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Silence occurred in the room where Alisha was being treated, neither Nevan nor Alisha started the conversation.

Alisha looked the other way while Nevan did not take her eyes off Alisha at all, she continued to stare at Alisha without making her voice.

Nevan let out a long sigh she then started to move her legs closer to Alisha who was still avoiding her.

When the distance is only one step away from Alisha's bed, Nevan only starts to open her voice even though Alisha is still looking the other way.

"Why didn't you say everything Lis, why did you cover her pregnancy from me? do you hate me so much that I have no right to know about it" Nevan said in a soft voice.

"It's important I say everything Mas, the moment between us is over before it even starts" Alisha said without seeing Nevan.

"I'm sorry for my treatment of you Lis, I've really made a big mistake in my life" Nevan said in a soft voice.

"For what I'm sorry, Mas is not wrong at all, here the wrong thing is Alish for having to be present between the two of you and presumptuously having feelings for you," alisha answered with another direction she occasionally rubbed her wet cheeks.

Hearing Alisha Nevan's words shook her head.

"No, Lis you're never wrong, I'm wrong for not knowing what's good and what's not, I'm sorry Lis for hurting you so deeply" Nevan said.

"Alish has forgiven Mas for a long time, Alish also never hated Mas Nevan, Alish did not tell Alish the problem of pregnancy just because Alish did not want to interfere with the lives of Mas Nevan and Mbak Mesha, Alish also did not want Mas Nevan to hate Alish's son for thinking of him as a barrier between Mas Nevan and Mbak Mesha again," Alisha spoke with tears falling on her cheeks.

Nevan who heard Alisha's words made her heart throb pain what a bad treatment she had for Alisha until Alisha thought that she would hate her own child, her own flesh and blood.

"Am I that bad Lis, so you think I'm going to hate my own child" Nevan looked at Alisha who was still reluctant to see her.

Alisha did not speak anymore she only rubbed her cheeks a few times, Alisha bit her lower lip so that her cries did not make a sound.

"I'm sorry Lis, I know even though I said that word a thousand times it won't be able to treat every pain you felt just yet because of me but that's all I can say now Lis, that's all I can say, sorry, sorry and sorry," Nevan said.

"Alish has forgiven Mas Nevan now Mas Nevan is gone, Alish does not want Mbak Mesha angry because Mas Nevan is here with Alish," Alisha told Nevan.

"Me and Mesha are no longer related to Lis" Nevan said.

"So Mas Nevan intends to make Alish as an outlet for Mas Nevan now," said Alisha turned her head to look at Nevan.

"It's not like that Lis, I really want to apologize to you" Nevan said.

"Didn't Alish say Alish forgave Mas Nevan, now Mas Nevan wants to be here?" alisha flat said.

"I want to accompany you here" Nevan said.

"There's no need Alish will be fine alone, after all Mae's Mom will be coming so Mas Nevan won't have to bother waiting for Alish here," said Alisha began to lay down her body and raise her blanket up to the neck.

"But...."

"Go Mas Alish to rest" said Alisha, cutting off Nevan's words.

When Nevan wanted to talk again the door of the room opened and Mae entered with a confused face because she saw Nevan there.

"Mr Nevan" said Mae smiling and bowing her body.

"Mom" Nevan replied smiling and nodding her head.

"Sorry am I interrupting Sir?" mae asked unkindly.

"No, Mom, I'm just going out" said Nevan, looking at Alisha, who had turned her back.

"I'll wait for you outside if you need anything just call me" Nevan told Alisha.

"No need to wait, here is Ma Mae better Mas Nevan go home," Alisha said in a flat tone.

Nevan ignores Alisha's words, she walks out of the room and intends to wait for Alisha next to the chair in front of Alisha's nursery.

"Alish doesn't want to talk about it Ma'am, Alish wants to rest first" replied Alisha who turned her back to Mae as well.

"Yes, if that's the case, Non rest, I'm sorry that I interfered with Non Alish's affairs" Mae said.

"Ma Mae's mom's getting some rest this evening, Mae's not gonna sleep on the couch, either" Alisha said.

"It's okay Non," replied Mae who began to lay her body on the sofa.

Moments later after Mae had fallen asleep, there was a sobbing from Alisha she covered her mouth with both hands so that the sound of her sobbing was not heard outside.

"I'm sorry Alish Mas, Alish behaves like this because Alish does not want to give false hope to Mas Nevan but Alish is happy Mas because Mas Nevan is willing to accept our son so Alish can leave quietly later," muttered Alisha slowly.

Alisha wiped away the tears on her cheeks then smiled and rubbed her stomach and spoke to her future child.

"You take it easy, son, your father will accept you and love you later, sorry maybe Mama will not be able to take care of you and see you grow up well, be a good boy, son, be a submissive child, grandma and grandpa, Mama loves you very much dear," said Alisha again crying without a sound.

After feeling quite calm Alisha also tried to close her eyes to fall asleep and finally Alisha was able to fall asleep.

While outside that room, Nevan still could not close her eyes as well even though she had already tried.

Nevan sat himself down, and then he saw Alisha's well-closed nursery door.

Nevan stood up and looked into the room through the small glass in the door and saw that Alisha had closed her eyes.

Nevan turned the door handle slowly so as not to disturb Alisha or Mae who had fallen asleep.

Nevan entered slowly and walked towards the bed where Alisha had closed her eyes.

Nevan stared at Alisha's face, which was still a little tear in the corner of her eye.

"I'm sorry" Nevan said in a whispered voice.

Nevan then bent her body and brought her bow to Alisha's blanket-covered stomach.

"Sorry Papa yes because Papa has hurt your Mama, you are fine there yes don't be naughty don't bother Mama you are okay good boy," nevan said in a whispering voice also in front of Alisha's stomach.

"Good rest, good Papa," said Nevan, giving a long-distance kiss to Alisha's stomach.

For fear of disturbing Alisha who had fallen asleep Nevan came out of the room again by sneaking trying not to make a sound.

After making it out of the room Nevan slowly closed the door again and then she again laid her body in the hard and cold waiting chair.

Moments later Nevan was able to close her eyes and fall asleep in the cold waiting chair.

Although the cold pierced to his bones, Nevan ignored all of that.

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