WHEN IS THIS SUFFERING
part 26's
No matter how far the foot stepped that became the goal of the house, now Arsen did not immediately go home he contemplated himself on the river bank.while, Yel remained sitting in his plantation farmhouse.
POVS. Arsenic.
I don't know what I'm feeling right now, I can only stare flat at the sky and the water is flowing. Is this my fault? now I really can't think straight. Suddenly I remembered what happened last night. Diamana, when Yel was hummed by my leg, she said her leg was sprained and very sick and she asked me to massage her, I don't know because I could do that with my wife last night, sadistically because of the incident last night, I treated Anita very, very rudely just to feel embarrassed and unkind to Yel, but now after this woman's words I realize. How much pain Anita felt. I don't think I need to think too much, I'll take Anita home today.
I step on my feet with gontai, it's far away I feel like I'm finally walking to the house I'm headed to. I entered the room, by chance the door of the room was unlocked by my wife. I opened slowly, I still saw Anita sitting on the edge of the bed with her eyes open, I knew how much pain she felt, how hurt her heart was, I could feel it.
My footsteps woke her up from the daydream, I don't know what she's thinking right now, I ignored it as if acting ignorant that she wasn't okay. I also undo the intention of talking about the story that happened in the garden earlier.
(here they don't know each other, Reader's what's going on behind them. Arsen never knew anything that Yel talked to Anita, and vice versa. Anita never knew what happened between Arsen and Yel in the garden. Because they don't tell each other that. )
"Home home already"
"Hmm" I replied coldly, then grabbed a towel and then went into the bathroom to clean myself up.
"Why come home early there's a problem or what? " he said behind the bathroom door. In fact, even when he was injured he was still worried about anything that happened to me.
"You want to go home now" I said and cleaned my whole body, especially the part of my hand that had been touched by the cheap woman*n. After I cleaned myself out of the bathroom with a flat face without showing my concern for my wife Anita. As usual, he always prepared clothes that are ready to iron for me if you want to travel far. I wore it without saying a word, even apologizing I was reluctant to say it.
"Why didn't you know we were talking so go home today, I can sort it out from now on and just leave" his ucar was warm as if he had forgotten the incident last night that had been nothing I had treated him.
"If you want to go home don't ask a lot of questions" I said, actually I don't want to hurt her anymore, but I don't want her to be me because of my attention. so I always acted cold to him.
"Mas, do you mind going home?" her question was looking at me with her puffy eyes with a slight reddening on her cheek because of my slap.
"Why? "
"It looks like I'm very comfortable in this house"
"Why talk like that"
"What else are you saying, don't get tired of looking for a storm with me" I said.
he no longer answered my words.he did have a habit so long ago, he always provoked my anger after being provoked by this anger he just silently did not answer a word.
He continued to clean things up and take care of Anindira and Adam. After everything he asked me to bring you stuff. I assented the message from him, when he wanted to get out of the room the woman came back to us.
POVS. Author
"Where are you going? ucar Yel opened speaking to the young girl who had just turned 2 years old.
"When you want to go home, Auntie"
"Why come home, it's not good to live in a aunt's house"
"Enak,, but my mother was sorry to cry if she lived in a cerus" Anindira replied.
yet Yel asked Anindira again the cute little girl, but her hands had been forcibly pulled by Anita as the mother of Anindira. Meanwhile, Arsen had been on the first road from Anita regardless of the presence of Yel. Anita walked up to Arsen who was waiting for Anita. Yel who was beaten by the family did not feel good, even though his heartache to the family Anita, Jel remained pityed and discouraged by them no matter how funny and evil nature Yel had he still had an inherent affection for the children of Arsen and Anita. When Anita and Arsen wanted to step into her home, she ran out to them.
"Wait" she said with a sad face. Meanwhile, Anita and Arsen did not utter a word, they only stopped all.
"Before leaving let me hug my little daughter" Yel said with teary eyes.
"Tante don't cry, tomorrow Dila is here again really" said Anindira running in the arms of Yel. then Yel took off a hug from Anindira, Anindira, said, and pecked his left cheek and forehead and Anindira repeatedly, with tears that he could not bear anymore. "Tante don't be sad, Dila promise to be here again" said Anindira rubbed gently Yel's face. Jel, who was treated so by Anindira, felt the deep affection of a child, then touched by the melt he made, then hugged tightly back the body of this tiny two-year-old child, who was, then release it back. "So soon we will miss the bus" Anita said, breaking up the conversation between Yel and her daughter. "Beauty my pretty heart" said Yel smiling warmly with teary eyes. "Every pretty aunt" after the little girl. "We say goodbye first" Anita said half-heartedly to Yel. "be careful, take good care of Anindira" said Yel with teary eyes.
they died Yel without even pulling back, their steps getting further, one by one their backs began to disappear from Yel's gaze. Finally, the tears that he had tried to hold back now he fell smoothly without obstruction and the edge of his hand.
"When this farewell is good, perhaps my heart will not be struck this hard to meet this farewell, it is also my fault that I never knew the meaning of close affection and now I feel the presence of Anindira this little girl, this is when I know the meaning of true love .God, if I hadn't kept Arsen's taste in it, it wouldn't have ended this way, forgive me God" Yel sat in a deep, agonizing cry of grief in her heart.
(Not everything that begins with a beautiful meeting ends with a beautiful separation, but when a farewell happens because of something painful).
