

"I can't possibly do all that Brother, I'm leaving because I don't want to make Mami suffer anymore. If I go back then what about Mami's feelings? I don't want to hurt Mami" said Bela.

"But there are children who are innocent and have the right to get affection from both parents" said Ulya.

"Sister, everything feels hard to me. But I can't bear to see that Mami has to be sad because every time I see her. Mami will be reminded of Papi. Papi died because of me" said Bela with teary eyes.

"Everything has passed for so long, even you have also repented with regret, It should be aunt Santi also did not continue to live in a grudge like this" said Ulya sighed.

"It's not wrong, sister, I know what it's like to lose the person we love so much. It's not easy for Mami to forget the mistakes I've made" said Bela.

***

While Ms. Santi was currently leaning on her bed, inside her mind she kept seeing her grandson's face.

Now Miss Santi is sure it's her grandson. But receiving Bela back together with Ray also felt heavy even though his heart wanted to. Because the shadow of her husband's death will come back every time he thinks of Bela. It is not easy for Ms. Santi to forget all Bela's past mistakes.

But the thought of her grandson having to live away from her and calling someone else Daddy also hurt her. Although Ray has explained the purpose and purpose of Riza acting as Daddy so that Raynan does not feel the loss of a father figure.

"Is this all my fault?" mummified Bu Santi.

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