Wisdom of Our Love
CH 18TH
"Close your eyes Ray, I'm not wearing clothes" Bela cried frantically and crossed her arms in front of her chest
But Ray did not listen to Bela and immediately raised Bela's body, again sat Bela and slowly bathed Bela.
"Ray, why don't you close your eyes" Bela protested
Ray was silent and looked at Bela
"Bel, what is in you is lawful to me" Ray replied
"Ta-but_" Bela did not continue his words because Ray had flushed it with water
As a normal man, of course, this is actually not easy for Ray, but Ray tried to keep looking calm and not affected by anything when he saw his wife's body without a piece of cloth.
After finishing bathing Bela, Ray covered his wife's body with a towel and carried her back in the room, dried her body and replaced Bela with new clothes, Ray also dried Bela's hair with a hair dryer.
"Now we are beautiful, we eat" said Ray and lifted Bela's body into a wheelchair
As Ray was about to push the wheelchair, Bela held Ray's hand
"Ray, wait!" bela lirih said
"What else is the bell? if you want to argue later after eating. I'm laper to eat" Ray said
"Ray, why are you doing all this?" bela asked and now the crystal circles that had been detained since, could no longer be held back and broke into the corner of her eyes
Ray smiled without answering, but his hand wiped the crystal circles that wet Bela's cheeks.
Without saying anything, Ray again pushed Bela's wheelchair towards the dining room.
"Den Ray, non Bela. Please have dinner ready" said Bik Siti
"Thank you, Ray" said
"Together, hopefully non Bela likes ya" said Bik Siti and Bela smiled
"Why are we the only two eating, um.. Mamma.. Mommy's not coming with us for dinner? a-or mami's in Singapore?" ask Bela to hold back fear
"Why so tense? Are you afraid to meet Mami?" asked Ray while getting some rice for Bela
"Let me take it myself" said Bela trying to ask for her nondock
"You just sit down, don't start arguing again!" ray looked at Bela
"Ray I'm paralyzed, but my hands are normal, let me take my own food"
"So, I'm your husband. Just follow my words!" firmly Ray.
And this time Bela was silent and obeyed
"You haven't answered my question, are you afraid to meet Mami?"! ask Ray
"Em.em, actually, I have a feeling of fear. I've hurt and disappointed Mami and Papi a lot. I know Mami would be very angry if she saw me here" said Bela
"You're right, Mami will definitely be very angry with you, especially after everything you've done, so because you know that you're wrong, from now on you have to make up for your mistakes. Ask for a sincere pardon with Mami, Ray is sure Mami will definitely forgive you" said Ray
"Ray what exactly are you doing all this for? you know Mami would be very angry if she saw me, but why did you bring me here" said Bela
"Where should I take you? you are my wife, you must be with me. And that means you should also be with my mother. Because I couldn't leave my mom either. Because the son's heaven is in his mother, while the wife's heaven is in the husband's riddho. Up here you understand? that means you have to apologize sincerely until my mom is willing to forgive you" Ray said
"Ray, what exactly is Ray? we are husband and wife on paper. Why do you have to do all this as if I'm a prospective daughter-in-law who must be willing to be approved by her in-laws" said Bela
"So you're not aware yet?"
"Yes, I know I was wrong. But Papi has also promised to return what we have taken. So I beg Ray to divorce me" Bela asked
"Ray"
"It is better not to talk while eating, if there is still something to talk about. Speak up after eating!" ray put food in his mouth
Bela finally shut up and finished her meal
After finishing eating, Ray again carried Bela to his wheelchair
"You want to go outside first, do you want to go straight to the room?" ask Ray
"I'm going to go to the room" replied Bela
Arriving the room without waiting for Ray's orders to hold Bela back and lay Bela's body into the bed. Pulling a blanket to cover Bela's legs
"This" Ray told Bela of the drug
Bela immediately took it and Ray thrust another glass of water.
"Thank you Ray" Bela said
"Drink" said Ray
"Sleep first, I'm going to go to my office for a second. If you need anything, you call me. My office is next door" Ray said
"Yes Ray" said Bela
Ray tried to calm down and now in his office Ray thought about Bela's words about his Mami, because his Mami would be very angry if he saw Bela here
Ray is now determined tomorrow before picking up his mom back to this room, Ray will talk about all this to his mom first.
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Clamps
Ray opens the door to the room and sees Bela who is already asleep
Ray laid his body beside Bela and looked at Bela's face.
Eventually Ray fell asleep. And when one third of the night Ray woke up to do tahajjud prayer.
Hearing Ray pray fervently and plead for healing for himself, Bela's tears unwittingly broke again
The man who had been hurt and betrayed. Now even the only person who prayed for his recovery sincerely
After the prayer, Ray returned to lay down his body delivered Bela, but Ray saw Bela's eyes wet .
Ray approached and rubbed Bela's wet face.
"You haven't slept?" ask Ray lirih
Bela opened her eyes and went back to crying
"Why crying?" ray asked, wiping off Bela's tears
"I'm ashamed of you, I've been so evil. But why are you so good. I don't deserve any of this" Bela sobbed
"All men in this world, nothing escapes sin. I have also committed sins, but Allah is forgiving. And Allah will forgive his servant who repents. Defend repent!"
Allah forgives all sins. Verily, He is the Most Forgiving, the Most Merciful. And return to your Lord, and yield to Him before the punishment comes to you and you cannot be helped (again).” (QS. Az Zumar {39} :53-54).
^Happy Reading^
