When Talak Has Spoken

Chapter 34 The Threat of Bringing Good

“There's a problem, man?” a bass voice slashed the Bisma reverie.

Ustadz, who had filled the sermon, sat beside him. He was sure that the age of the two of them was not too far away, maybe even under it.

“Assalamu’alaiku pak Ustadz .... “ Bhishma greeted him politely.

“Wa’alaikumussalam. Call aja Gus Dawam ... “ ustadz Dawam extend his hand warmly which immediately greeted Bisma with enthusiasm.

“Thank you Gus, I'm Bisma .... “ Bhishma smiled while introducing herself.

“There is a problem that seems to be quite draining of the brain... “ small ruddiness sounded from the mouth of Gus Dawam saw the disheveled face of Bisma.

“Not too heavy, but it drains the brain and makes it difficult to sleep Yes... “ replied Bisma frankly.

He realized, now it does need a place to vent for problems and feelings that now make him not calm.

“Household or female problems?” guess Gus Dawam for a moment.

“Two,” straightforward Bhishma.

“Wah, complex if like this .... “ Gus Dawam smiles warmly, “Have a family?”

Bisma. He doesn't know where to start. But he believes this time he needs someone to enlighten him on the steps he will take for the good of all in the future.

After a few moments of silence, and thought carefully, Bisma finally told what made her mind confused. He believes the figure of Gus Dawam the right figure to share problems that he can not face alone.

“I confused Gus, six months I have been used to without the presence of my son and ex-wife. But lately, I miss them so much, and want to always be near them.”

Gus Dawam mangosteen hearing the curses of Bisma. From the beginning of his story he has been able to assess the selfish and perfect nature in the powerful Bhishma.

“So you want to be with how?” Gus Dawam asked casually.

“I'm not willing to see another man take my place,” Bhishma said quietly with a long sigh.

“Lha, he said it has been ingested, why does sampeyan still want to bind?” Gus Dawam is confused by Bhishma's attitude, “Should if you've been released, yo let the ex-sampeyan open her heart. Perhaps he could find a partner to perfect his religion. Sampeyan can also focus on starting a new life.”

Bhishma did not answer Gus Dawam's words. He is still at war with his mind. Especially in this bi-monthly he always members with Lala even with various dramas Ajeng rejection who never want to meet him.

As a result, every morning breakfast, only his little daughter always accompanied. Bhishma felt a happiness that he felt was not perfect without the presence of ayu's face which every night increasingly disturbed his mind.

“According to Gus, what can I do to let my heart feel calm,“ Bhishma tries to shed the remains stored in his heart. “Lately I have had trouble sleeping ...”

He only wants certainty from people he sees qualified. Talking and confiding with Gus Dawam made him find the most appropriate person to confide in. And he believes all the words of Gus Dawam make sense and logic, let alone his religious knowledge is no doubt.

“Actually the way has known the path to be taken.  But I'm sure, the worried sampeyan was rejected,” Gus Dawam guessed immediately made Bisma terindir terpercak.

“If properly rejected I should how Gus?”  Bisma resigned to hear the words of Gus Dawam.

“Means a mate until just that. Sampeyan had to start opening up. Maybe by legalizing divorce, sampeyan and ex can start each other's lives better.”

“Sampeyan is young. There is still a long journey to go through. Maybe his soul mate just got here. Moreover, this is already the second talak spoken. I'm sure that you must have found a decent figure to be a companion.”

Bisma rubbed her face with both hands.  He tries to digest Gus Dawam's words while imagining a new journey of love for a corn with Deby.

The woman who had been electrifying at first sight, was nothing more than a seductress. For the sake of sustainability life is able to mortgage self-esteem as long as his wishes are fulfilled. A figure that is very opposite to Ajeng, such as the earth and sky.

The increasingly alluring teaching plus his rejection made Bisma challenged to get it back, let alone their little daughter who is now so close to him.

Making Ajeng upset has become his new hobby lately. Although there was no smile on her face, at least every morning, she could meet and interact even on behalf of their little daughter.

Bhishma can breathe with relief, Dimas who during their meeting was flat now began to warm up and accept it with open arms.

“But I am aware that I started to love my daughter's mother ... “ Finally Bhishma believes her feelings now, “There is no one like her. I regret knowing it too late.  I want to reunite with my little family ...”

“Do not easily say the word talak, just because of selfishness for a moment .... Women who have been hurt will be difficult to treat again.“ Gus Dawam trying to advise Bisma, “Why not try with a figure who is close to the sideyan? It's possible with him, can treat all the worries and make sampeyan calm and enjoy life. Could be the equivalent in a household can be found with him.”

Bhishma was completely insinuated by the words of Gus Dawam. Since knowing Deby, all Ajeng's kindness has been meaningless. Just because the look of Deby wearing a covered outfit makes him feel that perfection has been found on the staff Deby Mariska he just met and gave a new color in his life.

“I'm really sorry Gus. Now that I realize, my happiness is only with my small family,” Bhishma said softly with all the regrets that felt stifling, “Isn't there a way back?”

Gus Dawam smiled faintly, “Repent earnestly and ask God much to ask for the best. Allah will grant the prayer of His servant who asks earnestly.”

Hearing Gus Dawam's reply, Bhishma's feelings slowly dissipated, and he felt he had a new spirit to take steps.

“I am also close to a businessman who is single, maybe his age is not much different from sampeyan. He often confided in life issues and his desire to marry a woman who attracted his interest. Honey, the woman who managed to get him interested is not ready to start ...”

Bisma was curious about the words of Gus Dawam. His mind worked quickly. A feeling of worry started to settle in his head.

“Pak Hilman is also a regular donor in the ponpes I manage,” finally Gus Dawam began to tell a serious story, “He was once heartbroken, so single at the age of 37 years.”

“Gus and Hilman sir used to meet?” Bhishma could not cover the curiosity that was wrapped around his head.

“He used to follow the studies that I and other colleagues held,” replied Gus Dawam quickly, “He is a good person. I am sure that Allah will give His best to His servant who is patient and grateful. May his wish be fulfilled quickly. Moreover, marriage is a lifelong worship whose rewards will continue to flow as long as the intention of marriage is solely expecting the pleasure of Allah.”

Bhishma was uncomfortable with Gus Dawam's words that strongly supported Hilman's wishes, while her heart was overwhelmed by the truth.

“God will give the best pair for us. No human being is made perfect, nor are we even our partners. It is appropriate as our husband to guide the wife to perfect the marriage that we live.  With the intention of lillahi ta’ala is what makes the samawa family. I am sure the choice of Mr. Hilman is right, because he was never as enthusiastic as now when telling his candidate...”.

I want Bhishma to cut Gus Dawam's words, but it feels unethical, especially when told is Ajeng, the former who wants him to re-enact.

From the mouth of Gus Dawam who continues to give a picture of women who deserve to be a companion in life according to religious guidance and direction makes Bhishma feel slapped.

How not, the figure of Gus Dawan who in his eyes is so sympathetic and charismatic tells the perfection of the former that he knew from the Hilman affair.

“Hopefully the soul mate of Mr. Hilman is accelerated, and the woman he has chosen immediately opens his heart to accept his good intentions,” sincere prayers are reflected from the lips of Gus Dawam, who is also a friend of his, “And may also soon find peace again.”

The discussion of Bisma and Gus Dawam continues, so he does not hesitate to ask how to refer back to the former for the future of his small family.