WHEN IS THIS SUFFERING

part 13's

The Part 13

I just had two days at Aunt Neni's. However, Arsen picked me up and apologized. Yeah, so he keeps doing.

That's what the name of family is. The family is not only required for perfection. Sometimes we argue, we fight, we even stop talking. But in the end, family is family. Where love will always be.

Now I feel bad, mas Arsen is not at home he went to take Anindira to the parents' house. Mom and dad sitting on the porch, I happen to be on vacation at work.

I stood in front of my window, I saw the clock I was wearing, it was just 10:57, But my eyes were sleepy, I looked up at the sky outside my window. Beautiful, that's all I can say. However, it is not as beautiful as the face of the Arsenic mas. Ah what do I think why do I become a compliment to the person who made my life hurt.

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It's been a few months since my stomach hurt so much. It seems I want to give birth, I call my mother-in-law. Indeed, a few weeks ago I stayed at home in-laws because mas Arsen invited me to be closer to his mother.

"Maa,," I cried from the room "oh sickt, maa," I cried out in pain. I deliberately called my mother-in-law, because Arsen was carrying Anindira jajan.

My in-laws ran up to me "what's up" he said. " My stomach hurts" my body was covered in cold sweat. Seen my mother-in-law was in a daze "Okay how is this" he said it is at home now only we both her husband went to the evening possibility of coming home later in the afternoon.

"Oh,,, sick ma, "My words continue to be critical.

"Anita why ma" said mas Arsen suddenly approached the room

"Call the sorcerer with the scorpion! Hurry along! " the mother-in-law's order

"Don't take her to the hospital or the midwife? "asked mas Arsen.

"Have not spent any money, call Yasam"

" I'm afraid that anything will happen to my wife if I don't see a doctor"

"Heh Arsenic! you are like a lot of money, shaman alone is cheaper, than doctors ngabisin money only. Mbah Yasam is like a midwife in general" said my in-laws. Well being sick like this, still mama-in-law calculation with money, but the money that runs out is not her money either.

"I don't want to grieve ma" I said as I endured the pain. I'm not clean with shamans.

"Ahhh, it's fast Arsen! Pick up Mbah Yasam, after that you bring him to play out, it's not good he saw that he cried again"

Didn't wait long mbak Yasam hard to come.

He entered the room where I lay in pain.

"Take a breath and release it slowly" said Mbah Yasam.

"Aaaa,,, fighting,,, getting sick, God,,,, getting sick," this is really a pain that I feel, pain without anesthesia, pain that is waiting, pain that is, god, if I could choose between sickness and death. Maybe, the death I want right now. There is no comparison to the pain I feel.

"Calm down, son" said the middle-aged woman, she pushed my stomach down

"Aaaaaa,,,,," my hysterical screams came out drifting in my sobs.

It looks like half of my baby's body has gone out. However, being pulled roughly by this middle-aged woman, rude huh it was very rude times. I can't tell you how sick it is.

Huwaa,,,, Thank God my words, even though this child has been born, the pain does not stop. It felt like the hand of this woman was entering and fiddling with my stomach, so many insults and insults in my heart for this woman.

It felt like he was pulling something else in my stomach, but my consciousness slowly began to disappear, my vision began to fade, even the sound that people around me make even the cry of my baby starts to sound dim. Slowly my consciousness began to disappear.

POVS. Author

The child and the large, concentrated blood, usually in the words of the child's sister, had come out of Anita's stomach. Now Anita was lying wet with blood and cold sweat, her eyes closed. Hearing the cry of the baby so loud Arsen approached the room where Anita had chuckled on the floor.

Anxious, he was so anxious that Arsen felt, he was afraid of losing his wife.

"Anita, Ainta, " said Arsen, shaking Anita's body. However, there was no response from Anita.

Mbah Yasam who has the title of shaman and mother-in-law Anita went out of the room, they cleaned the newborn baby.

Now Arsen is crying to see the tragic condition of Anita, he should not agree with the words of his mother.

"Taa, "a soft word came out again from Arsen's mouth.

"Mama why papa" said the little girl named Anindira.

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