Want the Love OF MY HUSBAND

Love or stupidity

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Time passed without feeling now the age of marriage Alisha and Nevan has been running for six months.

Alisha is still on the principle of sticking with her marriage even though Nevan's attitude and treatment that always hurt her does not make her want to leave Nevan's life.

Alisha is currently sitting opposite Bara in the Bara's work room at the hospital she just finished doing the dialysis a few hours ago.

"There is no other way, Sis, to be honest Alisha is tired of going back and forth to the hospital to wash her blood" said Alisha who began complaining to Bara.

"There is but it must be with the operation if there is a donor who is suitable for you," said Bara looking at Alisha seriously.

Bara knew having to always do a dialysis session is not easy considering the side effects that will be felt after washing the blood but it is the only way to remove the toxins that accumulate in the blood blood due to abnormal kidney performance.

Hearing Bara Alisha's words only let out a long sigh, finding a donor is a difficult thing in addition to the cost of surgery certainly not a little while the savings are exhausted and now he has used his father's savings to treat him and his tuition fees.

While Nevan has never once given her money during their marriage, Nevan entrusts everything to Lastri.

"If your money problem is thinking about, you don't worry that you have savings and that will be enough for your surgery costs that are important now that you recover first, Brother has asked for help from friends who work in hospitals abroad to help find a donor who is suitable for you," Bara said to calm Alisha.

"There is no need, Brother Bara also has a family that must be Kak Bara responsibility," said Alisha he did not want to bother Bara too much.

"You can replace it when you're healed and it can work" Bara said leaning his back on his chair.

"If the operation is not successful and Alish can not replace Kak Bara money how?" ask Alisha pessimist.

"Why do you become pessimistic like this, where Alisha is always optimistic in every situation," Bara said trying to make Alisha optimistic again as usual.

"Are you unwilling to ask your in-laws for help or your husband, you are not his responsibility," bara said staring at Alisha intensely she could see the changing look on Alisha's face as she asked about her husband.

"Alish didn't want to trouble Papa and Mama because they were already too kind to Alish and Alish also didn't want to add to Mas Nevan's burden by telling him about this matter, either, Mas Nevan is currently trying to build his own business and Alish does not want to burden him by telling him about this problem," explained Alisha staring at Bara.

A smile rose on his lips but his eyes showed deep sadness and it made Bara sigh long.

"Are you going to stick with a situation like this? you've been married long enough and you're still living like two strangers," bara said although Alisha never told her about the household but saw from Alisha's behavior all this time she knew that Alisha's husband still could not accept the marriage.

"Alish where to go, brother? Alish has no one now but Mas Nevan as Alish's husband?" alisha asked, tears began to seep from the corner of her eyes.

"There is a big brother who will take care of you Alish if he can't accept you also get away from him Alish" Bara said in a firm tone.

She really has promised to look after Alisha like she took care of her own sister to her late father Alisha while Alisha's father was still alive.

"Alish can't Kak, Alish can't be far from Mas Nevan although sometimes Alish wants to go but Alish's heart can't be far from him, Alish wanted to always be able to look at her even though it was just the cold, sharp look she always showed Alish, Alish wants to always see his face even though Alish can only see it from a long distance and his flat face alone, Alish said, Alish wants to always see her smile which makes Alish want to smile too when he sees her even though that smile is not for Alish and not for Alish," Alisha said unknowingly she spilled her sorrow in front of Bara.

"Whether the love or stupidity that is currently happening to you, how can you still want to survive in this situation," bara said a long sigh she was anxious herself with what happened to Alisha.

Alisha did not speak anymore she rubbed her tear-soaked cheeks with the tissue on the table.

"Crying as much as you can until you feel calm, then return to being Alisha who is always smiling and always optimistic" said Bara while rubbing Alisha's shoulders.

Alisha nodded her head again she rubbed her cheeks several times because of the tears that kept falling just like that.

Bara just shut up and let Alisha spill her grief to make her feelings better.

"Happy?" bara asked when she saw Alisha's smile again.

"Sister," replied Alisha nodding her head.

"Now you should go home it's almost night" Bara said.

"Yes, sister, thank you for listening to Alish's complaints," said Alisha stood up and tidied up her appearance

"Next time do not hesitate if there are things you want to tell again, Brother will be ready to be a good listener," said Bara.

"Yes Kak if Alish goes home first yes," said Alisha.

"Let's go together to the parking lot Brother also wants to go home because Kak Bara's work is done," said Bara woke up from his chair and tidied up his belongings.

They went together to the hospital parking lot and when they reached the hospital parking lot they got into their respective cars and went home to each other.

When he arrived at the apartment, one thing he felt when he entered his apartment was Sepi ... that's the condition of his apartment now because Lastri has returned home and Nevan has not returned a week because there is work out of town.

Alisha walks by lunglai to her room she cleans herself first before dinner.

When he was done with his affairs he went out of his room directly to the dining table and ate his food quickly before the side effects of dialysis appeared again.

And sure enough when he just finished eating and drinking he felt nauseous until he finally got up from the chair and walked quickly to the sink and regurgitated the food that had just entered it, when she finished vomiting Alisha's body slumped to the floor because she felt weak.

Alisha holds her stomach that feels crampy, it has been felt since a few months because she had to do dialysis three times a week. and that is a side effect of the blood washing that it does.

On the cold kitchen floor Alisha sat and hugged her own body waiting for her better body.

"Dad Alish misses Daddy, Alish misses the embrace of Daddy who always calms Alish down," muttered Alisha softly with her eyes closed.

His hand held tightly to his stomach to reduce the cramps in his stomach, until a while later he finally felt it was better he tried to stand up and walk slowly to the dining table to clean the dining table and wash the dirty dishes used to eat.

After everything was done Alisha walked slowly towards her room, when she reached her room she immediately laid down her body and covered her body with a blanket.

And a little while later he began to calm down and could forget for a moment the pain in him.

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