WHEN IS THIS SUFFERING

part 18's

"Ta,,,,"

Tok Tok Tok, the sound of door clanging

"Taa, open the door Ta"

I woke up when I heard the knock on the door and it was like Arsen was calling me in the doorway. I opened my eyes, God I fell asleep at the door, I saw Adam was awake, his eyes were clear, he was not crying he was just busy playing with the cloth that covers him, I saw the clock in my hand, God, it's 4 in the afternoon.

"Ta, open the door "that voice sounded redundant.

"Yes, I fell asleep" I opened the door in front of the door was Arsen.

"We're moving now yeah, put together the stuff let me bring you"

"Have you got a place to live?"

"Already"

While I'm sorting out "where, how much do I pay for the contract for a month?"

"Don't pay Ta, people who have a house, we wait for a house to sell, there will also be admission"

Cih enter what? Want to sell what? Sell the land huh! Sales must also use capital also times. I don't know, this Arsen mas talks about it just don't think. I'm just quiet.

After taking care of everything I carried Adam, and the Arsenes carried the burden and supported Anindira.

"Bak mas we paid first, thank you for allowing us to stay here last night" said mas Arsen.

"Yes Arsen, no matter if you are also a sister" said the sweet mouth of the lady without ad*b. Makes me grumble to see it.

"Yes, next time you need anything to go home, do not hesitate" said husband mbak If.

"Thank you" said Mas Arsen.

"Yes we are used to helping people" said mbak If with a smile take a face. Wanted to vomit actually I heard his words.

"No need mbak, I am also not accustomed to minjam-minhours with strangers, fearing less sincere" I said.

There was no answer from him, it seemed that If was holding his heart, not waiting for long I and mass Arsen went to the house that was meant by mas Arsen. After arriving there I saw the condition of the house with walled boards is very worn and old, like not worth living in, the walls look weathered, too, I step foot half-heartedly on the floor of a semin full of dust. Ah this is very bad, just the reflection of this house is not rented, after all who would contract a hut house like this. Oh no why the heart isn't sure it can stay here. Life has suffered also living in an old hut, ah hahaha is very suitable called a hut of pain.

"Ta, why do you see this house so, you don't like it? " tanya mas Arsen managed to wake me up from the daydream.

"Mas sure we'll stay here? Where there is no electricity anymore, what if there is a club or scorpion trus on the stake"

"What's? How did you get so spoiled gini anyway! Thankful Anita, we we have a place to stay, do not even talk about the no-no! " the Arsenic mass snaps me by surprise.

"His open is not grateful mas, but,,," my speech was cut again by the mass Arsen in a high tone made Anindira frightened and anxious.

"But What! Don't scold a lot, I'm dizzy! " his word.

Finally I mute back, I clean the house that will now be kept. Night began to cover the world, dark came, not a single light that helped illuminate us. Fear is what I feel, what I have in mind how the club suddenly pegged the children, I was very afraid, especially Anindira he was no less afraid of this darkness, he was afraid of this darkness, and I can't imagine the tightness Adam felt.

"Mama Dila atut,,, delap ma" whined Anindira

"Patience son, Dira bobok first let's not be afraid" I persuaded.

"Don't want Dila atut, delap maa" Anindira's whine became more and more, I know what he felt, but want how else.

"Mas, can you lend a flashlight to the next-door neighbor mas, the kids' ass" I finally opened up

"Borrow, you say the people here are the same as the people in our village" he said upset me.

"Try who knows in love"

"Ah, you don't understand! I'm sleeping again"

Ah it feels like my heart is very upset with the Arsen mas, why should that answer I get from him. He is not at all responsible in the family, useless handsome but cowardly. I tried to calm Anindira down, so my eldest daughter fell asleep too.