WHEN IS THIS SUFFERING

part 28's

After a long journey we finally ended. I and Arsen and the children have reached their destination, Tapan, South Coast, West Sumatra is my hometown at 12 pm. The journey we took was 11 hours.

Our return was warmly welcomed by my mother and father. Father and mother immediately spoiled the children to let go of longing in a long time before seeing.

I feel tired because it was such a long journey that I was drunk. I immediately threw myself into the bed in my room. "Ahhh very tired," then I was closed to disappear tired and dizzy head that I had felt since then.

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Six months later

Six months have passed Adam was nine months old, at the age of a month this Adam was good at walking, whether this is a mess I know what is clear I am happy. Likewise with Anindira was two years old just like the moon.

The children are growing older and more mature, wonder mas Arsen never change I am tired of his attitude that always torments my inner.

I, who was six months at home, was still like a few months after I got married. Mas Arsen never worked, all the needs in this house must be borne by the father. The Arsenes are just having fun out there.

At this time I have finished thinking, I who once promised not to be far from mother because I could not bear the pain of living in the line. However, now I have to take the mas away from this village to bring the children. Let it be if I suffer later, this is for the good of the future for the children. There's no way I've had to live like this all my life, a life that's always been troublesome for both parents.

After careful thought I think my decision is no harm.

Now my decision has been made to invite Arsen to wander.Antira and Adam are currently sleeping soundly on the bed, mas Arsen had just entered the room and was sitting on the bed next to me.

kreeks,,,,,, kreeks,,,,,

When I was busy watching my nine-month-old son Arsen enter, it means that Arsen's mas has come home. I saw the clock has hit 11 pm.

Yes mas Arsen just like this go home early in the afternoon and go again after the magrib and then go home at night. Where else would he go if not to his tongkrongan. No need I obviously did say he was there again, of course would joke with an unclear friend.

I tried to open the talk when Arsen had moved his seat from beside me and he laid his body like he wanted to sleep.

"Mas"

"Hm"

"Try you to find work, don't go out to your obscure gambling house"

"It's unclear how Anita, I went there to find work, if I can't do anything else"

"Your reason continues so mas"

"What is the reason Ta, I was lazy to argue I cape want to sleep" said mas Arsen changed his sleep from lying on his back to lying face to the left behind me.

"For me mas good we just wander away from the village, mother was already angry with me, we just hitchhiking can not make it even troublesome mother. Mom said she told us to move house" I said deliberately lying to call mom so, so she realized, so, I spoke so because of heartache in mas Arsen do not bother my parents too much, while his parents were very miserly. Let alone hitchhiking, asking for a thousand dollars his mouth is already noisier.

"Hah, it's true that mom said so Ta"

"Why I lied"

"Yes wait a week, Ta, I'm looking for the fare for us to leave"

"Don't do it a week, better as soon as possible"

"Hmm" said Mas Arsen and then closed his eyes.

It looks like he is very sleepy, so I will no longer continue talking to me. I will continue tomorrow morning to talk about this.

The long night I passed was replaced with a morning that was not so bright as usual, usually brightly lit world in the sunshine of the sun eager to find the morning. But now it is no longer so. I saw that the clock had shown at 08:12, but there was no sunlight entering the gaps in my window. Many menerinai on the roof indicates the rain is still following the morning until this hour.

I got up from the bed stepping less vigorously to the window of the room, I opened slowly a day that was less supportive was very visible razor fall so fast.

"Mas" I said while shaking the body of the Arsen mass who was still asleep.

"Hmmm" said Mas Arsen as he rubbed his eyes and opened slowly staring at me.

"What?" ask the Arsenes back.

"Wake up" said I, who again stepped towards the window staring at the world

"Where are you? " mrs Arsen asked back.

I stepped up to sit next to her, "Don't you think that morning should wake up?" ask me back.

"Hmm, I said where we're going" he said to confuse me.

I just ignore it does not need to be too responded to maybe he still has not collected his life. Suddenly I remembered my plan last night to leave far away from the village, I finally opened up again.

"Mas"

"What"

"What's the plan last night"

"Which plan?" Ask Mas Arsen a little lazy.

"We can't stay in this house for long, it's not good for mom" I said

"Wait a long time Ta, how do we want to go if we do not have money" replied mas Arsen less happy.

"Wait until when you are, so you are looking for fast money"

"You don't see the rain, where the rainy day is going to find work" Arsen was upset with me.

"Yes yesterday you went where mas, when the rain can only say that! exclaim me

"Argghhh, early in the morning you've got no fuss" Arsen snapped

Huwaa,,, huwaaa,, huwaa,, Adam suddenly wept in surprise because the voice of the Arsenes was so fierce. I ran up to Adam and carried him, lazy to look at Arsen, and then I came out of the room.

I saw that mom and dad were sitting on the porch talking warmly between them, a very harmonious relationship, right? it is very different from my home.

If all I see is the shadow of my life with Mas Arsen, must be happy. Suddenly I wanted to smile at the meaningful happiness my eyes saw. I walked over to the harmonious couple.

"Hmm, hmmm" I cleared my throat from the back of the two of them, mother and father were shocked.

"Eh Anita, are you awake?" father says

"Not yet, yes it is, did you see Anita herself was awake" ledekku.