WHEN IS THIS SUFFERING

part 23

"Pretend what do you mean by this Ta? " ask mas Arsen confused. I don't know if he's really confused whether he's just pretending.

"If you don't love me anymore, let go of me mas, don't make me this way" at this time I don't hold back my sobs anymore, I don't have to cover up my sorrow for Arsen, I don't cover up my sadness for Arsen, let him know I'm crying. I can't handle the pain I feel.

"How is love? What did you do to him? "the test keeps asking.

"Do not be like a fool, as if you do not know everything, but the beginning of everything" said I sobbed.

"INITIALLY WHAT DO YOU MEAN? DON'T MAKE ME EMOTIONAL TA, YOU ALWAYS CRY FOR NO REASON! " scattering Arsen's mas makes me sure he's really playing with fire behind me.

I take a deep breath, I close my eyes, I bite my lips, yes that's how I hold everything tight. Not that he apologized to me but got angry again.

"I CRY BECAUSE THERE'S A REASON! You should be apologizing to me instead of this mas! "

"I'm sorry to you? I don't think I've been wrong lately, I feel fine with you, I've been busy gardening no time I hurt you" Arsen said. He stood up and stepped foot towards the door.

"Where are you! I'm not done talking" I said for a moment stopping the steps of mass Arsen.

"Otherwise ta? I don't know anything, and you're crying this indistinctly" she said.

"How could I not cry mas, my heart aches when listening to the words of mbak Yel, who said he would be your second wife mas, I can not be in honey mas, I can not be in honey mas, divorce me after we're legally divorced you can get married" I said softly, I looked back where the Arsen mas I said was standing before the door.

"MAASSEZ! " grandfather as I looked towards the door there was no one there, my heart was very upset. I was talking alone earlier. Seeing that Arsen was not in the room anymore I rushed down to look for Arsen mas, because in my mind thought that Arsen was definitely with mbak Yel.

After I searched all the rooms including the kitchen and behind the pool place, I finally got settled. Suddenly my steps became trembling, my chest back in tightness. It hurt so much that the needle went back to stabbing my chest. Namu, I tried hard, even though the sight in front of me was very eye-destroying. Wh why? Why when my heart tries to say not what my mind says, but why it is real.

I closed my eyes and then I saw that Arsen was still stomping on Yel's legs. Huh no, this is the lesser actor*r of prostitution*r. It felt like I could not hold it anymore, I stepped violently and curiously through the door.

"WHAT THE FUCK! " i said standing in front of the door facing the mess with hatred, it was disgusting to see these two creatures in front of me.

"Mbak Yel fell because of me, so his legs hurt he asked for help in pijitin" said mas Arsen as he lowered Yel's legs from his thigh.

"ITCHING" I said immediately pushed to make Mbak Yel fell backward with his chair. I saw that Arsen was holding back a little bit of laughter, I don't know what was funny to him.

"Ofraa!" he held me without helping Yel in the least. Ma'am Yel stood up by herself.

"What mas! Whaaat! " i said with a slightly hardened voice.

"You are well-wishers from the outset of anger" said a lazy mas Arsen then he was about to leave me and mbak Yel on the porch.

"DADDRESS!! You're crazy huh! You are misunderstood, do not easily judge something quickly without explanation from people" he said, holding my hand until releasing hair mbak Yel.

"What's wrong with me Ta, until you are very rude to mbak" said this gat*l thrower, with teary eyes and then walked inside, I knew getting him inside wasn't because I was hurt by being rude to him, but ashamed to see the neighbor who was clucking behind the gate.

"Based on not knowing yourself, still asking wrong"

"Ofraa!" Plakk,,, now that I have such a hard blow on my cheek, it hurts so much, but it hurts more. "you are the one who should be self-conscious! Where do you live now? How can you feel the decent life as it is now" said mas Arsen raising the volume of his voice. Then he went inside, I knew he must be ashamed because a neighbor saw.

I ran after you from behind "tega you slap your own wife for the woman you love" said my chatter in the back. I saw Yel coming down the stairs and coming out the door of the house, like he was going out.

Hearing my words, Arsen stopped suddenly.His hands were clumping hard, his hands were raised, his face was red with eyes that were so red. I was scared but my heart hurt. Plaak,,, this time a slap stronger than Arsen. Fair, yes now my cheek is fair left and kana feels the pain. "it has begun to be brash you now yes" her voice echoed in the room.

"Is it wrong that I get jealous when my husband has a heart for another woman, am I wrong? " i said softly sobbing drifting in sobs. Again my tears sacrifice for all this pain.

"It's not worth your jealousy with Anita!" said mas Arsen while pointing.

"It's not worth how you are!"

"Are you stupid, huh! I'm so ashamed of Yel for your stupid behavior earlier, if I'd known you were this stupid and stupid! I won't marry you! "

My body was weakened when I heard the words of my husband this rough, I will take it where God is, I will have to end my life so that this pain and suffering can stop, my chest was very tight, I sat slowly on the sofa.

"And I should have regretted it mas" I said still braced myself to answer even though I was afraid that Arsen would hurt me, but why should I be afraid of it was not I was used to it, kasari, because it is based on love, that is why I still survive.

"What! Try to repeat your words" said mas Arsen walked quickly towards me sitting and booked in front of me while holding and rubbing my shoulder rough, the actual pain I just looked down to pay my tears, even my tears fell on the floor like rain raining the ground.

"You dare to be impudent hah! Do you want to end your life here, if you die here I will bury it here and never tell the people in the village" he said still staring sharply at me. But he took off my shoulder. I just fell silent no longer daring to say.

Brakk,,,,, the glass flower post next to the tv was thrown smashed in front of me, the flower post glass scattered. I was shocked, the fear was so deep.

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about Arsen actually cheated on Yel.

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