Want the Love OF MY HUSBAND

Injured for the umpteenth time.

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After their food came they started eating the food and so did Alisha she started eating it. but just a few mouthfuls of food that entered his mouth his eyes caught two people who are very familiar to him entering the restaurant by embracing each other friendly.

Because of the position Alisha was sitting facing the door so she could see the person coming out, entering from the door of the Restaurant.

Seeing that his appetite suddenly evaporated out of nowhere he just stirred his food with a focused look at the table which was only blocked by three tables in front of him.

"When did Nevan come home? has he been back a long time and spent time with Mbak Mesha?" alisha muttered in her heart sad.

Fino who was in front of Alisha looked at Alisha in wonder because Alisha was just stirring her food with an empty look.

"Why don't you eat?" ask Fino to Alisha.

Angga and Dilla who originally ate while chatting saw Alisha because they heard the words Fino.

"Lis," called Dilla while patting Alisha on the shoulder to wake Alisha up from her daydream.

"Oh, what's wrong?" alisha asked to see her friends.

"Why don't you eat what's not good, want me to order it again?" ask Fino.

"No need, I just feel full, I go to the toilet first huh," pamit Alisha immediately got up and walked to the toilet leaving her three friends who were confused with her attitude that suddenly changed.

"Originally why, is she feeling okay?" tanya Fino answered the headband by Dilla and Angga.

"I followed it up a few times, who knows if he wants to tell the same story with other women," said Dilla answered a nod of the head by Angga and Fino.

While Alisha was crying in front of the mirror in the toilet, she held the edge of the sink firmly to ease the pain she was feeling.

"When are you like this? when did you accept me as your wife" said Alisha lirih.

"I'm your wife, you should have gone home first and met me but why did you meet your boyfriend first" she said, with tears streaming down her cheeks.

Luckily there was no one else so Alisha could shed her tears to reduce the tightness she felt.

"Did Nevan have been out of town for a long time, but she didn't want to see me at all" Alisha said.

Her heart ached as if squeezed by an invisible hand imagining Nevan instead spending time with Mesha as she returned from out of town.

While crying shedding her sadness and heartache Alisha heard the sound of footsteps walking closer towards her.

Not wanting to look chaotic in front of others, Alisha washed her face with running water.

Dilla heads to the toilet to catch up with Alisha when she gets to the toilet, and she sees Alisha washing her face in the sink.

"Lis you're okay, right?" dilla asked as she stood beside Alisha.

"What am I really doing?" Alisha asked Dilla.

"We felt like you had changed a bit so we were worried" said Dilla, looking at Alisha seriously.

Dilla saw Alisha's eyes and nose blushing like she was crying.

"What's up, is there a problem ?" ask Dilla to Alisha.

"I'm fine, Dil, I was just going to rush here" replied Alisha with a big smile.

"Oh yes already if so we continue eating yuk again," asked Dilla.

Dilla knows that there is something Alisha is hiding but she cannot possibly force Alisha to talk to her because they have only known her for a few hours.

"Yes, come on" replied Alisha as she wiped her wet face with a tissue.

They returned to the table and Alisha again put on her smile even though her eyes occasionally glanced at the table that Nevan and Mesha occupied.

"You why Al is there a problem?" ask Fino attention to Alisha.

"I was okay just now just wanted to go to the toilet," replied Alisha smiling.

Fino looked at Alisha's face intently and she saw Alisha's eyes red as if crying.

Fino goes back to eating her food with eyes that occasionally steal a glance to see Alisha in front of her who is eating.

Alisha looks occasionally looking behind her to make Fino curious, she tries to find out what Alisha sees by looking behind her.

And the man behind her was seen several times rubbing the cheeks of women facing their table.

"Why does Al keep looking at how he knows the two people, they look as friendly as a couple" Fino said in her heart.

Fino turned her face to look at Alisha who was still looking at the two people with her sad gaze.

"Is that Al's cheating husband?" suddenly a question appeared in Fino's heart.

Angga and Dilla had no idea what Alisha and Fino were doing they just focused on the food and occasionally joked.

After the food was gone, they decided to go home.

While walking past the table where Nevan and Mesha were, Alisha glanced at Nevan who was glancing at her as well but Nevan immediately turned her gaze to Mesha who was in front of her.

Alisha walked with her head lowered until she reached the side of her car.

They say goodbye and Dilla goes to Fino's car with Angga because she doesn't want to trouble Alisha if she has to drive Dilla to her house first.

Alisha had reached her apartment she headed straight to her unit after arriving at her unit she went straight to the bathroom and took a shower first.

After finishing the bath Alisha sat contemplating while looking at her reflection from the mirror her face grew increasingly pale and she had to cover it with a little make-up.

"The paler the longer Nevan can love me if my face is like this" murmured Alisha rubbed her cheeks increasingly thin.

Alisha took her Diary book she then started writing her complaints in the book.

"God only you know how this pain always feels, I want to go but it turns out that my heart is not able to go, my heart again asks me to continue to endure here with thousands of wounds that cause immense pain.

O God, if you want me to stay here and maintain the feeling of love I have for my husband, I beg you to strengthen my heart, do not let me be weak again, O God.

The pain I felt was not as great as my love and affection for her even though my mind said it wanted to give up but my heart asked me to stay here and stand strong, she said, even though the pain always comes but it's not enough to make me shift from where I am now,"

After she finished writing down what was in her heart Alisha put the book back into the nightstand she laid her body on the bed because it was night time to sleep.

When Alisha was just about to fall asleep she heard the sound of the door opening and closing she was sure that it was Nevan.

Alisha rushes down from her bed and out of her room to meet Nevan first.

When he came out of his room he saw Nevan walking with a small suitcase he was carrying while leaving.

"Mas is home?" alisha asked smiling at Nevan.

"Yes," Nevan replied briefly but there was little progress at least Nevan not only answered Alisha with deheman alone.

"How many days have you been home?" alisha asked in a soft voice while bowing her head.

"Two days ago why?" nevan asked, stopping his steps, which were going up the stairs.

"It's okay for Alish to just ask," replied Alisha raising her head to look at Nevan's face and smiling.

After that Nevan did not speak anymore she continued her steps up the stairs and entered her room.

"So you spent a few days with Ms. Mesha, Mas" muttered Alisha as she walked back to her room

He pressed his chest tight because he knew Nevan had gone home for a few days and he immediately spent his time with Mesha.

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