When Talak Has Spoken

Chapter 52 The Decision of the Bisma

“Who told you to be in this room?” bisma's sharp gaze as well as firm voice made Deby surprised.

“Mas, I've been cape waiting. Your response time is that cold?” deby's spoiled voice made Bisma sigh in annoyance.

This woman has no ethics. Mistakes he made in dropping hearts at meetings that make it impossible at night, due to regrets that continue to haunt.

“Didn't I tell you. We must end all until here,” firmly Bhishma.

He did not want to fall too deeply into a choice he would regret for a lifetime. Deby is not the best woman he has met in his life. His proficiency in performance turned out to be unbalanced in the personal life he lived.

He has proven now that his views and thoughts about a woman have made him fall in the wrong place.

“No mas. I don't want to end up like this,” Deby firmly rejects Bhishma's wishes.

“I've considered many things,” Bisma stared at Deby flat.

The charm that had been emanating on the beautiful face with flaming lips just faded in his eyes.

“Mama and papa always ask about the seriousness of our relationship ...” Deby's voice that was like a spoiled whimper made Bisma fed up.

Though at the beginning of their closeness, he really likes the attention and indulgence of the attitude displayed by the beautiful woman. He feels like a whole man.

Deby is very knowingly flattering and makes her valuable over any attention and spoiled, melodious words of seducing.

“I'm not the right man for you. Look for a man who suits your wishes,” Bhishma has decided everything.

“But my love is only you mas …. “ Deby starts to pull out tear guns.

He knew that Bhishma would melt with tears that were always his mainstay when pressed to find an alibi.

“I have decided to accept the offer of taking S3 in London,” Bhishma looked at Deby without meaning, “It will spend three years even more my time there.”

Deby was surprised to hear Bhishma's words. How could he possibly be able to wait for three years or more instead …

“How about we get married? I'm ready to accompany mas while there.” Deby said with complete confidence.

He hoped that Bisma would grant his wish. Accompanying Bhishma in London will raise his status in the eyes of people who like to look one eye at him.

“That's not in my plans in the near future,” cut off Bhishma.

He wondered what kind of brain of a woman he wanted so long as to be a companion and age with him. Though he has repeatedly said about ending a relationship that is not intended, but the woman has never heard and understood what he said

“I am willing even if only married siri,” said Deby expectantly.

He was sure that this time the priest would agree. Siri marriage is not a drag on marriage in general, although it will harm the woman. But Deby has made sure that he has nothing to lose even though he is only a wife of Siri.

He had known the character of Bhishma since their closeness, although now he doubted for himself the relationship that had been established over the coldness of the attitude of Bhishma. It is not that he does not understand the wishes and all the words of Bhishma will end the relationship that is established without meaning.

But he cared for himself, and thought it was just the wind then. He did not want to take off the gold mine which was one step away from being in his grasp. And he wouldn't waste it if that time came.

“Deb, forgive me. But you should know,” Bhishma can't hold it much longer, “I'm sure to end our relationship.”

“Mas, I can not accept your unilateral decision,” Deby's face turns sad, “Can't mas give me a chance?”

“Sorry Deb!” this time Bisma mean it, “I turned out to make a mistake starting a relationship with you while still tied to marriage.”

“Didn't mas admit itself, that the woman was only utilizing the wealth of the mas family,” Deby tried to remind Bisma speech.

“That's my biggest mistake, opening a family disgrace,” Bhishma did not take her eyes off Deby who kept rejecting her words.

Bhishma. He recalled all the words Ajeng had said about the accusations that left him injured. He thought, how could Ajeng know all? And who had told him until Ajeng revealed before him?

“Mas, let's get married,” saw Bhishma who was glued to her mind making Deby approach her and crouch down before her, “I'd be willing to accompany you anywhere.”

Bhishma was shocked by Deby's actions. He got up quickly and walked away. Now he's leaning on the desk facing Deby.

“I don't know what you've said to Ajeng.”

Deby does not admit directly that he did speak to the woman he believed had made the Bhishma's decision to be with him wavering.

“The woman should be self-conscious, that she does not deserve to be your companion,” Deby said confidently.

“It turns out I was wrong,” Bisma shook her head in disbelief with Deby's words, “We are not the right partner. I was lucky to find out early. I want us to end everything well.”

“What do you mean by saying this to me?” Deby walked over to Bhishma. He will not give up until any time.

“Quite Deb!” Bisma held Deby's steps closer.

He was increasingly angry with the lack of Deby's teachings that remained insistent on the rejection he did.

“Mas can't just leave me,” Deby shook his head violently, trying to weaken the already strong Bhishma with his determination.

He has struggled so far, even taking care of job mutations at the expense of self-esteem on the parties concerned and even the previous leaders. How could he just back off?

“This is unfair to me ...” Deby shook his head at the fact that Bhishma faced her who had dropped her heart too deeply and hoped that Bhishma would propose to her soon.

“This is more unfair to Ajeng,” Bhishma cut off Deby's speech, “I as a husband who has a great sin on Ajeng.”

“Don't you part with him. He will also marry Mr. Hilman,” Deby said quickly, “It's time we did the same. My husband and I have been in contact for almost a year. It's more than enough for us to get to know each other.”

“No Deb. My decision is final!” firmly Bhishma, “We're over.”

“Mas don't know my struggle to get to this phase?” it feels like Deby wants to reveal everything that happens in order to always side by side with Bhishma until the mutation in the same place, “What is the woman ‘gat*l’ that makes mas change?”

Bhishma did not accept the name Deby to Ajeng who in his eyes had no fault whatsoever. A thousand times he regretted the closeness that occurred, especially with the ease of Deby's mouth that issued words that did not match his appearance.

“From now on, I will not let anyone hurt the woman who has given birth to my daughter.” Bisma looked at Deby sharply.

He really did not expect the woman he was dealing with really did not know himself. He should be harder to behave so as not to lose with his talk that continues to be blindly.

“This is very painful for me .. “ Deby said softly.

It seemed that there was already no hope for him to maintain the Bhishma that was already unanimous with his decision.

“What should I say to mom and dad, that mas is not serious and just play around with me?”

Bisma laughed in disgust at Deby's words. He is very familiar with Deby's expertise in turning back facts and making people feel sorry for him. But he will not allow himself to be eaten by all persuaded Deby.

“Do I need to help send you all the videos about your adventure together with your clients? Maybe your parents could choose one of them to be your dream daughter-in-law?” challenge Bisma with her cynical smile.

Deby's surprised. He did not expect Bhishma to say anything that would hurt his heart.  He has blocked all client numbers that used to use his services.

His determination to change has been unanimous. He wants to be loyal and does not want to share sweat anymore with the beja* man who is still contacting him. His soul and body only offered to Bhishma by waiting for the time that would lead him to that phase.

“Already Deb,” Bhishma looked at him sharply, “I don't know how to tell you. But you should know, it turns out I love Ajeng. And I realized that our relationship was wrong from the beginning. And I am grateful, never taking advantage of our closeness all this time.”

Deby was impressed by the confession of Bhishma. He did not expect with the tenants of Bhishma to admit all his deep feelings for Ajeng and continue to fight for the small family that he had abandoned all this time.

Although Bisma knows that her struggle to reunite her family is not as easy as turning the palm of the hand. Moreover, it is not an open secret about Ajeng's closeness with agricultural entrepreneurs who have proposed to him to make him a wife in the future.

“I hope you understand.” Bisma said with a cold look at Deby who now does not have the strength to answer all his words, “Please you out of my room.”

Deby already felt he had no face to hold on to one room with Bhishma. He regretted all the mistakes he made, so that Bhishma knew and did not give him the opportunity he had hoped for. Though all this time he was sure, that Bhishma was sincere and willing to accept himself as he is.

But it turns out …

“Hopefully you find a man who can sincerely love and love you for who you are,” murmured Bisma as soon as Deby stepped up with a shrewd leave of his own.

The bisma stood looking out the window. He knew, there was no way he could try to return to Ajeng, especially with the wounds he had inflicted.

But can he not hope with the Empyrean heart, so that Ajeng can forgive everything that has happened in their past?