Unknown Love's

Unknown Love's
The Erlangga



"Darling, I'm leaving first. As long as I'm gone, be careful at home. If there is anything, do not hesitate to come to your mother's house. I always ask you to help and take care of you. Make sure your HP is always active so that I can easily contact", Erlangga said before her body entered the car.


"Yes, I'll be fine here. You be careful, keep eating, resting and praying while there. Let me know if you've reached Surabaya" Kinara replied before kissing her husband's hand.


Erlangga smiled, he kissed his wife's forehead. Leaving Kinara who was accompanying her departure with a wave of hands.


Kinara immediately went inside the house. There was a hint of emptiness in her heart seeing her husband leave for quite a long time.


'You just left, Mom, I feel so lonely. Have I started loving you?', inner Kinara herself.


**


The next day Kinara was back at school. He was greeted with many congratulations from the parents of the students and received many wedding gifts. Kinara was happy to accept all of that.


"Bu Nara, next week we'll have Father's Day at school. This afternoon after teaching, we are meeting the teacher's hall, yes for the preparation of the event" Ms. Rosa said as she passed Kinara who was about to enter the classroom.


"Well, ma'am", replied Kinara shortly.


Kinara spent the whole day cheerfully at her school. He saw the watch in his hand, 10.30 WIB. There was a break, she called her husband.


Kinara tried to call her husband's number, but there was no answer.


'Maybe he was busy to the point of forgetting to contact me', he muttered to himself. There was unrest in Kinara's heart because from yesterday her husband had not given any news.


Eventually Kinara decided to send a short message to Erlangga.


Me:


Why haven't you told me from yesterday? I'm worried, mas 😔 are you okay there? please call me or answer my message.


She hopes her husband will read the message soon and return the phone.


Today Kinara came home late, at five o'clock in the afternoon she had just landed herself at home.


"Huufftt, tired also turns out, just a few days off once entered seemed to have to adapt again", he complained while throwing himself on the sofa in the family room.


He looked at his HP, there was still no reply to messages or calls from Erlangga.


Ddrrt.


Kinara's HP trembled, Kinara quickly picked it up without seeing who was contacting him.


"Hallo mas, why are you calling me now? are you all right? I was so worried about your situation there, you evil", leaned Kinara a moment after she raised the incoming call to her HP.


"Sorry, I'm Farhan", a familiar voice sounded to Kinara.


Degs...


Kinara's heart was beating. He saw the screen of his phone, indeed the name Farhan listed there.


Farhan swallowed his saliva behind the cell phone. He did not expect Kinara to have completely forgotten about it.


"What's wrong. Sorry to disappoint you" Farhan said.


Kinara was silent for a moment, he was still trying to convince himself if the one who contacted him was Farhan. Her best friend, who had been missing for almost a year, could not be reached.


"How are you, Han?", asked Kinara clumsyly. It was like talking to a stranger.


"My news is good, how are you and your husband?", asked Farhan back.


Kinara bit her lower lip, "Mmm.Our news is good. I'm surprised after all this time you couldn't call me, now you call me. Sorry about that, I thought Mas Erlangga called me", replied Kinara honestly.


There was a look of disappointment on Farhan's face at Kinara's reply.


"Sorry to disappoint you. Don't you like me calling you like this?", asked Farhan again.


"Oh, not Han. That's not what I meant. I was careless not seeing the call on HP. From yesterday my husband had not informed me, he went to Surabaya and I was worried, that's all", Kinara replied feeling uneasy with Farhan's prejudice towards him.


'Home? she called the man a husband. Perhaps you have truly loved and accepted his presence in your life, Ra', Farhan thought unspeakably.


"Han, where have you been all this time? last time we saw you was in the trial first. After that you left there was no news of me. I tried to call you so many times, there was no response. You were not there at graduation, even on my wedding day you did not come", Kinara had to leave her teeth all this time to Farhan.


Farhan was silent at Kinara's words. He could feel there were shivers of sadness, anger and disappointment in Kinara's words.


"Are you angry with me? is it because I didn't answer your proposal that you act like that to me? do you hate me now that I'm married to another man?", again, Kinara flocked Farhan with a question that stifled her own heart.


The clear circle of her beautiful eyes began to drip. He himself was annoyed at Farhan who had gone missing without any news, but on the other hand, he felt happy finally after a long time Farhan contacted him.


Farhan could hear the sound of a small sobbing of Kinara's cries at the end. His heart just felt so guilty towards Kinara.


"Ra, please, don't cry. I'm sorry I left and didn't tell you. I've never been angry or hated you, believe me. I just want you to be happy whole, that's all" Farhan replied.


Kinara was still sobbing, the teardrops were now turning into cries. He did not know why his heart felt this bad when Farhan contacted him.


"You're evil, Han. If you want me to be happy, you shouldn't act like you did to me yesterday", Kinara still sobbed.


"I'm sorry if my way hurt your feelings. Please, stop crying, I don't want to hear you sob like that" Pinta Farhan. From a long time ago he could not see Kinara's difficulties let alone to grieve like this, especially Kinara crying because of his actions.


"I'll stop crying, but promise you won't ignore me anymore", Kinara wiped away her tears and tried to speak more calmly.


Farhan took a deep breath, not knowing whether or not he should fulfill Kinara's request.


"I never ignored you in the least. I just don't want my existence to disturb your happiness. I will always be there for you, believe me", Farhan's words revealed a smile on Kinara's face.


"I'm glad to hear that. Thank you Han. You have always been my best friend" Kinara replied.


There was a sense of sadness in Farhan's heart to hear the words of Kinara who apparently still considered him nothing more than a good friend. But Farhan knew himself, his situation was different now. Kinara was Erlangga's rightful possession, and he shouldn't have wished Kinara any more.