Want the Love OF MY HUSBAND

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POV NEVAN...

I saw from behind the glass the always smiling figure was closing his eyes quietly as if he was so comfortable with his sleep.

The closer I was and the more hot these eyes felt as if they wanted to spill so much water.

Again I sighed for the umpteenth time I held the doorknob of the link to the room.The room felt cold, quiet and only sounded a few medical devices.

I stepped this foot closer and closer to him, but I hope when I go home the smile that is welcome again as usual.

But now it is not the smile that is in front of me but his calm face that is the welcome home.

"Is this a punishment for me, Lis?"

"Why are you punishing me for sacrificing yourself like this?"

"Why are you so sinister about hiding everything from me Lis, now I hate that smile of yours Lis, that smile filled with lies behind it."

I sat down on the chair that was there bowing my head and hiding my face.

For a while the atmosphere returned to silence I then lifted my face that was already wet by tears.

"I beg you to hold on Lis, I will not be able to take care of our own child I need you. If you still want to punish you, punish me in other ways.don't do it this way."

I kept talking with tears streaming down my cheeks. Now I really felt a fear that I had never felt before such a great fear.

"What about me and our son if you give up Lis, what should I say to our son if he knows that I am the biggest cause for you to leave, Lis, she's gonna hate me so much, Lis."

"I beg you to hold on, Lis, for me and our son."

"I know you must be listening to me, right, you are a strong woman you can definitely survive so that we can live happily raising our children with love and affection."

I kissed Alish's cold hands a few times with this sad feeling that was stirring in my heart.

Now I can only pray to the Creator that he will give me another chance to be with Alish.

I looked at his calm face and saw a tear drop from the corner of his eye, I was sure he could listen to my every word.

"I love you Lis, hold on for me and our son, we need you so much Lis I beg you," I said again and rubbed the corner of her wet eyes.

"Your master's time is up, soon the operation will begin" said the nurse entering the room where Alish was.

"Yes sus," I answered looking at the nurse at a glance and then turned my gaze to Alish again.

"I go first yeah, I'll wait for you and our kid" I said before leaving there I kissed Alish's forehead first after it just came out of there.

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A few hours later the operation time will begin.Alish's bed is taken by the sisters to go to the operating room.

I pushed Alish's bed into the operating room with a heart that didn't stop praying for Alish and my son to survive.

As I was about to get to the front door of the operating room I rubbed Alish's stomach and spoke in my heart to my future son that I was here waiting for him.

"Doctor please save my son and my wife" I said to Doctor Desi and the Doctor who will handle Alish.

"We will definitely try our best, you help us pray" replied Doctor Desi after that he entered following the others.

I stared at the door of the operating room that had been closed tightly and a few moments later the lights above the door was lit up a sign that the operation had begun.

"Everything must be fine," said Mama rubbing my back calmed me down.

I turned around and nodded my head smiling at Mama.

"Doain ya Ma so that Alish and our son are okay" I told Mama.

"Yes" said Mama, nodding her head.

I see Alish's friends are still here when it's dawn.

"You come home this morning, your parents must be worried about you not coming home" I said to Alish's friends.

"No, I want to be here" replied Alish's female friend.

"Yes Aunt Ratih is right, we should go home first," Alish's friend Angga told his friends.

"Alright," said Fino and Alish's girlfriend, nodding her head in agreement.

Finally Alish's friends left from there, now I and my parents are still waiting there.

I paced back and forth feeling anxious until Mama asked me to sit quietly.

Finally I followed and sat myself in the chair with my eyes closed and looked up no other words spoken in my heart but prayers and prayers for Alish and my son.

'O Allah, please save my wife and children, give me the opportunity to make their wives happy,'

A few hours passed and there was still no news from inside the room, the lights in the room were still on, I closed my eyes again.

The sound of doors opening and hurried footsteps made me open my eyes to see what was happening.

Seen the nurse came out with her tense face and stepped in a hurry because curious about what happened I also tried to ask the sister.

"Suster is everything okay?"

"There is a problem with your wife, I have to call Doctor Bara first Master," said the nurse hurriedly leaving the place.

Hearing that, of course, I felt more and more unsettled.

"You should be fine Lis, don't leave me."

I kept praying in my heart asking that Alish and my son be okay.

I feel unsettled, my mind is completely muddled.

I paced in front of the door staring at the tightly closed door.

Mama and Papa tried to calm me down, but how could I calm down? now I don't know what's going on in there what about Alish.

Whether the doctors in there managed to save my son and wife or they only managed to save one or not both.

Various bad thoughts came back to haunt me again the fear of losing a child and a wife made me almost crazy.

I blame myself, if I had treated Alish well then maybe everything would have been fine, he wouldn't have had to go through something like this he wouldn't be in this position right now.

"Aakhhh," I smashed my hands at the wall several times to vent the irritation to myself that caused Alish to be here now.

"Nevan, you have to be patient, son."

"It's Nevan Ma's fault, if Nevan had treated Alish well this wouldn't have happened Ma, Nevan wouldn't have lost Ma."

"All will be well, now is not the time for you to blame yourself Nevan, you should pray for your wife and child so that they are well," papa said by rubbing my back to calm me down.

I heard footsteps approaching, though, seen Doctor Bara with a man the age of Papa wearing a special shirt to perform the operation walked closer and will enter the operating room followed by several more sisters behind him.

I looked at them in a daze and the Bara Physician who seemed to understand in confusion spoke before entering the room.

"He was the Doctor I had called from Singapore to help Alish, I had originally intended to bring Alish to Singapore but since it was not possible now so I asked him to come here," obviously Doctor Bara.

Hearing that I felt there was a glimmer of hope for Alish's recovery.

"Thank you" I said to the Bara Doctor

"Yes pray that everything goes well" After saying that Doctor Bara entered the operating room.

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