Wisdom of Our Love

CH 19TH

The next day at breakfast Ray told Bela, that today Santi's mom will return home.

"Where has Mami been?" ask Bela

"Mommy is in the pesantren, mom is focusing on studying religion. And the plan is that if Mami wants it today Ray will bring Mami home. Let's have a friend of yours too, if I work" Ray said

"Mommy's in the pesantren?" Bela was surprised to hear her in-laws were in the pesantren.

Bela who knows what her in-laws used to be like, it feels like an impossible thing if her in-laws are currently studying the science of religion. But in this world nothing is impossible if Allah has willed. And lucky is the one who can get guidance from Allah. For Allah guides only those whom He wills.

But guidance also does not just come to someone, but the direction we need to pick up.

"Yes since Papi did not exist, Alhamdulillah Mami is now aware, if life in this world is only a moment, and therefore Mami does not want to waste this short life just to pursue the world. If Ray can hope, Ray will wish the same to you, Bel. Ray is very hopeful that Allah also provides His guidance for you" said Ray memadap sharp Bela

Bela just kept quiet did not answer, because Bela herself still did not know what to do. There is that desire but Bela is still afraid and not ready for change.

After eating a farewell Ray will go to the boarding school to pick up his Mami.

"Ray, are you sure Mami can forgive me? Ray honestly I was afraid to meet Mami" said Bela

Ray smiled and squatted in front of Bela holding Bela's hand

"You're my wife, Mami will definitely forgive you" said Ray to calm Bela

"Ray, I've done evil. I let Mami down. Mami must hate me so much" Bela said in fear

"You don't have to worry about all that, because let's face the mistakes you have to face. And mistakes to humans can only be redeemed by apologizing directly to the person you hurt, do not try to avoid but try to face it by apologizing. If Mami later vents her anger you should be able to accept all that, because it's a consequence that you have to accept, whatever the consequences you have to accept it "said Ray

Actually Ray also understood Bela's fear just that, Ray deliberately said all that so Bela realized by the slowness of what he had been a man, not a small mistake.

Bela must learn to admit mistakes.

"Ray, Papi died because of me huh?" asked Bela lowered her head

"The fire died because it was God's will. Do not think too much, I have to leave immediately.you want to go outside first or want to go to the room?" ask Ray

"I'll just go to the room" said Bela

"Well, I'll take you to the room" said Ray pushing Bela's wheelchair

Arriving in Ray's room carrying Bela's body from a wheelchair and lay Bela's body on her bed.

"If you need anything, or go to the bathroom. You better call Bik Siti to help you, and today. There will be a new nurse from the hospital who will take care of you" Ray said

"Ray why are you doing all this? I'm just here to trouble you. Just divorce me Ray" said Bela shed tears

The better Ray is, the more sad Bela's heart becomes.

"We'll discuss it next time, I have to leave Assalamu'alaikum immediately" said Ray gave his hand to Bela

"It's true like this, if the husband is parting" said Ray kissing his hand on Bela's lips

and the first time Bela kissed Ray's hand made Bela misbehavior and her face reddened.

Ray also pulled Bela's head slowly and landed a friendly kiss on Bela's forehead

"Ray" said Bela rounding her eyes

"Why?" ask Ray to see Bela

"You." said Bela.

"You forgot, you're my wife. And you are halal for me" Ray said

Bela stuck Ray's back until invisible again, and without realizing his own lips. But it didn't last long because the smile was gone when Bela saw his feet.

"I don't deserve to be happy, I don't deserve any of this.I'll just be a burden to Ray. Ray is too kind and inappropriate for a woman like me, Ray has to divorce me" Bela muttered sobbing

Dret...

Incoming call from Bobby sir

"Hallo pi" said Bela answered the call

"Damn, how are you, baby? did Ray hurt you? why can't your phone call from yesterday be reached?" cerca sir Bobby

"Good defense Pi, Ray didn't hurt Bela as much as we worried. Ray takes very good care of Bela"

"You didn't lie to Papi, did you? then why your phone from yesterday can not be contacted?"

"Sorry Pi, yesterday Bela's phone forgetfulness ngisi power. Bela did not lie pi, Ray treated Bela very well. Even this is beyond Bela's expectations."

"Are you serious, dear? after what we did, Ray didn't hurt you?" ask Bobby curious

"No Pi, Ray treated Bela like a wife, but that made Bela sad. Bela felt guilty. After what Bela had been doing, why didn't Ray reply. Bela is better not to be kind and divorced Ray than in this treatment, Bela does not deserve to be treated as well as this. Bela this bad guy hiks.. hyks. "Bela's cry broke.

"Defender, you're not wrong. Papi is wrong. Papi put you in this position. Forgive Papi Bel, forgive Papi"

Mr. Bobby sighed, there was a sense of relief Bela was fine, even when he heard his daughter was treated like a wife. But it cannot be denied, Mr. Bobby is also enveloped in feelings of guilt for hurting and zoning the wrong person.

If he could turn the clock around, Bobby would have to match Bela to Ray but Bobby would not have ruined his family business, but rather would have built a good relationship with Ray's family. But all had become porridge, he had already made a very big mistake. Even because of his mistake, Mr. Yudha had to have a heart attack until finally exhaling for the last time.

"Pi, Bela's ashamed. Bela has done evil. Even Bela betrayed Bela's marriage but Ray never mentioned it. Ray treated Bela as if nothing had ever happened. Be ashamed of yourself. Even when the men who Bela struggles so far actually leave Bela diat know Bela's condition like this, but Ray the man who blatantly Bela hurt actually sincerely take care of Bela. Bela bashful pi, Bela bashful" he concluded

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