Want the Love OF MY HUSBAND

What to give up.

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"You're not coming home?" mesha asked Nevan, who is currently still laying her body on the bed without wearing a thread on her body only covered by a blanket.

Right now they're in Mesha's apartment and they just did something they shouldn't have done but for them it's a normal thing.

"Gapain's home? I'm lazy at home too, bored, mending here with you," Nevan said, winking to Mesha and pulling Mesha, who was wearing only a towel, into falling on Nevan.

Nevan hugged Mesha's waist and looked at Mesha who was above him, for him Mesha never changed always make him fascinated as when he first knew him.

"If my parents hadn't married me to that woman by this time we would have lived happily together and wouldn't have had to have anything to do with it like this" Nevan said, rolling Mesha's body beside her.

Hearing Nevan's words, Mesha smiled sweetly and rubbed Nevan's cheeks gently.

"Don't I tell you just leave we can fight together to start it all," Mesha said in a soft voice.

Nevan thinks he can't possibly bring Mesha who used to live in the treasure bounty of his parents should live mediocre with him if he goes against his parents.

"I don't want to take you to a difficult life, starting everything from scratch isn't easy" Nevan said, kissing Mesha's forehead.

Mesha goes into Nevan's arms and inserts his head in Nevan's white, burly chest, and Mesha hugs Nevan tightly, and she loves Nevan even though she betrayed Nevan several times hope it'll just be a secret that Nevan will never know.

"What if he doesn't give up too" Mesha said seeing Nevan intensely.

"Then I will try even harder so that my efforts can stand alone do not need a injection of funds from my Papa again after my efforts have succeeded I will divorce him and marry you even without the blessing of people my old man" said Nevan earnestly with his words.

"I love you more and more" said Mesha with a brief kiss on Nevan's lips.

"I love you more" replied Nevan smiling and linking their lips.

Until finally they repeat their struggle again without time and tirelessly until outside has changed from light to pitch dark.

Meanwhile in her apartment the poor woman who always tried to do her best to be lyricized by her husband was sitting at the dining table with food that was available at the dining table.

Alisha waits for Nevan despite the time turning and the food that was once warm becomes cold.

He did not touch the food at all or get out of the chair he was sitting in.

Alisha repeatedly turned her gaze to look at the clock stuck to the wall, seconds to seconds felt so long for her but she still faithfully sat there waiting.

Waiting for things that he should not wait for because currently the person he is waiting for is matching with his girlfriend without caring at all.

"Did Mas Nevan not come home, yes" muttered Alisha when the clock had shown ten o'clock at night.

"I should eat first because I have to take good care of my health, so that my body does not drop and cause my illness even worse," Alisha told herself.

Alisha eats the cold food lazily even though she has no appetite but she needs intake for her body so that the disease does not get worse.

After she finished eating Alisha cleaned the dinner table and washed her dirty dishes after walking to her room.

As she was about to enter her room, the door opened and Nevan entered the apartment, as usual she only saw Alisha at a glance after walking up the stairs to her room.

"Where did Alish wait for Mas from?" tanya Alisha tried to talk to Nevan.

"Do I need to tell you where I'm from and what I've been up to" Nevan said, stopping her steps and staring coldly at Alisha.

"It is very necessary Mas because Alish is the wife of Mas Nevan like it or not like it is the truth, Alish must know where Mas go and do it out there," said Alisha who did not know where the courage came from until Alisha dared to talk by continuing to look at Nevan.

"So you want to know where I'm from" Nevan said with a slanted smile.

"I'm from Mesha's place and you want to know that I've done it from there! me and Mesha have been on v*nt*do you know what that is?" nevan was full of emphasis in every sentence and a very sharp gaze.

"A fool like you might know that, let me explain it more clearly so that you understand, me and Mesha have just had a husband and wife relationship doing a hot struggle in bed! are you satisfied now that I've told you all that, huh!" nevan said he brought his face closer to Alisha's.

Hearing Nevan's words, Alisha looked at Nevan with a trembling gaze and eyes that began to heat up, her tears were in her eyes and ready to slide.

"Do you know that what Mas Nevan and Mbak Mesha are Mas's fault and it is a disgusting thing" Alisha looked at Nevan.

"Why did Mas do something that is clearly wrong while here I am your wife who only asks for a little affection from you, Alish wants Mas to assume Alish exists and consider Alish Mas Nevan's wife," alisha said with tears beginning to fall from her eyes.

Hearing Alisha Nevan's words just chuckled.

"Keep you think I care about that! not at all, you hear this well here it is you who are more wrong because you have been present in my life because you have seduced my parents so that they force me to marry you, you should realize you don't deserve to be in this position to be my wife because the only one who deserves to be in that position is Mesha not you unlucky lady!" nevan snapped right in front of Alisha.

"Alish never asked Papa and Mama to force Mas Nevan to marry Alish, all of it their own desire our parents," explained Alisha, refuting Nevan's allegations.

"Bulshit you think I believe in your talk! remember this well until whenever I will never accept you as my wife so you should no longer act sweet and pretentious in front of me because I will never be fooled by your looks that," Nevan said with eyes that were red with anger.

After that he went from there up the stairs and into his room by slamming the door very hard.

Alisha dropped her body on the floor she cried so much sitting on the floor.

"I'm wrong Mas if I love you so much that I can't get away from you. am I wrong for having maintained this feeling for you despite being hurt so many times by you," alisha said in a soft voice and continued to look at Nevan's tightly closed door.

"Am I wrong O Allah for staying here and making Mas Nevan continue to do wrong things, is this love wrong O Allah if indeed this love is wrong why do you present a great love in my heart for him if this love is really wrong O Allah .. Why O Allah." Alisha kept crying she saw the ceiling of her apartment and hit her chest several times due to the tightness that was getting squeezed.

Although Alisha already knew all that but apparently heard Nevan who spoke directly really more hurt like stabbed a very sharp object many times.

I do not know how long Alisha cried on the floor until the crying gradually stopped and only a small sobbing was left.

"Do I have to give up, God, do I have to stop my marriage from just getting here? and let Mas Nevan and Mbak Mesha be happy," said Alisha when she rubbed her wet cheeks and woke up to her room with a shaky step.

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