Wisdom of Our Love
CH 30
Ray and Mita's conversation is heard up to the room, Bela who initially slept accidentally heard her husband who was joking with Mita.
And somehow Bela's heart suddenly felt sad.
"Why am I sad like this? Ray was only joking with his old friend. What about Ray all this time? Two years I left him and had an affair with another man. Maybe what I'm feeling right now is not comparable to what Ray's been feeling all along. Astaghfirullah, O Allah, forgive me all my sins" muttered Bela.
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The sound of the door opening, Bela immediately closed her eyes again. I didn't want Ray to see that he was sad.
Ray looked at Bela who was still asleep, spread her body beside Bela and kissed Bela's soft forehead affectionately.
"Good night my wife." whispered Ray
After feeling that Ray was asleep, Bela opened her eyes again. Without realizing it, the tears that had been detained had finally broken.
The feeling of guilt returned.
"Why crying?" ray asked who suddenly opened his eyes.
"I'm sorry I woke you up, Ray," Bela replied.
"What's wrong? Is something bothering you?" ray asked, looking into Bela's eyes.
"No, Ray. Bela cries only because she is happy. Happy because Ray wants to accept Bela with all the shortcomings of Bela. Honestly Bela felt inappropriate for Ray, " said Bela.
"My wife, forget the past. We started all over!" said Ray.
"Ray, if one day there is a woman who can make you happy. I'd love it if you want to get married again." said Bela
"Humba... What are you talking about, Bel?" Ray pursed his lips curtailing laughter.
"Aren't you laughing Ray?" Bela looked at Ray .
"Hahaha.. you are, why be weird gini anyway talk? It seems like the accident also caused your mind to trouble Bel, "Ray laughed as she covered her mouth with her right hand.
"I'm not kidding Ray. I'm serious!" firmly Bela.
"Sama, I'm not kidding either. Looks like you need a consultation with the doctor. To see if there's anything wrong with your brain after the accident" Ray joked.
"Ray" said Bela, singing her lips.
"However, baby, sorry! Come on hug first!" ray hugged Bela.
Tonight Bela fell asleep in the warm embrace of her husband. Until the sound of the Adhan began to be heard in their ears and woke them up.
Ray patiently helped Bela to take ablus water and now they pray in congregation at dawn.
"For Bela, mas Ray, "ask Mita who just came out of the kitchen and brought a cup of coffee for Ray.
"Morning" Ray replied briefly.
"It's coffee for Ray's mas." Mita gives me a cup of coffee
"Is this coffee for me?" ray asks while receiving coffee from Mita's hand.
"Yes, this is for you Ray. I mean Ray," said Mita.
"Thank you, Mit. You made coffee for my husband. But next time, let's make Siti coffee for my husband, don't bother. After all, making coffee is not your job, your job is only to take care of my needs," said Bela.
"It's okay, I don't bother at all! I happen to make coffee for myself, too, so guys. Would Bela want to too? I make coffee for Bela?" ask Mita.
"No, I don't drink coffee. Thank you," Bela replied briefly
"Get us to the park yuk, I want to breathe the morning air there. It must be cold to see the fish in the pool." invite Bala
"All right, let's go there." Ray put the coffee back on the table.
"Don't drink the coffee first Ray? Later the cold rush of coffee is not even tasty, you know, "said Mita.
"Later, I drink it. After coming home from the park," Ray answered while pushing Bela's wheelchair.
"Assalamu'alaikum, are Ray and Bela home?" tanya Niko who came with Ulya and Fatin this morning.
"Moskalamic. Mas Ray and mbak Bela are not home, anymore streets in the park," replied Mita who was in the yard.
"Oow, yes, let us wait" said Niko.
"Please sit down first. " Mita pointed to the chair that was on the floor.
"Thank you," Ulya replied walking towards the terrace.
"Well, where's Ray? Fatin wants to see Om Ray," whined Fatin
"Wait a minute baby, Om Ray is out, "persuade Niko.
"Well, that. Om Ray came, " said Ulya pointing at Niko and Bela who had just entered the gate.
Niko smiled and waved her hand.
"Om Ray, " cried Fatin running and hugging Ray.
"Dear satin, Om Ray misses Fatin. Fatin misses Om Ray doesn't?" ray asked as he hugged Fatin.
"Kangen Om," Fatin replied nodding his head.
"Ehem.. Starting off, Papa is left out if there is Om Ray, " said Niko cleared her throat and made everyone laugh.
Mita is out to bring drinks for Niko and Bela.
"Why did you bring Mit's drink? Where's Lady's bik?" ask Bela.
"It's okay mbak Bela, Bik Siti is busy making breakfast, so I help Bik Siti to make drinks for Ray's mas friend" replied Mita.
"Here, the nurse who took care of you Bel?" ask Niko.
"Yes, this is the nurse assigned by the hospital to take care of me" Bela replied.
"Aren't you a stranger?" niko thought back.
"Same like we've met, Oo.. Mita remember, you're Ray's friend from Bina Bangsa Junior High, right?" mita said while remembering.
"Yes, but how do you know?" Niko still can't remember
"We used to meet, when Mita was looking for Ray while skipping school and was playing PS, we met there," Mita reminded.
"Oow, yes, now I remember. It just feels familiar" said Niko.
While Niko, Ray and Mita are talking about the past. Now Bela is learning to teach with Ulya.
Bela looked serious about learning. Although occasionally will steal a look outwards.
Can not be denied, the more restless the day, because Mita. But replacing other nurses is also impossible, Bela does not want Ray to know, if he is jealous.
"What's the Bel?" ulya asked because she saw Bela who was not calm.
"No, there's nothing, " replied Bela.
Ulya looked outwards and now understood, what became Bela's unrest.
"Don't think too much Bel, Ray is a loyal man" Ulya smiled.
"Eh.. um.. why? I mean, I'm not jealous, I just, I just... " Defend wrong behavior.
Ulya smiled at Bela's misbehavior.
"I have known Ray for a long time, because Ray and Mas Niko are friends and Ray often play at home playing with Fatin. So I know what kind of man Ray is, Bela does not need to worry," said Ulya comforting Bela so as not to be jealous.
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