Unknown Love's

Wanna Go Home

Erlangga still tightly hugged Kinara's body.

Slowly he began to release his arms and looked at his wife's face.

"Dear thank you, you still want to give me a chance" said Erlangga, his hand gently touching Kinara's unraveling hair.

Kinara just smiled. If he recalled the incident earlier this afternoon at the mall, his chest felt tight again.

"I will tell you everything, so that you understand and no longer misunderstand" Erlangga said carefully.

Kinara actually did not want to bring it up again, but the curiosity that seeped in him made him sit listening.

Finally Erlangga told me about Viona. Tells how their initial meeting, until they get married and finally divorced.

Throughout listening to the story, Kinara's feelings really raged. She did not expect that Alya, her student at school, was her husband's biological child and Viona, a woman she had just met and made her friend turned out to be her husband's ex-wife. Kinara was completely inexhaustible.

Especially when she learned that Viona and her husband's divorce in the past happened because of her husband's selfishness. A similar story, which he heard a while ago from Viona.

'How could he behave like that? she who I thought was kind, loving, understanding, turned out to be that lofty', Kinara was busy with her own thoughts

"Now you know everything. There's nothing more I'm covering up about you, baby. But believe me, after that incident I promised to change. I promise to love my future companion even more, and that's you, dear", Erlangga clasped Kinara's hands tightly together.

Kinara did not know how to respond to it in any way or expression.

"When my parents first talked about our matchmaking and I was watching you every day just to know what you were like, especially when I was guiding your script and we went together, it was then that I realized, your presence brought something different to my life. I love you, I love you so much", Erlangga still trying to convince Kinara that she has changed.

Kinara tried to smile.

"Yes, thank you for loving me so much. Then, about Alya, how?", Kinara was still curious.

"At school, during my time as her teacher, Alya often looks moody. Every time I ask, Alya always tells her sorrow for missing her father figure, even on father's day, she cries, she is sad because her father did not come. Only Oma Diah always accompanied and persuaded him", Kinara explained. Crossed back Alya's innocent face in her memory.

Erlangga took a heavy breath.

"As for Alya, Viona met me several times. He asked me to come back to him, be together again as before and be a whole family for the sake of Alya's happiness. But I don't want to, I can't possibly do that because it's wrong and it will definitely hurt you. After all this time and forever, I only love you" Erlangga replied carefully.

Kinara was surprised by the other honesty of her husband's mouth. She did not expect that Viona had been communicating with her husband all this time.

"Sorry dear, I didn't tell you that Viona had met me a while ago", as if Erlangga could read Kinara's heart because of her altered facial water.

"Mas, if that way Alya can be happy, that's fine. I'm letting you go back to Viona. What Viona said was true, pity Alya", Kinara's lips trembled saying that.

He did not know exactly how he felt about Erlangga. Although Erlangga always said love to her, but Kinara was not sure of her own feelings. I don't know what happened to his heart, there was a deep pain there when he was forced to say that.

"No! I'm not going back to Viona. I accept and love Alya as my son, and I will raise her. But not in such a way!", Erlangga's voice raised, he could not believe Kinara could say that so easily.

"But mas, Alya really needs your presence by his side".

"Listen, I'll always be there for Alya, but I don't have to do things I don't want to and will obviously hurt you. Alya can stay with us occasionally or I can visit him regularly too, right?", Erlangga did not accept Kinara's advice.

Kinara took a deep breath, she tried to control back her feelings.

"I'm sorry if I said that wrong. But one thing you must remember, whenever you want to go back to Viona, I let you go mas", Kinara got up from her seat and walked towards the room.

Erlangga soon caught up with Kinara and held her tightly.

"No, I won't do it even if you let it go. I love you, I love you only. Please, don't talk about this anymore" whispered Erlangga lirih.

Tears dripped from Kinara's eyes. Actually, he could not imagine what if it was true he had to let go of Erlangga or had to share his love with other women.

Erlangga raised Kinara's chin. Their eyes stared at each other, as if expressing their feelings for each other.

Erlangga gently rubbed Kinara's tears, she moved her face closer and cup, Erlangga landed a soft kiss on Kinara's lips. Kinara did not refuse the kiss, although she still stiffly replied to him, but somehow, she enjoyed it a lot.

The kiss deepened, their breaths as if they were restrained. Erlangga expressed all her love sweetly.

"Come, now that we're asleep, you must be tired" Erlangga said after the friendly kiss was over. He carried Kinara's body and laid down beside her. They sleep hugging each other.

**

"Tomorrow I'll go back to Bandung. I have to go see them. Yes somehow, I have to meet them", muttered Viona.

He looked at Alya who was sound asleep beside him. There was a deep day whenever Viona stared at Alya's innocent face while sleeping.

The shadow of the past as she went through her own pregnancy, giving birth and taking care of Alya herself, always made her shed tears. Only Oma Diah, his mother who had always been there and strengthened him so that he could survive so far.

"Hallo ma, tomorrow I and Alya go home. What do you want her to bring?", Viona called her mother.

"Not bother to bring gifts for mom, son. You and Alya go home, my mom is happy. Mama is lonely here without you" replied Oma Diah.

Viona smiled, they talked for a while before the phone was over.

**

Early in the morning, as usual after the morning prayers, Kinara prepared breakfast for her husband.

Erlangga chose to sit while checking email from the office.

His phone vibrates

"Yes Son, why?".

"Morning sir, today I have a meeting schedule at 8 am with the Ganindra Group company. Sorry I forgot to report yesterday".

"OKs. Where's the place?".

"Yesterday Mr. Erik, deputy director of Ganindra Group asked for a meeting to be held in our office, sir".

"Good, get everything you need ready".

"Good sir".

Kinara approached her husband with a cup of warm sweet tea.

"Meeting is it?", he asked.

"Yes, I have a meeting at 8 am", replied Erlangga short.

Kinara smiled, 'This husband is so busy', inwardly.

"Mmm.mas, there's something I want to say" said Kinara hesitantly.

"What?", Erlangga sipped her sweet tea.

"Lusa I have to go back to Bandung, mas".

Erlangga scrunched his forehead.

"Quick that? wh why? are you still angry with me or do you not feel at home staying here?", Erlangga flocked Kinara with a question.

Kinara shook her head.

"Not me, that's not what I meant. I've been here two weeks. Well, on the 20th I have a board meeting at the school to prepare for the new school year, so I have to go home early to prepare for it all" Kinara explained.

Erlangga took a deep breath.

"Oh so. Honey, I really want you to stay here with me. Can't you stop working? I will guarantee all your needs", Pinta Erlangga.

Kinara was silent for a moment.

"Mas, I believe you can meet all the needs even my wishes. But as I said before, no matter how I want to keep working so that my knowledge can still be useful for many people and it is also my passion, mas", replied Kinara carefully.

This time it was Erlangga's turn to be silent to hear his wife's answer.

"I promise you, I'll take good care of myself as long as I work and we stay as separate as ever. I will also continue to fulfill my obligations when I am with you or even when I am far away, yes", Kinara holds Erlangga's hand.

Erlangga smiled, there was a chill in her heart.

"Alright if that's what you want. I'm allowing. But regarding your obligation as a wife, when can I ask for it?", asked Erlangga teasingly.

"What do you mean?", Kinara did not understand what her husband meant.

Erlangga smiled mischievously, her gaze turning wild looking at Kinara. That action had already explained the meaning of Erlangga's question to him.

"Mmm.if it's about that obligation, I.m..mmm..mas said don't think about it" replied Kinara nervously, her face had begun to blush. He deliberately answered by lowering his face, embarrassed.

Erlangga still teased him. His hands began to touch Kinara's waist, pulling his wife's body closer.

"Why? it's hard for you to answer, baby", whispered Erlangga in Kinara's ear that made her feel amused.

Kinara's heart was pounding even tighter as Erlangga began to kiss her hair and gently touch her neck.

"Mas.".", Kinara tried to resist, but Erlangga's movement was faster. Now that she had locked Kinara on the sofa, her lips kissed Kinara's white neck.

"Mas.".", Kinara still tried to release herself, but failed. A few minutes Erlangga still kissed Kinara's neck. Makes Kinara's body hot. Several times Kinara sighed.

"Already, get up", Erlangga raised his wife's body slowly. He was happy to have left a trail there unnoticed by his wife.

"Why do you always do such a no-no?", Kinara protested. He took back his clothes.

Erlangga laughed a little.

"Because it's my right and it's your duty, dear" Erlangga replied lightly.

Kinara lowered her face, embarrassed. She realized that she had not fully fulfilled her duties as a wife.

"Let's have breakfast" Erlangga asked.

Kinara followed her husband to the dining table. This morning Kinara made chicken soup and omelet.

"Wow, this is so good, baby. Thank you for making this for me", praise Erlangga sincerely.

Kinara smiled happily to see her husband greedily eating his homemade breakfast.