UNINTENTIONALLY

Episode 123

STALKER

Vanya's happiness really feels today. In fact, the happiness he felt was very simple. Seeing her mother accept her brother back, what a happiness that Vanya may find hard to believe in.

Previously, the Mother always did not want to bring up Arka. But now, finally the hard heart like the great wall of China finally collapsed with the arrival of the baby, Nero.

The world is indeed full of mysteries, unexpected things that happen today make Vanya know. In fact, it is the harmonious family that allows him to enjoy a beautiful life.

After swerving the mother, Vanya returned to work. But unlike the previous days, this time Vanya felt very satisfied. Even while working in the restaurant, he was seen to be buzzing with excitement.

"Mbak Vanya why? How about smiling to yourself?" ask his friend. As Vanya stroked the cash register, the surrounding workers noticed his face. "Tumbens. Not as usual."

"It's okay" replied Vanya, shaking her head. But his happy expression was very visible in the eyes of his coworker— friends.

"But Vanya looks happy. What the hell is it? Come story... The story to Tini," her friend shrewdly pushy while teasing.

Vanya remained adamant, she did not want to share happiness. Moreover, this happiness is very rarely seen, it is a shame to indulge in happiness that according to other families is common.

"Come dong Mbak, the story to Tini," whined the woman. He tightened on Vanya's shoulder nonstop. "Tales dong to Tini. I'm curious, Mother."

"There's nothing, Tin" replied Vanya. "There's just something you don't need to know. Nature confidential. You don't have to know."

"This is guessing, Miss Vanya shot a guy huh?" tini said guessing with a funny expression.

"No" answered Vanya quickly. "Don't worry, I can't be like that."

"Come Ma'am. Don't lie to Tini. Remember, lying is partly from the expert Ma'am Vanya. Hayo, ngaku. You must have met a handsome guy!"

Vanya swiped while shaking her head at the child. His curiosity, makes Vanya not so concerned about him. Vanya said nothing, only continued his work, ignoring the question-filled speech.

Although he whines for a secret, Vanya is reluctant to reveal this to anyone. Vanya must be stubborn.

Even though Vanya ignored that younger peer of hers, still. This girl still follows Vanya wherever she goes.

But, incidentally when Vanya was working, Arka who had stopped by just eating at work Vanya, called the waiter. His meal with his wife was finished.

Vanya first approached Arka. He wants to avoid Tini's squabbling.

"So, I don't want to go back to the hotel. Coincidentally tomorrow there is actually an important meeting, also Mbak Anita there is a seminar between surgeons se—Indonesia. So we're going home to rest first. You wanna come?" arka said to Vanya.

"Vanya's work is a lot of sis. So Vanya can't go here. Anyway, if Vanya's with big brother, who's Papa taking care of?" answer Vanya.

"That's right, Ka," said dr. Anita's holding Nero. "Kan Vanya now works part time. He must be busy."

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Since this afternoon, Dinda was alone. She sits in the cafe where she used to hang out with Eva at High School. There, he sat daydreaming, not wanting to disturb anyone.

But—now Dinda's home. It might have been hours sitting in a cafe like people lost hope of life.

Dinda went down the shoulder of the street in her housing complex. When carrying a cardboard box containing his belongings, somehow the feeling of wanting to forget Steve can not be lost from his mind.

Dinda's thoughts, which continue to be focused on Steve, are followed by a thought about his fate in the future.

"I didn't expect that from today I would be part of the millions of unemployed youth. I haven't even had a chance to make Mom happy." While walking down the sidewalk of the complex, Dinda nagged.

Walking, he said as he kicked around a used drink can that accidentally stopped by his black heels.

This was the worst nightmare he had never expected before. On this dimly lit, sometimes dimly lit road, Dinda had to complain. Oh, before, the dream of loving a man like Steve never once imagined in his mind.

This time, however, Dinda became opium. He already felt a dependence on the presence of Steve that he had once avoided. Honestly, that guy has driven her crazy out of love.

From the front of the housing complex there is a busway stop. So, Dinda walked a bit into the housing complex.

No one wants sadness in their life. Everyone wants happiness. Whether it's a momentary happiness, but the point is people really want to avoid sadness. But it was different from what Dinda felt.

The comparison of Dinda's happiness with her sadness is very significant. Compared 10:90. Where the sense of happiness is only a moment, which is a lot of endless sadness.

In retrospect, Dinda wanted to blame fate. It is fate that makes it this way.

Meet the man who is loved. After that, an unexpected disaster. Then split up in the end. All of this is destiny.

Maybe, if I hadn't met him at first. I might not go crazy like this. Thinking of him every moment of— truly makes me tormented.

Missing is hard, it's just that I'm not a strong woman. Where I can endure the pain will be lost. Even if time could be turned back, I didn't expect to know him or fall in love with him.

Again, I hope I don't want to meet him. That beautiful dream turned out to be just a glimpse in my sleep. And it'll all be over when I wake up the next day.

All this is destiny. It was fate that brought me to that man. Destiny also turned me crazy for her love. Because of fate, I must be irrational.

Then! From this moment. The beautiful dream that was ever built. I'll tear it down, then bury it deep. I want to forget that dream, before I suffer for it. It's hard to forget the beautiful dream with him, even though I've tried hard.

Pardon me! Maybe I'm selfish. Just because of a letter containing a farewell. I did this first.

I know this is too much. But—lfeel pain will miss the mixed will of news, making me unworthy to be a woman worthy of a man who approaches the word perfect in every way. Waiting for the uncertain for me is like looking for footprints in the middle of the water. Feels futile.

Today, I, Dinda! You may have to stop dreaming of craving the love of a man so perfect. My love and love are different. Sorry, this time I had to forget you—Steve. Even though I can't do it, I try to do it.

Where, ahead. Whether you are healthy or not. Maybe you'll see me with someone else. Stand on a mop, throw a bouquet of flowers.

Honestly, I can't imagine that happening. Marry someone other than you. I find this very strange, but—destiny must separate us.

Dinda cried bitterly in the dark of the night. Efforts to hold back so as not to shed tears, it makes Dinda more unable to stem the tears.

As he muttered softly, that sad face just kept wanting to cry. As hard as Dinda's heart refrained from crying, however, still she could not stop.

The man had ruined his peaceful and peaceful life. A man without a heart doesn't tell him.

Then, just after Dinda stopped crying, she endured the grief. Dinda realized, that she had been followed by someone. Oh—exactly since he was in front of the housing complex.

Dinda occasionally looked back, looking at who was behind her back. At first Dinda thought it was just someone who was one-way with her. But— "Did he follow me since?"

Dinda glanced at him at a glance, it was unusual for Dinda to see people linger. Dinda estimated that the person dressed in black was a man. It's almost the same height as— "Maybe it's Brother Johan?"

Even though Dinda knew, the road she had gone on was a bit quiet and dark, Dinda remained indifferent. His heart did not feel the slightest fear or perhaps horror.

Dinda resigned as the man continued behind her. Ah, her resentment today overcame her fear.

Sometimes Dinda looked back. The man who was almost Johan-like in height, continued to follow him from a distance of several meters.

Because I felt followed by this guy. Dinda twisted her body forcefully, then. "Are you following me?" tanya Dinda was a little bit sniffy. "If you intend to become a STALKER. I'm just warning you, that I'm a poor and despicable girl. There's no profit you can get by following me."

As Dinda said loudly to the man—he who was wearing a black Hoodie to cover his head was a bit glued. His hand was put in the hoodie pocket, Dinda guessed that behind me it was a sharp weapon.

"Why silence?" yelled Dinda who was already upset. "If you want to kill me. I'm ready! Women like me deserve to die. It'll just dirty the face of the earth or even add to the burden."

I don't know why, when Dinda said that. Dinda was relieved that death had picked her up. In the presence of the man, whom he may consider a criminal, Dinda wishes he had taken his life. To make him feel free from this cruel world.

"Don't shut up! Quickly you kill me. I'm tired of waiting for my death right now!" shouted Dinda again who was impatient for death.

The man in front of Dinda pulled something out from behind his jacket pocket.

Dinda knows, this is the end. He could guess, if this man had been after her since.

"And finally I will die in front of this man" said Dinda slowly. Dinda closed her eyes, hoping that she would not feel the pain of sharp objects as she unsheathed her body. "If I die. I wish I could meet that irresponsible man. Then I'll fuck him in hell. For leaving me without this certainty."

The man walked over to Dinda. When he arrived at Dinda's side, he whispered in her ear. "Sorry Miss. I think you should go to a mental hospital. Maybe your brain is short" he said, burning a cigarette.

A moment later she passed, leaving Dinda who she thought was a stressed woman.

"I'm mentally ill?" what the greatest humiliation of Dinda's life. No one had ever dared to say that to her before that. "Hey. Strange man! Kill me if you want. I'm ready to be your mash!" yell Dinda again.

The man who had walked in front of him, snorted. "Women crazy. Ironic life, I have to endure his death. It's crazy!" objurgation.

Why he would not act. Is he not a criminal?

Dinda drifted to look at the black hoodie's back. The man who had already left, left behind poignant words for her. But, the fragrant body earlier, similar—

"Could she......!"

"Sir Dinda why are you standing here?" reprimand Miko as Dinda watches the man in front of her. Niko and Miko are behind Dinda.

Miko admonished him first, let alone her brother standing in the middle of the dark sidewalk. There was not even the slightest illumination around them.

"You guys?"

Niko nodded. "We've had an inter-city basketball race since this afternoon. That's why I came home a little late" Niko told me. As he said, he played and spun the basketball in his hand.

"Oh! Brother, don't you know?"

Miko, who was playing a mobile phone while walking, shook her head to hear her brother's words. "How can my sister know. My sister did not leave the room this morning. That's why you missed information?"

"Oh, yes. Brother was bad luck this morning," sambar Dinda fast.

"Sister Dinda misfortune because it is still a bucin brother Steve. Don't get me wrong that he's been senile lately" Niko whispered to Miko. She tells, because Miko always ignored her brother, Dinda.

"What do you whisper?" ask Dinda. "What are you talking about?"

"It's nothing. Just having a discussion about tomorrow's game" Miko replied.

But, hearing Niko's confession earlier— Miko actually wanted to chuckle. Her sister really understands her brother who has started to become a love slave of Steve. In the past, Miko remembered very well that her brother hated Steve.

Keeping a distance won't even look at the man. But after the man disappeared without a trace, now it feels that now the situation has been reversed.

"Let's go home. It will soon rain" said Dinda. They went hand in hand, but in Dinda's hand drew attention.

"What is that brother in the hand?" ask Niko to know.

Dinda saw the cardboard she was carrying. It was clear that it was his stuff, but he forgot—if his sister did not understand about this resign.

"Silver stop," Dinda replied.

"Well!! Stopped?" sahut Miko first. "Aren't you really quitting Steve's company?" said ensure.

Dinda nodded. "More tomorrow you'll be unemployed."

Suddenly like this, Miko thought that it was not her brother. Never was her brother ambitious or unyielding. Miko knew that working in Wong's office was her dream long ago. But, now— "Are you sure of this decision?"

"If you're not sure. There's no way dong brother chose to resign."

"This has nothing to do with no news of Steve, right?" Niko chimed in with a hasty guess.

"Why you should connect with Steve. Brother never thought that this resigning had anything to do with him." Dinda had to lie, even though Niko related it correctly. His two younger siblings will be mocked all-out if they know Steve actually caused this mess.

Although Dinda tried not to bring up Steve. But the people around him know that Steve is the cause of all this. The man did leave a good impression on the people around him. To the point that everyone cannot forget it.

"Mom already knew that brother would resign?" said Niko who was a little attentive.

"Mom was the first to know."

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