
It had been three hours of the Goddess pacing around in the living room. Hilda has been watching her favorite cartoons on cable television. He could not resist the anger over Hilman's attitude that had not picked up the phone since.
Since this morning Hilda wants to be invited to take a walk outside to enjoy the atmosphere of the beautiful and comfortable city of Malang. The goddess strongly approved of her little princess' wishes. He wanted to show people who had underestimated him for leaving Hilman for the more established Ridwan.
He did not care even though Hilman was still indifferent to him, as well as a cold look, and never looked at him for more than a second. But it makes it challenging to conquer as their story in the past.
He believes that living in the house allows him to fight more, for a new story that he will paint in the future. He will prove that he is the best companion for Hilman, not the woman he has recognized as his fiancee and will be the legal wife he will soon marry.
The tip of the nail of Dewi is not willing if Ajeng also enjoy the efforts of Hilman by becoming his wife. As much as possible he will cancel the wedding plans that they have made. At least he will buy time and open Hilman's eyes that Ajeng only wants material from him.
A smile rises on the face of the Goddess hearing the voice of Pajer* entering the yard of the house. It was not in vain that she contacted Kardi to talk to her husband to return home immediately. Gratitude is now only said because he has Hilda who is a bridge for him to pull back Hilman into the arms, even though the process is still in place.
Though he had protested to the Power, why should give him a daughter who has a congenital disease, so Ridwan himself reluctant to chat, what else gives more attention to their little daughter.
Now he realizes that the presence of Hilda is the greatest gift for returning his first love, and he will fight to the end. She believes the world will support all her struggles as a wife if the marriage between Hilman and Ajeng still takes place.
Hilman passed in front of him without saying his usual greetings when he just returned from outside the house. There were no greetings or pleasantries spoken to him or to Hilda who remained focused on the glass screen.
Hilman's steps like powerless entered the workspace and locked it from the inside. He just wanted to enjoy the solitude and remember everything he had been through with Ajeng before he was ready to let go and let go of Ajeng with his choice.
Dewi's gaze did not switch from Hilman's work space which was approximately five meters from where she was sitting at this time. She believes something is disturbing the thought of the man who is now her husband.
Although the curiosity is so great will silence Hilman, but the relief of his return home beat everything. He is very worried if out there they meet to discuss a future that is delayed due to his presence.
Dewi has given tips to Kardi to be her spy in watching the movements of Hilman. And so early in the morning the tension was already on the verge of knowing the meeting Hilman and his fiancee in a cafe in a closed room.
Not bored he contacted Hilman to remind his promise to bring Hilda out. He waited, hoping that the man would pick up his phone.
Dewi repeatedly kept calling her number, until she realized that Hilman did not answer her call. Angrily the Goddess threw her phone in any direction.
But his frustration has now disappeared seeing Hilman has returned home even with a flat face unfriendly. She has her own plans to spend the night with the man who is her legal husband.
He did not care what outsiders thought, for sure he would fight to get Hilman's heart back and maintain the integrity of the household they had just started.
Meanwhile, in his room, Hilman was stuck facing the laptop that he had just opened. He is grateful to have succeeded in controlling Ridwan's company and secure his shares until it remains an asset that guarantees the future of Dewi and Hilda.
Information from Beni sent by email has returned his smile that was lost due to company problems that Ridwan left behind.
Now his eyes are staring at the background of the laptop that displays the profile of Ajeng when becoming a narcum in MSME activities in Malang. He has not accepted the fact that their relationship has been terminated unilaterally.
Hilman's feelings are so gambled with the end of the romance story that he had imagined to be happiness even charity fields until the time he returned to the divine lap. Now he had to accept the fact that they had become someone else again. There is the Goddess and Hilda who are now part of him, as they have become one family.
Even though his little heart revolted over everything that happened, but he could not dodge. Everything is his choice, and he has to take responsibility for everything.
For some reason since the meeting with Ajeng this afternoon and hearing the unilateral decision that has been made by the woman who has filled all the niches of her heart makes Hilman now feel not eager to do any activity. His heart seemed to fly far away, and was reluctant to return.
The night began to move with the moon coming out coyly in the creeping darkness. The wall clock ticked slowly giving a marker that it had shown at eight p.m.
Dewi has prepared a tray containing drinks and a special dinner that she made specifically for her husband. This day he knew, Hilman didn't come out of his study.
From the leak of her personal driver she understood that her husband's mood was not okay. Dewi wanted to entertain her by presenting a special menu so that the mood of the husband rose again.
He knocked on the door because he heard nothing from the room. There was no sound heard from inside the room. The goddess is not desperate.
“Mas .. “ slowly Goddess started calling Hilman.
He hopes his patience waits this time to get results. And he won't waste it, it's time he's in control now. She was a legitimate wife even though she was just religious. But with Hilman's status, it is not wrong if he fights for their marriage until it is recognized by the state.
The feeling of Goddess was relieved to hear the voice of the key with the opening of the door that revealed the disheveled face of Hilman who now looked at her uninspired.
“Mas has twice missed meal hours .... “ Dewi said quietly while following the steps of Hilman who was back in his chair.
“Heh .... “ Hilman sighed heavily, trying to throw away the fret that now made his heart bleed again.
He rested his body on the back of the chair with his hands closed both eyes. Ajeng's stern words again ringed in his hearing.
The goddess looked at her husband. He saw the clothes that had been attached to Hilman's body had not changed. He painstakingly arranged the food he had prepared with a glass of orange juice that was very appetizing.
“Mas should eat. I do not want to enter the wind ... “ said Dewi while walking closer to Hilman.
Hilman was still silent with her eyes closed imagining the face of ayu who had untied her. He felt two pairs of arms hugging him from behind.
“Let me alone ... “ cetus Hilman when feeling the Goddess's soft fingers start playing on her chest.
“Mas, Hilda has since asked where you are .... “ Dewi said with restraining feelings of disappointment over Hilman's attitude towards her, “Think of Hilda's feelings. He is very hopeful on his papa ..”
Hilman opened his eyes quickly. The responsibility on Hilda made her immediately reach for the orange glass close to her reach. The thirst for not being entered by anything all day made him feel relieved after spending the juice in the glass.
A smile of satisfaction rose on the face of the Goddess looking at the drink she served clean without rest. He was sure, from tonight onwards Hilman was just his.
He won't let anyone take away his happiness and Hilda's. Moreover, only ‘ndeso’ women like Ajeng who only want to master the wealth of Hilman if he becomes his wife later. And he won't make Ajeng's dream come true. Enough of her being Hilman's wife, this time until later.
Hilman began to feel the heat enveloping him. His heart rhythm is moving faster. He gave a sharp look to the Goddess who looked at him full of cravings. He realized the cause of his body temperature increased. And he knew the man who had done that to him.
He was no longer able to withstand the turmoil that had risen to the head. And he also knew it was not the fault of the Goddess who had recklessly made it like this. Only as a husband he was not ready to share his soul and body which has now been taken away unpretentious woman named Ajeng.
Hilman roughly pulled the Goddess into his lap. Wild and blind kiss he did to the woman of his past who has now become his legal wife.
His fingers echoed*roughly anything he could hold. He did not care about the sound of the Goddess who asked him to do it slowly.
Like the possessed person Hilman does not care about the Goddess who is now resigned to all the br*tal behavior that he did in channeling something so turbulent looking for satisfaction.
“Ajeng ... “ hiss Hilman once the struggle between him and Dewi has been completed and he is sprawled on his study couch.
The goddess's smile immediately faded away hearing the words that came out of her husband's lips so as to provide the inner living that she had craved for the past three months once she became his wife.
With a dabbling heart he picked up clothes that were out of shape due to the behavior of Hilman who was now asleep in his dreams. Not the happiness he got after undergoing the ritual of husband and wife relationship with Hilman, but new wounds make his hatred for women who have diverted the world of her husband deeper.
***Sorry for my dear reader. This boss is busy with the real world so it cannot continue the story of Ajeng in search of happiness in his life. But the authorities try to 'up' as usual until happiness is found Ajeng for everyone who shares it. Sweetheart always .... ***