
All I can do now is try to look strong and as if nothing happened to me for your attitude even though my heart feels disappointed.
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After being content to stay at the home of her late parents for a while Alisha decided to go home to her apartment because it was late afternoon.
Alisha drives a car she used to wear before marrying Nevan.
Moments later Alisha's car arrived in front of her apartment building Alisha parked her car first after which she got off.
Alisha walked to the elevator and got into the elevator.
When he arrived at the floor where his unit was located he walked towards his unit casually when he arrived at the door of his apartment he went inside and heard the sound of people joking in the kitchen.
Curious Alisha walked slowly to the kitchen and saw Nevan and Mesha joking in the kitchen.
"What are you doing?" alisha asked from the kitchen doorstep.
Nevan and Mesha, who were joking, turned their attention to Alisha.
"I'm cooking for me and Mesha" Nevan replied briefly as she turned her cooking upside down.
"I haven't eaten Nevan's cooking in a long time so I want her to cook us a meal" Mesha said grinning to Alisha as if telling Alisha she was special to Nevan.
"Want me to help you?" bargain Alisha with a smile.
"There's no need for Mesha to help me" Nevan replied flatly.
"If you don't mind you can help us to wash the dishes and cook our marks yes, baby" Mesha said smiling mockingly at Alisha.
Nevan simply cleared her throat and nodded her head in response to Mesha's words.
"Are we ready to eat?" said Nevan while bringing the results of his cooking to the dining table.
"Darling why do you only make two servings here 'there will be... I forgot what your name is?" tanya Mesha saw Alisha.
"Alish brother," replied Alisha still putting on her smile.
"Oh yes here 'there will be Alish too dear" said Mesha.
"Let her cook herself she can cook herself later if she's hungry" Nevan said casually as she ate her meal.
"Yes my sister I can cook for myself later if I'm hungry" said Alisha she then left there and went straight into her room.
"Yes Allah hasn't celebrated my wedding in a month but I think I want to give up until here" muttered Alisha sitting by her bedside.
Alisha looks at the picture frame she and her mother's father she takes the frame and rubs it.
"What Alish has to do is father Alish will be strong enough to stay in this situation even longer, Alish already loves Mas Nevan but what love Alish will be avenged," muttered Alish hugged the picture frame and she cried.
"Let Alish cry dad for now and give Alish the strength again to make Mas Nevan realize Alish's love for her" Alish said.
Alisha breaks her body still hugging the picture frame tired of crying she involuntarily fell asleep.
A few moments later he re-opened his eyes and it turned out that he had woken up and got out of bed and continued to go into the bathroom to bathe and wudhu.
After he finished praying Alisha came out of his room, and the unexpected thing he saw made him squeeze his hand when he saw the scene that again made him feel devastated.
Her husband b*mb* in front of his own eyes and they seem to be unaware of the existence of Alisha who just came out of his room.
Alisha exhaled her breath several times while saying inwardly.
"You must be strong Alish assume you don't see this," Alisha said in her heart she then casually walked past the sofa where her husband and Mesha were doing the thing that made Alisha shudder.
"Whether they can't see a place, or don't do that here, do they deliberately do that so that I may willingly leave Mas Nevan," muttered Alisha while washing dirty dishes used by Nevan and Mesha.
"Don't cry Alish, don't cry if you cry it means Mesha has won here," muttered Alisha tried her hardest not to cry because if she cried in front of Mesha and Nevan it would make Mesha feel victorious.
Alisha hit her chest several times which felt tight and painful. It would be a lie if he said he was strong to be in a situation like this.
"O Allah why love should hurt this much" muttered Alisha as she almost dropped her tears she heard the sound of footsteps towards the kitchen.
He immediately normalized himself and it was as if nothing had happened to him.
"Did you see it just now" Mesha said proudly.
"Yes I see it and as a woman I feel ashamed to see with my own eyes a woman who wants to be dic*mb* by a man who already has a wife," alisha said casually as she continued to wash dishes.
"What do you mean talk like that huh," Mesha snapped.
"Sir Mesha can't you respect yourself more and take care of yourself" Alisha said without seeing Mesha.
Hearing the words of Alisha Mesha angry she immediately pulled Alisha's long hair so as to make the plate that Alisha was holding fell on Alisha's feet.
"Do you realize who you are, how dare you talk to me like that! listen yes if if you are not present between me and Nevan, at this time the wife is I am not you understand," said Mesha right in front of Alisha's face he looked hard at Alisha.
Nevan, who was in front of the television, headed straight to the kitchen to hear the commotion.
"What's Sha?" nevan asked when he reached the kitchen.
"It's a shame that he dared to say that I'm a cheap woman and asked me to leave you," Mesha told a lie while crying and hugging Nevan.
"Is it true what Mesha said just now?" nevan asked, looking at Alisha.
"No Mas I didn't say that" defended Alisha.
"He was willing to defend himself, obviously he asked me to leave you I didn't want me to be called a cheap woman if I could be near you" Mesha said.
"Look, Alish, me and Mesha have been in a long relationship and because of your presence I can't marry Mesha, so if you still want to be my wife, you have to be ready to see me and she's here doing whatever it takes we want to but if you can't please tell my parents to get out of my life" Nevan said staring intently.
While Alisha looked at Nevan nanar who was gentle to Mesha and immediately believed what Mesha said.
"Let's get you home" said Nevan, tidying up Mesha's hair. Mesha nodded his head.
They then leave the apartment while Alisha takes care of the broken plate that fell earlier, her leg injured and bleeding due to broken plate.
After cleaning the broken plate Alisha walked limping in search of a medicine box to treat her wounds before returning to work.
When he found the medicine box he sat on the dining table chair lifting one of his legs and treating it carefully.
"If there was a father he would be angry if he saw me hurt like this" Alisha muttered smilingly as she recalled her father's nagging while treating him if he was accidentally injured.
"Alish misses father," said Alisha, but her eyes began to dew but she immediately shifted her feelings to not cry anymore.
"Remember Alish's father's message that whatever happens you must not continue to cry, Alish's strong strength proves that you are not a weak woman" Alisha told herself.
He walked with a limp to finish washing his dishes after which went to Isya prayer and studied.
Alisha rarely eats dinner lately, she forgets what Bara says she has to keep herself healthy.
Even though he looks fine on the outside but not inside he can harm himself if he doesn't really take care of himself.
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