Wisdom of Our Love
CH 23
"I'm paralyzed like this, is this the best?" ask Bela to be sad
"istigfar Bela, God give us a test. There must be a purpose and purpose! it's just that we as humans are sometimes too quick to conclude. I'm sure you're being tested under these circumstances, and that means something. There is always wisdom in every event. Always be good with God!" obviously Ray
"I'm sorry Ray, I don't mean to blame the fate I'm currently living in. I confess that this may be the reward for the sins I have committed against this family. You guys are singing me so. But I did the opposite. Even I have betrayed our marriage" said Bela can no longer bear her tears, now the tears that have been detained since finally broke and flooded the corner of her eyes.
"I deserve all this, I deserve all this Ray" Bela sobbed
"Yes, don't cry anymore. If you regret it. Redeem all of this by repenting. I hope you will repent, and return to the path of Alloh Ridhoi" said Ray wiping Bela's tears and holding Bela's hand, as if to give her strength.
"Ray I beg you, divorce me! I don't deserve kindness from you, you're too good for a sinful woman like myself Ray, I beg you to divorce me" said Bela
"Don't speak again, a thousand times you ask for a divorce. All of this is free, because the answer is no. I Ray would never divorce you Bela, for me marrying that once in a lifetime. If my wife makes a mistake does not mean I have to replace her, but it is my duty and responsibility to desire and return her to the right path, the path of Alloh Ridhoi. Marriage is not only a promise of man to man, but a promise that we do directly in front of God and his responsibility is not only in this world, to celebrate the hereafter. Divorce is allowed in our religion, but God also hates divorce" explained Ray
As mentioned in the following hadith of Rasulullah SAW: “Whoever is a woman who asks (demands) divorce to her husband without a justified reason then forbidden the smell of heaven on the woman.” (CHR. Abu Dawud, Al-Tirmidhi, and Ibn Majah. Shaykh Al-Albani in Shahih Abu Dawud).
"Ray hope now Bela understands, don't say divorce anymore. Because we will never get divorced. The God who has united us, then if we really have to separate, it is not divorce that will separate us but death. If it's time we go back to God, that's when we'll be apart. But even that is only our separate bodies because we will always be near and together in prayer."
"Ray, I'm worse than you think, I don't deserve you! you deserve a good woman and can be the perfect wife for you" said Bela
"Defender, perfection belongs only to God. I don't demand you to be perfect. I just want you to repent and we will learn together to become better human beings. It's never too late to repent Bela." Ray concluded
"Ray, you don't understand. I will never be worthy of you. Find a woman who deserves you. The more you are like this, the more I will feel guilty" Bela said sobbing
"Why do you keep saying that, do you really not want to live with me? do you hate that same as me? until you really don't want to give me a chance?" cerca Ray
"No, not Ray, not like that. I'm doing all this because I don't deserve you. Even long before I got into an accident and experienced all this, I didn't deserve you. Especially now? What can you expect from a paralyzed woman like me? I won't be able to do my duty as Ray's wife" Bela sobbed
"Bel, your legs are paralyzed but not with everything else right? we can be a normal couple. You don't have to think too far. And I will complete your life, I will be a leg for you. You can count on me" Ray said
"Ray, why don't you understand what I mean. Please Ray find a woman who deserves you! I don't deserve you" Bela's cry broke out
"Why do you feel that way? Is this because you're no longer an aviator*n?" said Ray
Bela was dumbfounded and looked at Ray
"Why do you know?" bela said with a wondering expression
"Ray, you_" Bela did not continue his words.It never crossed Bela's mind that Ray knew all that
"You're surprised, I know that your lover went with another woman?" ask Ray
"Ray me, me_" said Bela cut off when suddenly a kiss landed on her forehead.
"Don't say it again! forget the past, we start all over. We write our story in a new book. It's all about us" Ray smiled
"Ray, I_" said Bela again disconnected
"I told you, don't talk about the past, if you know Bela. My past isn't as good as you think. I also had a mistake in the past, because that's from now on. We don't have to look at the past, but we do see the future to get better. We will both learn, learn to be better according to Rosulululloh's guidance."
Bela hugged Ray, and cried in Ray's arms.
Ray rubbed Bela's back gently
Ray felt grateful, his wife had now started to be gentle with him.
"Now we eat first, and after eating you should take medicine immediately. Understood!" said Ray poking Bela's life
Bela smiled and nodded.
Ray immediately supports Bela and sits Bela on his wheelchair. Pushing him out to the dining table
"Den Ray, non Bela. Did I heat up the dinner first?" ask Bik Siti because the prepared food is cold
"No, no, thank you" replied Ray
"Sorry, Bela, I have prepared a drug that must be taken after dinner" said nurse Bela Mita sent by the hospital
"You_" said Ray disconnected when he saw Mita and tried to remember
"Ray, are you Ray right?" mita said rounding her eyes not expecting to be reunited with Ray, her lover when they still feel the name of monkey love. Yes, Ray and Mita were lovers when they were Junior High.
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