Want the Love OF MY HUSBAND

Noisier.

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Nevan returned home late at night. it's been almost a month Nevan has been like that and Alisha always silences him and only talks as necessary because Nevan is always home at night and not open to Alisha about what she always does until she always home night.

That certainly makes Alisha angry and increasingly think ill of Nevan and Mesha.

"Mas, you're coming home the other night" said Alisha, who apparently hasn't slept and is still waiting for Nevan to sit on the bed.

"I'm sorry I have business so always come home at night" Nevan said looking at the angry Alisha.

"What business? this afternoon Alish called Mas's secretary and he said that every day Mas always came home like the previous days from the office, but why did Mas get home should be this late Mas!" alisha said at length with an angry tone.

Nevan did not answer Alisha's words he just silently stood where he stood he did not know what to say.

"Why silence Mas, answer anywhere you always go home at night even when the holidays you are rarely at home." Alisha got off the bed she was standing in front of Nevan looking at Nevan with teary eyes.

"Does Mas Nevan always go to see Mbak Mesha and his son Mas?" ask Alisha seriously.

Seeing that Nevan was silent Alisha already knew the answer Alisha only smiled bitterly by looking into Nevan's eyes.

"If Mas Nevan wants to return to Mbak Mesha go Mas," said Alisha turned her face away from Nevan.

Hearing Alisha's words, Nevan looked at Alisha in shock, not that.

"What do you mean Lis, you want me to leave you and Aaric, I will not leave you," Nevan said trying to hold Alisha's shoulder but Alisha dodged.

"If Mas Nevan doesn't want to leave me and Aaric why does Mas always meet with Mbak Mesha and his son?" alisha and Nevan asked just as if there was something she was hiding.

"Why silence? is Mbak Mesha's son your son too?" the question that actually hurt her own heart was Alisha lay to Nevan.

Alisha is confused as to what kind of attitude she does not want to always think badly about her husband that she just wants everything to be clear.

"What do you mean? my son is just Aaric don't you know that?" nevan asked looking at Alisha with a stern look.

"Then stop helping Ms. Mesha and meet her," Alisha said no less firmly.

"I can't do that doesn't mean he's my son, my son is just Aaric" Nevan said, trying to calm down.

"If he's not your son why are you watching him like you're watching your own son or you're doing that because Mas's mother still has feelings for Ms Mesha?"

"ENOUGH!" the snapping of Nevan made Alisha's heart that was originally painful grew sick like a knife sliced.

Alisha rewinds herself a few steps from Nevan one clash Nevan can make her heart hurt even more so she can't describe how much pain it hurts anymore.

"Can you give me some time Lis I'll tell you everything about Mesha and about her son but not now, stop thinking badly of me, please, I helped Mesha just out of pity not because of anything else or I still have feelings for Lis," Nevan tried to get close to Alisha and give understanding to Alisha.

"How come I don't think badly of you Mas, you don't want to tell me everything, you hide everything from me what's wrong if I think badly of you? if you help Ms. Mesha only once or twice maybe Alish can still understand her but you help her constantly Mas, until you forget that you have a wife and children too that you must pay attention to," said Alisha spill all grievances in her.

"Maybe Alish can still accept if Mas doesn't care about Alish anymore but can Mas not forget about Aaric for the sake of the child who is clearly not your son Mas," fret Alisha while rubbing her cheeks wet with tears.

"Aaric misses you because he misses playing with his Dad." After saying that Alisha put her foot away from her room.

"Lis I'm sorry" said Nevan, but she was still staring at the spot where Alisha was getting away.

After arriving in Aaric's room, Alisha shed her tears and covered her mouth with both hands so that her cries would not make a sound and did not wake her child.

Alisha sat on the floor in front of her son's door she wanted to shed first every bit of her grief.

Getting such a clash from Nevan makes his heart ache he recalls the past when Nevan has not loved him pain that is almost the same as he used to feel.

While Alisha still shed her tears in Aaric's room. Nevan sat himself in bed, ruffling his hair in frustration with his current position, on the other hand she does not want her relationship and Alisha is getting tenuous but she also cannot possibly ignore Mesha just like that in her condition.

"Hopefully you will understand Lis, I know you are a good person I will tell you everything when the time is right" Nevan murmured shutting her eyes.

Nevan stood up and put her foot in the bathroom, and she cleaned herself up first, after which she laid her body on the bed.

He took his phone and saw the wallpaper on his phone attached photos of the three of them smiling towards the camera.

Nevan rubbed the faces of Alisha and Aaric in the photo, a happy smiling face.

"Sorry to make you cry again" Nevan murmured in a photo of Alisha.

Meanwhile, Alisha, who was content to cry, began to stand up and walk towards her son's bed, which was wide enough to be used to sleep together.

She flung her body beside Aaric who was sleeping, she hugged her child and kissed his head gently.

Alisha could not close her eyes, she just looked at the wall of the room with a mind that floated uncorruptedly.

The question of why Nevan wouldn't tell him everything kept coming to his mind.

"Did Sister Mesha part with her husband so that she would approach Mas Nevan again like she used to? what if Mas Nevan wants to go back to Mbak Mesha if I can give up again like before, honestly though I said all that to Mas Nevan just now but it was all just in my mouth that I actually did not want Mas Nevan to leave me and Aaric," muttered Alisha who came back crying again.

The night is getting late but Nevan and Alisha are both unable to close their eyes they are still equally dissolved in the raging feeling within them.

Whether the issue between them will be resolved soon and they can return like before.

As Mesha is no longer present among them, will Nevan allow Mesha and not care about him anymore to make the relationship between himself and Alisha improve again. Or he will still help Mesha and let Alisha get more misunderstood about him and think nothing of him.

Satisfied with their minds, they fell asleep separately for the first time after the birth of Aaric and slept separately.

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