When Talak Has Spoken
Chapter 16 Stay at the Deby House
After her mother's condition stabilized, Bisma decided to return to Jakarta. It is not confusing not being Ajeng and Lala at home. Moreover, the chat from Deby has made him forget the things that he did not consider important in his life.
Bhishma was relieved that his service and team journey had ended, it was time to return home. One week they were in Semarang following workshops and seminars held by the commerce ministry.
This was his last official trip before his move to Malang. Bisma was relieved, all he had run in accordance with SOP. Expert staff who will replace his duties, began to carry out the mandate he carried.
His body feels empty. He did not refuse when Deby offered to go home together, because between him and a team of 5 people, only he and Deby were in line.
To return to the apartment or to his house still takes an hour. He nodded his head when Deby offered to stay at his house.
The taxi stopped right in front of a magnificent house. The atmosphere started to quiet down when the two entered the housing. Bisma follows Deby's steps leading her to a guest room inside her home.
Even though his body is weak, not powerful, but did not discourage Bhishma to clean up and immediately take ablution to carry out his duties as a Muslim.
After performing the Isya Bisma prayer has not had time to unbutton the clothes of cocoa and sarong that covers his body, a pair of hands coiled on his stomach tightly.
“Deb, what are you doing?” Bisma said in a tone full of surprise at the attitude of the young woman who is now starting to exist in her future plans..
He did not expect Deby who has been three months closer to him dare to do presumptuous. Although he did not deny Deby's treatment made something in him stiff.
“What mas don't want warmth. Tonight it feels right for us to start something more intimate ... “ Deby's voice sounds spoiled sighing in his sense of hearing.
The smell of luxurious perfume and sexy clothing Deby is seen from the reflection of the glass of the ornamental cabinets where both stand today. Clearly every curve of Deby's body was real. The smooth white skin with the perfect solid body made him hold his breath.
Today he can see everything. Her hair dyed blonde adds to the perfection of her beauty. Usually everyday Deby uses covered clothes, even with a hijab that still follows the current fashion, but now only a thin sheet of cloth that covers his precious area..
“But this is wrong Deb ... “ said Bisma firmly.
He tried to remove Deby's embrace in his stomach. From the beginning he has committed not to damage and disrupt what is not his right. He has the principle that he will not take advantage of every relationship that he lives.
But Deby's not his name if it doesn't work out with his wishes. His fingers began to touch the sensitive area of Bhishma in order to reciprocate the touch he gave.
“We are both adults. And I know what we both want,” Deby said staring right in Bhishma's eyes with a faint look.
“No,” Bisma replied firmly.
“Don't be hypocritical. I know you want me too, right? Come on, when else do we have a chance like this ..” Deby's still not giving up.
He knew that the eyes and body language of the man in front of him could not lie, and he enjoyed it all. He was sure that tonight Bhishma would fall in charm, as he had been unable to sleep for the past three months since he had known Bhishma.
The nights he spent fantasizing spent sharing warmth with men who were now almost in his grasp.
Bisma remembered the message of her late father. Ever since he grew up the words to always respect women he always heard. His mother was a woman who he loved the most in life, then his brother Mayang who finally chose to part with the husband because he was unable to give offspring in their household life. Lala little toddler wedding fruit between him and Ajeng was now starting to play in his mind.
Bisma turned her face. The shadow of Ajeng's sad face suddenly flashed across his mind. He did not know, why Ajeng's face crossed when the two had not met and communicated for a long time.
“Mas .... “
Deby recklessly steals a kiss on Bhishma's lips, seeing no movement from her, while he himself feels the surge that has gone up to his head.
He held Deby's hand with a murderous look. His faith is still strong, even though the turmoil in the body is also at war to be satisfied after one year does not do int*m relationship with Ajeng.
Seeing the look of Bisma, Deby's guts shrunk immediately. The man who treated every woman with such respect now snapped at her. Tears full of drama instantly slid on her smooth cheeks.
Hearing Deby's sobbing no doubt Bhishma's anger immediately melted. He could see women crying. He quickly grabbed Deby into his arms. Brushed her hair lovingly.
A small smile rose at the end of her thin lips when she was in the arms of Bhishma. He had to turn the brain so that immediately the Bhishma inaugurated their relationship to a more serious level. The smell of masculine perfume with a sturdy chest makes it not want to be separated from the embrace of Bhishma.
He was sure that he would be able to bind the heart of Bhishma, even though he knew, the marriage relationship of Bhishma had ended. But knock the court hammer has not legalized their divorce. He did not dare to start and urged Bhishma to speed up the process that occurred in their households that were not yet three years old.
“I'm sorry .... “ Bisma says quietly while stroking Deby's hair.
“I'm wrong, because I can't help ... “ the sound of Deby's sobs makes the drama absolutely perfect in the eyes of Bhishma.
“I understand,” cut Bisma fast, “Be sure if there has been a halal bond, whatever your wishes I will follow .... “
“But mas ... “ sound memdayu Deby looked at him with resignation.
Bisma stared fixedly at Deby's face. Back of the sad face Ajeng disturbed the view. He immediately removed his embrace from Deby's slender and fragrant body, and let the woman pass from her room.
He shook the body in bed. His eyes did not want to be closed, a shady smile and my gaze Ajeng increasingly flashed in his eyes. Bhishma cannot cover the sense of wonder.
Suddenly he felt a longing for the household atmosphere he had lived with Ajeng and their little daughter Lala. A moment of his daydreaming goes back to the time where he was still home to his small family.
Bisma admitted he never involved himself to chat with their little daughter, let alone trivial affairs in the household. He focused more on his career in government and tea plantations in Bogor.
Especially as an expert staff in the mayor's office, making him preoccupied with all matters relating to all reporting. Not infrequently he came home at night, even traveling often accompanied by the guardian to visit various places.
Since Ajeng decided to leave the house he had given as a wedding dowry, since then the communication of the two was cut off. He was getting busy with the office.
While Lala their little daughter who is now one year old, she is very familiar with its development, because the weekend sometimes Mayang always take her to stay at home, he said, to accompany the emptiness of his heart once he decided to part with Rudi.
“How are you doing now?” the question suddenly disturbs his heart along with a sincere smile that is always drawn on the face of his ex-wife ayu.
Though so decided to establish a serious relationship with Deby, the woman he saw dressed modestly by closing the aurat, making his heart feel cool and set his eyes, making him forget other things, especially Ajeng.
The spoiled nature and the covered aurat make all the goodness of a wife as meaningless in her eyes. Ajeng is too independent in attitude, never asking for help, even for the slightest things.
Ajeng and Deby, the nature of the two is very different. Together with Deby, Bisma feels that he is becoming a much needed man. Deby made her feel the meaning of falling in love after a long time he wanted to feel like a commoner.
Indeed, all this time Ajeng always served as a wife and was quite perfect in his eyes. But Deby's presence makes his life more colorful.
That's why he dared to say talak for the second time. The household life he felt with Ajeng was very boring. And he wants if his marriage with Deby intertwines later, then he won't let Deby bother with the kitchen. He just wanted Deby to be by his side.
Even though his body was tired, but the eyes of Bisma was not able to squeeze even for a moment. The shadow of Deby's treatment just made him remember the affairs of his bed with Ajeng.
