When Talak Has Spoken

51 Grief of Bisma

Ajeng is still stuck on the porch of the house.he has not moved even a little from the chair he was sitting on. The pain still lingered in his heart remembering all the words Deby had said to the charges against him.

But the pain was not as great as his disappointment in Bhishma. How not, the man who gave her even became her priest, and had given her a daughter so much the heart to say unkind things about herself to others. Of course, it is the biggest disappointment, because the ex has told the disgrace of their household to others.

The pain of Bhishma's cold treatment during the marriage they went through wasn't as severe as she had been. Ajeng is now injured. His determination has been unanimous, he will not let Bhishma ruin the plans he has put together for the future with Hilman and his daughter Lala.

A few days have passed, Ajeng back to activities as usual. Slowly he began to forget all the words of Deby and his last meeting with Bhishma. He doesn't want to remember it anymore. He has the principle to forget everything that makes him hurt. He now just wants to focus on working and striving to achieve happiness for his small family.

In a different place in his office room Bisma was still stuck remembering all the conversations that occurred between him and Ajeng. The gaze with tears flowing so fast illustrates how hurt the woman who has given her a beautiful daughter who is now more dear to her.

He pressed his chest that was painful. He did not know, how deep the wounds caused by words that he considered trivial to Deby that he believed would be his companion in the journey of life.

Even without sin, he considered that Ajeng only spent his money for pleasure alone without thinking about how difficult it was to find money.

Eye of Bisma condenses. Remembering everything he had said lightly without even thinking the consequences would be this severe. Overnight he could not sleep, continued to imagine the face of Ajeng teary and staring at him full of wounds.

During the marriage bond that occurred, he never once saw Ajeng shed tears, except on their wedding day. He knew the tears of happiness that were on his wife's face.

Those clear and sweet eyes looked radiant, making her so beautiful and dazzling on the day it had been cleared for the two of them to be together. Even many of his brothers and distant cousins say he was a lucky man, because he had a beautiful wife.

Bhishma did not respond too much to praise and flattery from his relatives. Although he did not deny, the sense of pride as a man so joked in the chest makes his handsome face more shining on the day so they.

His memory continues to dwell on the togetherness that was built and intertwined in their marriage. Now he is aware and well aware, that Ajeng is a very perfect woman in his eyes.

His service while still his wife status made Bisma massage his head many times. All types of women who are smart in three ways for household harmony are in Ajeng.

Every dish he made so spoiled his tongue, that he never wanted to eat outside while at home. Mama has passed on the science of cooking to Ajeng, or indeed the taste of both is the same. He was no longer able to distinguish the cuisine of mama and Ajeng, because it tastes the same.

So does his clothing business. All arranged neat and fragrant as in the laundry subscription while still single. All his needs from the tip of the hair to the feet are prepared Ajeng himself. There is never a sense of fatigue that Ajeng shows in serving all his needs.

Bisma does not want to remember how her bed with Ajeng. It just made his head throb even more. The biggest mistake was in him.

The knock on the door stopped a moment of Bhishma's daydreaming. He knows, today there will be a limited meeting with the head of the service.

“Assalamu’alaikum .. “ Ibn entered his room with a bright face because the young date was out of payday.

“Wa’alaikumussalam,” Bisma replied quickly.

“Bapak has been waiting closely,” with Ibnu lightly said it.

He had just realized the grim face of Bhishma that was unlike any ordinary day. The tired look clearly revealed his darkened eye bags.

“As you can see,” Bhishma replied instantly.

He immediately got up from his chair and walked away leaving Ibn who was still staring at his departure with a confused face. It was not usual for this superior to be cold like this.

One room looked silent as soon as Bisma passed by. Deby who always spread the charm also did not dare to dwell on the cold of Bhishma lately. He was determined to end all the adventures that had happened both in the past and in recent times.

He wants to be a better person. Because he knows, the man's bisma is worth fighting for. And he had to convince himself that no one could rival Bhishma in any way.

If Bhishma accepts what he has to offer, as much as possible he will become a better person. It does not matter the relationship is more limited, and the shopping hobby is constrained. Because he believes everything is only temporary.

If the relationship and Bhishma has been official, the mountain of gold will be able to buy. Deby was pretty sure of that. He has investigated the background of Bhishma. Although his man never told him everything, from reliable sources he knew that one quarter of the largest tea plantations in Bogor belonged to the Bhishma family.

How he is not proud of himself if one day the position of Bhishma companion, he is the one who fills. It was there that he would show that Deby was unmatched. Only he is able to conquer the heart of the cold superiors with wealth that will not run out of seven derivatives.

Deby smiled at the moment when he was in that position. It is as if the world is within your grasp. All his expertise in the affairs of the bed that has been praised by his client, only he will dedicate to Bhishma, ‘suami his future’.

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“Bisma sir has something to say?” question Mr. Ginanjar Kadis Kopindag trim Bisma daydreams will be covered with grief-stricken ayu face that continues to interfere with his mind.

“I've learned all of his pack,” with half heart Bisma answer questions sir Ginanjar.

He has not been able to agree on what has been decided by the institution where he serves at this time. But he could not refuse at once, because all for his sake in the future.

“Alright, this meeting I'm ending. And I really hope Mr. Bisma can carry out the mandate and duties that have been charged,” Pak Ginanjar patted his shoulder when Bisma was standing before him.

“Thank you for your trust sir. God willing I will try to run with the best,” said Bisma with an uncomfortable smile.

“I am sure in our agency only Mr. Bisma is capable. Understandably, everything is old. So worried if a long separation with the family,” Pak Ginanjar again conveyed the words of reinforcement for Bisma who felt bad about the decision he would take.

Bisma came out of the office head room with the mumet head. He was not sure of the steps he was going to take. But everything is not a heavy problem for those who are accustomed to the pressures of the work environment.

But the words of Ajeng who did not want to meet him in the near future made his heart feel pain. As he passed through the room where Ibnu cs sangkal, it felt deserted uninhabited. He was not sure that Ibn had left him, most of the tenacious subordinates were in the canteen.

He had asked Ibnu to support him wherever and asked Ibnu to handle all the affairs he entrusted. He was confident in his sincerity and honesty. Although sometimes his words are often painful because revealing the truth is very contrary to his wishes.

Bhishma was shocked when she entered the room, Deby was already sitting leisurely waiting for her arrival.

***Pardon the author is busy with the world of reality. Just got uploaded. But authoritarian promises will be a lot up today."