Unknown Love's

I'm Afraid

It was late at night when Erlangga arrived at his apartment. He didn't want to wake Kinara.

"I'm sure at this hour he must be fast asleep" Erlangga murmured to himself.

Slowly opening the apartment door, the living room looks dim by the light of decorative lights on the nightstand.

Slowly Erlangga closed and re-locked the door of his apartment. At the sight of Kinara sleeping on the living room sofa, he supported his head with both hands while his legs seemed to bend.

Erlangga smiled towards his wife who looked asleep.

He saw the innocent face of Kinara. That face looks beautiful when sleeping. His breath sounded soft, the skin of his cheeks exposed to the light of ornamental lights seemed smooth teasing, making Erlangga could not bear to not pet it.

'It's lucky that I have you, baby. I told you not to wait for me, you still did it', whispered her little heart with a faint smile on her lips.

Kinara didn't budge, she really fell into a deep sleep. Erlangga did not want to disturb him. He immediately went into the room, opened his suit and shirt. After taking a short rest, Erlangga immediately cleaned up.

After cleaning up, Erlangga returned to the living room. Kinara was still asleep in the same position. He immediately lifted up his wife's body, took her into the room.

Kinara blinked her eyes, she felt her body move.

"Lho, mas, you've come home?", he asked in a rather hoarse voice after Erlangga lowered his body on the bed.

Erlangga smiled and gave a small nod, "Sleep, baby", he gently kissed Kinara's forehead and pulled out a blanket to cover her body.

Kinara smiled faintly, "I'm sorry, I didn't know you were coming, I fell asleep" he said.

Erlangga put her body into the same blanket, she saw Kinara who was now staring at her.

"What's wrong. I told you, you don't have to wait for me, baby. Next time if I'm late, go to bed first, in the room yes, not on the sofa again", Erlangga pinched slowly Kinara's cheeks.

Kinara smiled at her husband's behavior.

"Come here", Erlangga spread out her hands, she patted the chest of her field, asking Kinara to lay her head there.

Without waiting for any more cue, Kinara moved her head to Erlangga's chest. Erlangga hugged her tightly, she kissed Kinara several times on the top of her head and gently stroked her hair.

There was a deep warmth that Kinara now felt. Although he still felt awkward with all the sweet attitude of Erlangga, but Kinara tried to get used to him.

"I love you", whispered Erlangga softly, he tightened his hold.

Kinara lifted her head, she looked at her husband and smiled.

Their eyes clashed with each other. Erlangga's right hand clenched Kinara's chin slowly to get closer to her face. Their faces are now very close.

Erlangga did not wait for long, he gently elus cheeks his wife and cup, he began to kiss Kinara's lips. Kinara was somewhat surprised by her husband's actions, but she did not refuse.

Erlangga deepened his kiss. His hands were clenching closer to Kinara. His right hand gently stroked Kinara's hair and back, making Kinara's body tremble. There was another feeling in his heart.

Slowly, Erlangga began to lay down Kinara's body. Their lips have not yet been separated from each other. Erlangga's position is now above Kinara's body. Both of his hands gently squeezed Kinara's fingers.

Slowly Erlangga released his kiss from Kinara's lips. Now he moved, showering kisses on Kinara's neck. Kinara started to feel the heat in her body.

"Mas, aaaahhh.", his sigh as Erlangga's lips sucked gently on Kinara's neck.

Erlangga smiled her smile, she was happy to hear Kinara's sigh that she had never heard before.

Erlangga's right hand began to guerrilla. He did not miss to touch and gently squeeze Kinara's chest. Makes the owner feel the heat in his body.

"Honey, I want us to do it tonight, can we?", whispered Erlangga quietly in Kinara's ears, making Kinara surprised and amused.

"But mas, I.aaahhh", Kinara sighed again. Whether since when, the pajamas over Kinara have been open, showing the contents in it which is now being enjoyed by Erlangga.

Erlangga's game is getting more violent. He was so passionate about his wife. Especially hearing Kinara's sigh that was so tempting to him.

Kinara's face turned red with all the treatment Erlangga had never suspected.

Erlangga let go of his kiss, he stood up for a moment to open the shirt he was wearing. Now Erlangga was bare-chested, making Kinara embarrassed to see him.

Erlangga smiled at the behavior of his wife who closed both eyes and was busy closing the upper part of his body that was already open.

"Why baby? don't be shy, I'm your husband. You can see my body as much as I can, as well as me" said Erlangga relaxed. His words made Kinara go awry.

Kinara was still closing her eyes, she tried to get up and shift the position of her body to avoid Erlangga, but apparently Erlangga did not allow that.

He then re-captured Kinara's body. Clamping both of his wife's legs with his burly legs.

"Come, open your eyes", Erlangga pinta gently while rubbing Kinara's cheek.

Kinara answered him with a headband. Erlangga was anxious to see his wife's behavior.

"Open baby, I ask you", whispered Erlangga in Kinara's ear.

I don't know what happened to her, as if Kinara could no longer refuse her husband's request. Slowly he opened his eyes, his blushing face further aggravated Erlangga who saw him.

"Mm.mas, a I, I'm ashamed, mas", Kinara's voice rang out, his eyes were already opened but he tried to turn his face away from Erlangga.

Erlangga smiled, she brought her face closer to Kinara's face which she pointed at her, "Get used to yourself, dear".

Kinara had no idea what to say. His current position was completely wrong. He wanted to wake up, but Erlangga had already locked his body. He wanted to refuse, but he had no reason to. However Erlangga was her husband and it was only natural that she asked Kinara for her rights.

Several months they were married, never once Erlangga and Kinara fulfilled their obligations like a husband and wife. But Kinara felt she was not ready. This is what he has been afraid of all this time. She doesn't know what to do but be honest with her husband.

"Mm.mas, I, I'm afraid", Kinara's voice sounded soft. He hesitates to say that, but he cannot lie to himself who is really afraid.

Erlangga released his foot clasp. Now he chose to sit next to Kinara, letting his wife wake up from her previous position.

"Sorry, mas", Kinara felt guilty.

Erlangga stared in Kinara's still blushing face.

"What's wrong, you don't have to apologize. I shouldn't be asking for it now. Go to sleep" said Erlangga while returning to wearing a shirt that he had taken off.

Kinara lowered her head. He felt guilty about his words and attitude at this time. She could see the disappointment on her husband's face.

"Mas, I.", Kinara had not yet spoken, again Erlangga had covered her mouth with a kiss.

Kinara received the kiss, even now she wrapped her hands around Erlangga's neck, leaving her top pajamas that she had closed from earlier now open again.

Both kissed inside. Erlangga played softly on Kinara's lips even though Kinara still responded stiffly, and without Kinara noticing, Erlangga's hands buttoned back his pajamas that were open.

For a long time they kissed, until finally the kiss was ended with the breath of both of them gasping for breath.

"Sleep here", Erlangga patted again the chest of his field after he positioned himself and rearranged his breathing.

Kinara immediately put his head back there.

"I'm sorry, I'm still feeling guilty.

Erlangga kissed the top of Kinara's head.

"No, baby, don't apologize again. I'll wait for you until you're really ready to do it. I love you", Erlangga's words nourish Kinara's heart.

Kinara answered him with a nod of the head. According to him, Erlangga is a really good adult man. He could understand and treat Kinara as what Kinara wanted.

Time continued to run, now both of them were asleep with a hug.