Wisdom of Our Love

CH 60

After Riza left, Ray went into Raynan's ward.

"Za, please get me a_" said Bela disconnected and pulled back the basin that was originally going to be given to Riza to fill the water.

"Let me get it," replied Ray pulling the basin from Bela's staircase.

Ray to the bathroom fills the basin with warm water and relapses give the basin filled with warm water on Bela.

Bela rubbed her little son's body with a washcloth very carefully, while Ray sat on the sofa looking at Bela who looked painstakingly taking care of Raynan.

After Bela finished bathing Raynan and tidying her clothes back, Ray pulled Bela's hand and stared intently at Bela's eyes.

"Ray, what are you doing? release it!" bela said.

"You didn't forget, did you, if you had an explanation debt to me?" ask Ray.

"Yes, I remember" Bela replied.

"Now tell me, is Raynan my son?" ask Ray without further ado.

"He.. She..," said Bela nervously.

"He what? tell Raynan my son, right?" ask Ray again.

"I-yes, Raynan your son," Bela answered lowered her head.

"MasyaAlloh, why are you doing this Bel?" ray rubbed his face, not knowing what to do, on the other hand, Ray was happy to know he had children, but on the other hand, Ray was happy to know he had children, Ray feels guilty for never knowing the whereabouts of his son during this time.

"Sorry, Ray" said Bela, unable to hold back tears.

"Why do you have it, Bel? why would you separate me from my son, and I never even knew I had a child? when will you separate us? I'm sure, if it wasn't for this disaster, you would never have told me, if Raynan was my son," Ray recalled as he wiped away his tears.

Bela shook her head sobbing holding back the cry.

"Why are you this long, Bel?" murmured Ray sobbed, his heart was broken to know the whereabouts of his son in this condition.

"Ray, I didn't mean to separate you. When I leave your house. I didn't even realize I was pregnant." said Bela.

"Then after you found out that you were pregnant, why didn't you come back?" ask Ray.

"I-I, I can't go back, Ray. A-I_" said Bela disconnected.

"You're selfish, Bel. You're the selfish person I've met. You can separate a son and a father." - Ray.

"Ray, I didn't mean it that way! I-I just_" said Bela again disconnected.

"You, just thinking about yourself, you don't even think about how crazy I lost my wife for the second time. Did you ever think, how my days after you left, until I finally decided to divorce you, so that you don't repeat the same mistakes as when you went with Brian" said Ray.

"Ray, what are you thinking. Will I repeat that sin again?" Bela asked with an incredulous look at Ray.

"That problem, I don't know. It's your business and yours, it's just. I'm disappointed in you Bel." said Ray staring at Raynan's face still lying weak.

"Ray, I was wrong. I just left you. But just so you know, I did it all for you and Mami Santi. I don't want Mami to be sad to see me. You know that, right? Mommy will be sad every time Mami sees me?" bela said with teary eyes.

"Don't we talk about that from the beginning?" said Ray.

"Ray, I'm not a man with no heart. I know, you're often confused between me and Mami, I don't want you to be confused because of us, because of that. I decided to leave, I just want you and Mami to be happy, to live a normal life" Bela said.

"Riza, have you heard everything?" bela asked, looking at Riza.

"So right, Mr Ray is your ex-husband, Bel?" ask Riza reassuringly.

"Yes, Ray is my ex-husband. His father Raynan" Bela replied.

"It turns out the world is narrow, how could such a coincidence be? even though we worked together for five years, but I did not know that Mr. Ray was the father of Raynan." said Riza.

"Did Raynan know that Riza wasn't his real father?" ask Ray.

"No, Raynan doesn't know. Because since Raynan was born, Riza who was beside him and became a father for him. So I hope for now let Raynan keep thinking Riza is his Daddy. Don't make Raynan confused by all this." said Bela explained because Bela was afraid, Ray would say that he was Raynan's real father.

"I see what you mean, I don't want to confuse Raynan either, but if it's time. I hope you'll tell Raynan yourself who his real father is" Ray said

Ray leaves Raynan's nursery despite the fact that he doesn't want to leave. But looking at Riza and Bela, his heart felt annoyed.

"Astaghfirullah, I should have been able to contain this anger, Why did I leave instead" Ray muttered in the car.

"It's noon I'll be here again" he said again.

***

"Ray donated his blood to a child and Mita thought it was our child?" said Danu dumbfounded to hear the story of Aisyah.

"Yes, this morning Mita was looking for Ray, because of that problem. Mita thinks Ray left their application because of our son, Mas." said Aisyah.

"Why did Ray suddenly propose to Mita? never said anything before" said Danu.

"If according to Ayesha, maybe this is the request of Santi's aunt, Mas." replied Aisyah.

"It could be," said Danu.

"Assynolt,"

"Walaikumsalam, this long life man. We also just talked about nongol aja you Ray," seduced Danu who was sitting in the family room.

"Why are you talking to me?" ask Ray.

"That's your ex Mita, this morning came to Aisyah's boutique, looking for your whereabouts, she said you left the application because of a child who needed blood donation from you" said Danu.

"So far as the connection goes, Mita looked for me to Aisyah's boutique, that weird guy," Ray grumbled annoyedly.

"She thinks it's our son or if it's not Niko's son, so Mita wants to know the hospital address. He said, you were desperate to see the boy again this morning when you were sick, is that true?" ask Danu.

"Yes right, I went to the hospital this morning." Answer Ray.

"Then about your proposal and Mita, is that also true?" ask Danu again.

"True, Mami's bias if you already have the will, you know yourself right? I can only give up" replied Ray listlessly.

"Who is that kid? why did you come there when you were sick?" ask Danu curiously.

"My son, Raynan his name," replied Ray smiling.

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