When Talak Has Spoken

Chapter 58 Pov Hilman

I did not expect to meet with Ajeng when the condition of Rendi dropped again. Though as far as possible this is the thing I avoid the most during my business and the Goddess is not finished. Sorry I am experiencing. But it was God's destiny that has brought me to this day.

It turned out that the steps that led me to the land of Makassar trapped me so I could not escape just like that.

Indeed, it has been ten years I have not met Ridwan and Dewinta after both I consider committing the biggest betrayal and becoming a criminal of love in my life.

Ridwan and I have been very close since school. My mother and her mother were siblings. His friendly attitude made him have many friends. I'm just a dreamer who wants to achieve success by fighting.

Papa is just a government employee with an average position. As for the mother, the woman who is fully devoted to the life of the household. Our lives are ordinary.

Papa Ridwan who is a successful businessman has made him a popular man no matter where he is.

Even with a middle life does not make me resigned. Seeing business opportunities to manage abundant agricultural products I tried to jump into the field to help farmers become suppliers.

With capital SK papa who followed education in the bank became my initial capital to start a business. It is not easy to pioneer without the support of strong people.

But thanks to the prayer of the mother who never broke up, in two years the pioneering effort began to stabilize with capital that had been able to return plus two pick-ups became a capable means of distribution.

The second year on campus, I started getting close to a beautiful girl whose appearance was simple. I like him because he is of the same level.

Dewinta Putri's name. His father was a farmer and his mother a teacher at a high school.

Our meeting happened because his father was one of the farmers who deposited the harvest on the business I managed.

The simple demeanor and gentleness he displayed made me experience falling in love at first sight. My feelings don't clap one hand. Dewi also admitted that she liked me since she first met at college.

There was no other happiness, as if the moon had fallen into the lap. The gratitude of having a Goddess made me start knitting in despair to build a household in the future.

As far as possible all my wishes are concerned as a form of affection and sacrifice in the name of sincere and pure love from the deepest heart.

Three years of friendly relations and sacrifices I gave it turned out to be nothing since Ridwan returned from his college in America.

The presence of Ridwan at home when there is a family gathering makes everything start to feel different.  From the chair where I sat side by side with Dewi, I could see her unblinking eyes looking at Ridwan who was telling me about his activities while abroad.

My little heart cannot be lied to. I feel Ridwan's presence could threaten the commitment we've made to get together to the end.

But because of love and affection I tried to deny the peculiarity of the attitude of the Goddess who began to cool over the communication that intertwined between us. Until finally the pregnancy of the Goddess made me like being hit by an atomic bomb directly broke the head.

I myself take great care of the sanctity of our relationship. It is my duty to break the fence before it is valid in the bonds of chastity. Indeed, in every relationship there are always spices wrapped in intimacy, even though it is quite grazing.

Not hypocrites, every man is the same. But in keeping with the sanctity of our relationship, my mother's face always saved me from seducing the devil.

What can I do, other than accept the fact that the Goddess has contained the seeds of Ridwan after they were close in the last four months.

The family is disappointed in all the events that happened. Mama was furious with the attitude of the Goddess who could not keep our commitment from the beginning.

To cover up the disappointment of his parents, Ridwan finally brought Dewi to start a new life on the earth Makassar by managing a mining business owned by the family who began to develop.

Long enough for me to rise from the depths of being a victim of love with all the adoration of treasure above all else.

Her soft voice with a shady look on the eyes kept me drifting for a while. I never thought my heart would beat so fast. The words that were ready to be spoken, suddenly felt stuck in the throat.

But it turns out my fate has not been lucky. The words of Hendra who became one of my coworkers who asked for the whereabouts of her husband made me only grimace disappointed. The woman who managed to steal the heart during the first meeting turned out to have owned someone.

Two years I've only been a secret admirer. Until one day accidentally I who was in the souvenir shop and souvenirs owned by Hendra heard a conversation he and his wife.

Like getting the best news of all life, somehow happiness instantly accompanied me all day. It is not that I am happy in Ajeng's grief because of the separation that occurred between her and her husband.

But because of the opportunity for me to fight, although I myself can not assume until when my desire to be close to him can occur.

Either because of the intensity of the meeting as well as Ajeng's desire to start the effort to make the distance between me and him closer. It must be very happy for me.

He who is still a layman in the business world becomes a special gift for me to docked. With the cooperation proposal I offered, making the communication between me and diasem progressively smoother. Hendra and his wife were very supportive of my desire to get to know Ajeng more familiar.

But the effort accompanied by sincere intentions to him was not smooth. I did not expect that her ex-husband who is also a businessman and a state civil apparatus had the desire to get back together. Moreover, there was a little princess who had been present in their marriage.

But seeing Ajeng's attitude that was so professional in responding to his household life made me even more amazed. He is able to carry out his role as an entrepreneur and personal life calmly.

I also tried to get along with her brother. Only to his little daughter I can't get close. Her ex-husband was so dominating over affection that his daughter was hard for me to approach.

My desire to bring him and my parents together was sweet after more than a year we began to familiarize ourselves with each other. I can see that Ajeng and his sister Dimas are hardworking. The two were very close and strengthened each other.

When Ajeng had accepted all my offers to start over, I only found out that he and his ex had not legally separated. Bhishma has made it difficult because her desire to return is unrequited.

But Ajeng was able to be firm on the man who had given him such a beautiful princess. Until all files to take care of everything related to their divorce can be processed.

By the time my relationship and Ajeng had reached common ground, we began to make a commitment to move forward together, the events that have now tied me back to the ex I managed to forget must happen.

My mother has forbidden me to go to Makassar. But I insist on thinking of a company whose 50% venture capital is mine. There was no doubt when I arrived at such a magnificent company. The general meeting of investors is underway.

I did not see the whereabouts of Ridwan, but Dewinta sat facing the owners of the capital accompanied by a lawyer.

I just caught a glimpse of it. His style looks fashionable. Not inferior to the young socialite mothers I used to meet. I don't want to involve myself talking to him. For me it's all done.

But the reality I received was shocking. The riddle of Ridwan's whereabouts was finally answered. As soon as the rally was over, Dewinta and her middle-aged lawyer Giring Panjaitan met me in the main commissioner's room that I had not been in all this time.

Inside the room left only the three of us.  I saw the Goddess just looking down not daring to raise her face.

Giring directly tells the existence of Ridwan who is in a critical phase due to HIV disease that has gnawed him the last four years. He has been outpatient for the past year in the hospital dr. Wahidin Sudiro Husodo.

A sense of compassion for the Goddess immediately rose in my mind. Negative thoughts immediately perched in the head imagining that he had contracted the cursed disease.

Seeing my gaze fixed on Dewi makes Giring tell the truth that Ridwan and Dewi have not lived together for a long time. Ridwan's free behavior makes Dewinta stay away from her and let her husband change partners with whoever he wants.

I really can't believe hearing the story of the Goddess's life so choosing Ridwan in her life.

Do I have to laugh for pleasure or be grateful that both have their karma?