Wisdom of Our Love

CH 20

"Assalamu'alaikum bah"

"Walaikumsalam Ray, are you back? are you here to pick up Santi's mom? ask Abah

"Yes, Ray will talk to Mami. But before that Ray wanted to talk to Abah" Ray said

"Talking to Abah? Yes, here sit first. Tell me what's bothering you right now?" said Abah patting the chair beside the fish pond Abah.

"So, now Ray is back with Bela and Bela is currently at Ray's house" he said

"Defender? so you brought Bela home?"

"Yes, Ray brought Bela home."

"What changed your mind? and make you decide that coming back with Bela is best?" ask Abah

"At first Ray was convinced to release Bela and let Bela unite with Bela's dark lover. But when Ray is in Singapore, Ray learns the fact that Bela's accident left him with permanent paralysis. Doctors there said the possibility of recovery was very small, and at that time Bela's lover left Bela because he did not want to be burdened with the state of Bela paralyzed. How could Ray have divorced Bela when her condition was like that? Ray can't do that all you want. So Ray decided to go back with Bela and Ray will take care of Bela" he said

"MasyaAlloh, this decision that you took was not an easy decision.had to take care of a crippled wife who had once left you even betrayed you. But if it has been your decision, Abah can only pray that Allah will repay every thing you do with reward. And Abah also hopes Bela can get guidance from Allah"

"Aamiin, please pray for us bah"

"InsyaAlloh, Allaah will repay all your patience with the beautiful thing in the future. Your patience will never be in vain Ray" said Abah patted Ray on the shoulder

"Just what Ray is afraid of at this time Mami bah, Ray is confused how to explain to Mami that Bela is now home" said Ray

"Yes Abah understands what concerns you, but in any case you should be able to reconcile the two. You have made a decision, meaning you must be able to make both of them forgive each other. It will not be easy but this will also be a test for you, because every decision you choose will definitely have consequences that make the test to see how far you keep that commitment"

"Well, what if Mami can't forgive Bela?"

"Pray, beg for guidance from Allah, and pray that Allah softens your Mami's heart"

"Yes bah, honestly Ray currently can not if you have to leave Bela. Although Bela has hurt Ray but as a husband, Ray has not done his duty as a husband well. Ray wants to fix everything from scratch again bah. But Ray doesn't want to hurt Mami either. Ray wants to be a filial son to Mami. At this time only Mami's parents who Ray belongs because Papi has gone home first" said Ray

"That all understanding Ray, pray a lot and ask for directions as well as Allaah. InsyaAlloh Alloh will listen to your good intentions and will make it easier" said Abah

By saying "Bismillah" Ray met his Mami. and determined to tell everything even though the worst possibility could happen.

"Assalamu'alaikum Mami" Ray's greeting kissed Miss Santi's hand

"Walaikumsalam Ray, you have returned to Indonesia why not contact Mami?" she hugged Santi Ray

"Ray turned out you were great. Mami has been wrong all this time and doubted you. Winda told me everything, how you convinced the investors. Beyond Mami's expectations, you can convince them and now the company can get through the crisis. It's all thanks to you Ray. Thank you dear" said Miss Santi happy

"This is all because of Alloh Yang gives ease Mi"

"Mi, there's something Ray wants to say. Maybe this is not good news for Mommy. But Ray has to deliver all of this" Ray said

"What's up, Ray? why it seems so serious. Is this about the company?" Ask Santi to see Ray

"It's not Mi, but it's about Bela" Ray replied

"Defender? what else is with that snake woman? did he come back to make a move? or maybe he died in an accident at that time? it seems like the accident at that time was quite severe" said Ms Santi

"Mi, don't say it like that! Let's see how Bela is Ray's wife" Ray said

"What did you say? Wife? you said Bela your wife? What kind of wife leaves her husband? and what kind of wife would destroy her own in-laws business? that snake woman you call wife?" Miss Santi was upset

"Mi please don't be like this! Ray knew Bela had made a mistake, but now Bela has changed Mi" said Ray

"Well.. Bela changed? and you believe a snake woman like that can change?" said Santi ma'am cynically

"Mi, doesn't everyone have the right to change? and so is Bela. Ray wants Mami to forgive Bela. Isn't the company okay now?"

"It's not just a matter of Ray's company, is he able to return your Papi? can he bring Papi back to life?" said Miss Santi in a high tone

"Astaghfirullah Mami, Istighfar Mi! do not talk like that, it is the same as Mami does not believe in the decree and destiny of Allah. Papi died because it is time for Papi to return to God, all living will surely die and we in this world are just waiting for our turn to die. Ajal, is one of the destiny that has been determined by Allah SWT even before the man was born."

"Ray, Papi's departure is very felt for Mami. it is not easy for Mami to be able to forget all that"

"Ray understands what Mami feels, but Bela has also realized her mistake. And Bela deserves a chance to repent right Mi?" ray said, but Santi just kept silent and did not answer.

"Mami is currently Bela paralyzed Mi, Ray could not bear to divorce Bela under such circumstances, let how Bela is Ray's wife"

"From paralysis? and what did you say? can't divorce Bela because she's paralyzed? where's your brain, Ray? if Bela was paralyzed because she was the same sin as us, then why should you bother sacrificing yourself for the crippled woman who destroyed our family?" yells Miss Santi

"Istigfar Mi, take control of Mami! Bela is Ray's wife. Ray would feel very guilty if Ray died Ray's wife while he was sick. Bela needs support to get on with her life" Ray explained

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