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Seeing Mesha.

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In the afternoon after lunch, according to what he said this morning to Alisha, Nevan plans to take Alisha to the hospital so that Alisha can see Mesha directly.

Nevan is currently driving her car to her house to pick up Alisha. Nevan had previously asked Alisha to prepare in advance so that they could leave immediately.

Nevan's car stopped right at her doorstep and she saw Alisha waiting for her at her doorstep.

"Where is Aaric isn't he sulking because we're going without him?" asked Nevan who did not see the whereabouts of his son.

"Aaric was invited to go with Mama and Papa said he wanted to take a walk," replied Alisha while putting a seat belt.

"Oh yeah we're leaving now" Nevan said, starting to run his car.

During the trip no one let out his voice both Nevan and Alisha were both silent with their respective minds.

Nevan parked his car first in a parking area specifically for cars.

"Come down" Nevan said as his car stopped.

Alisha nods her head and follows Nevan down from her car and starts walking into the hospital.

Nevan pulls Alisha's hand because she walks behind her and she grabs Alisha's hand and they walk in tandem.

"Mr Nevan I was just about to call you," said the sister who passed by Nevan and Alisha.

"What's the matter?" ask Nevan.

"Mrs Mesha is conscious and she wants to meet you and your wife" the Sister said.

"All right let's go there," said Nevan walking back to where Mesha was being treated without releasing Alisha's hand from his grasp.

Alisha just follows where Nevan takes her when she gets to a passage Alisha sees Lastri and a middle-aged woman who looks sad.

As their distance nears Alisha sees Lastri hugging a boy who is the same age as her son who she thinks is her son Mesha.

"Master, Non Alish," Lastri told Nevan and Alisha.

Nevan and Alisha just smiled in response then immediately entered the ICU room as the sisters asked them to go inside immediately.

When entering the room, from a distance Alisha can see Mesha who is currently lying weakly on the hospital bed with various medical devices attached to her body.

Her body that used to look sexy and glamorous with her luxurious clothes is now very thin maybe even only bones and skin left. the face that used to be always beautiful with makeup now looks so thin and pale as if there is no sign of a radiance of life on the face.

Alisha clenched her hand against Nevan's hand she looked at Mesha who closed her eyes her breathing sounded very heavy.

He did not expect Mesha's condition to be this severe and none of his family accompanying him beside him encouraged him.

"Sha," call Nevan when they get to Mesha's bedside.

Mesha's eyes slowly opened he looked towards Nevan and Alisha.His pale lips smiled at Alisha and Nevan.

"I'm sorry." The two words that came out in a very slow voice were like a whisper.

"I'm sorry for interrupting your quiet life again, sorry for all the mistakes I've done first especially to you Lis," Mesha said in a voice that faltered with heavy breathing.

"I'm sorry for everything I did first Lis, are you willing to forgive all the mistakes I've done before." The pale lips quivered and a drop after a drop of water came down from the sunken eyelids, a sign that Mesha had truly regretted all the deeds of his past.

Seeing that Alisha could not hold back her tears she then nodded her head and rubbed her wet cheeks.

"I know I don't deserve your forgiveness because my behavior was so bad, even to say sorry I was so inappropriate," mesha said again with tears flowing down her cheeks.

For a moment there was silence in the room. Mesha looked at Alisha with a regretful gaze and Alisha looked at Mesha with a look of pity not much different from Nevan who was currently still holding Alisha's hand tightly without letting go. he looked at Mesha with a look of pity as well.

"Alish has forgiven Mbak Mesha, all that is the past" replied Alisha. he could only forgive Mesha because he had no right to hate Mesha forever let alone to see Mesha now he could not possibly keep the resentment that had stopped in his heart because of what Mesha did to him first.

"Thank you, you are indeed a good person, Nevan is lucky to have a companion like you. I'm sorry that these few weeks I must have made you misunderstand" Mesha said.

"Mrs Mesha you better rest again" said the nurse who approached the bed.

Mesha nodded his head and looked back at Nevan and Alisha like there was something he wanted to convey to them.

"Can I ask you for help" said Mesha staring at Alisha and Nevan alternately.

Alisha stared at Nevan and instead they stared at each other for a while then looked at Mesha again and nodded her head.

"What?" ask Nevan and Alisha.

"The woman who is with Miss Lastri in front is the caretaker.can you see Fariz in the home once in a while before her father or family comes to take her," Mesha said pleading with Nevan and Alisha.

"You mean, you want to send Fariz to the orphanage" Nevan said in shock as well as Alisha.

Mesha just nodded his head weakly and let out back his tears.

"I have no other choice, so I beg you to grant my request" said Mesha, who had resigned his life.

"You must be okay Sha."

"Yeah Mesha must be fine and can take good care of your child."

Nevan and Alisha try to give support to Mesha even though they know it is all impossible in the eyes of man but not in the eyes of God.

"Thank you for all your support.I didn't expect in my last moments like this I wasn't alone," Mesha said softly and smiled faintly.

"You must be fine Sha. don't you want to see Fariz heal and come back like before" Nevan said.

Mesha only nodded his head in response to Nevan's words.

"Now rest" said Nevan.

"Can you promise me that you will do my wish so that I can rest in peace" Mesha said.

"Well we'll see Fariz often now rest" Nevan said, eventually agreeing to Mesha's request.

Mesha thanked him again and smiled faintly, after which Alisha and Nevan went out of the room to meet Fariz.

Alisha looked at the child carefully the child did not show any expression at all so as to make him confused. maybe if Aaric who was in the position of the child must be currently Aaric was crying and so on but the child was just him with a gaze that continued to be directed to the door of the room where Mesha.

Nevan who understands Alisha's confusion whispers about Fariz's condition to Alisha to make Alisha shocked.

"He had a trauma that kept him from giving any expression" Nevan whispered in Alisha's ear.

Alisha looked at Nevan seriously and Nevan nodded her head confirming her words.

"Fariz is introducing Om Nevan's wife" said Nevan, sitting himself in a chair next to Fariz.

Alisha follows Nevan by sitting next to Nevan and Fariz who do not understand Nevan's words that introduce Alisha to her.

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