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Gathering

After breakfast and a little chat I was asked to go on stage to play guitar and sing with him.

I started to stare at a point in front of me and started to concentrate and strum the guitar strings, start the intro and start singing, you know the title of the song Himawari no Yakusoku , it's the title track of the movie Doraemon stand by me.

I sang it in Indonesian, it made the people who were in front of me instantly silent and looked at me, some of whose faces became grim, and some immediately sobbed.

I could only shed tears again and again. I still remember all the advice of my mother before she left us, mother once told me if one day she left me I should always smile completely the same as the lyrics of the song.

"Why are you crying, but I am not crying

How sad I am, I don't even know what's wrong with me

Even a bad day from which we both will become precious memories

I want to be with you, what can I do to always be around you

Always and forever, I just want you to laugh

Like a sincere sunflower like your tenderness and all your warmth

One thing I want to tell you is that I'm happy to be here

If only we separated and the future would separate us

I believe these steps will lead me to see you again

Our chaotic and different steps will unite us again

When I'm by your side, I won't forget it

I want when we part, you wave with a smiling face

Like a sincere sunflower like your tenderness and all your warmth

I'd like to return it, but I'm sure "Enough is enough" that you'll definitely say

I want to be with you, what can I do to always be around you

Always and forever, I just want you to laugh

Like a sincere sunflower like your tenderness and all your warmth

One more thing I want to tell you, I've found the true meaning of happiness."

I came down from the stage I silently stared at Brother Juddan's face.

"alright, be careful."

I went with Bass, there was a sense that stuck in my heart but I didn't understand what this was? whether the impact of the mother's departure or I don't know, obviously I just want to run.

I closed my eyes and leaned against the park bench, sweat flooding my face, I didn't realize I was running so far away from Bass in this park parking lot.

God why did you take my mother so fast! do you know brother Prama and father no longer care for me, brother Prama rarely come home, Prama, even I also rarely meet or just a message on my phone, brother Prama never sends it.

Dad seems to be interested in other women already, I understand my parents' needs, but should be this fast.

An outstretched man's hand gave me a bottle of mineral water.

"For you!" he said and sat next to me.

Who is this guy? she was tall in white with thick black hair and with a bit of Pomade.

"Thank you, but I don't need this." I refused and gave the bottle back.

"No papa, just drink, I won't poison you with that water."

"alright, thank you."

I drank it and leaned back.

"Radika, what's your name?" he said suddenly and extended his hand.

"Mikhayla, nice to meet you."

"Running here often? but this time I saw you?"

"This is the first time I've run."

"You look so tired, you got a problem deciding to run?"

"It's just a small problem, and I need a little escape to relax a little bit."

"Running can indeed bring you to the other side of self-satisfaction, but you should share your problems with the right person, so you can find solutions and your burden is slightly reduced." he advised me like that, he looked serious with his explanation.

"Well, I'll try your advice, see you again, it's late in the afternoon I have to go back home." I said,

He led me to the parking lot and we went to each other.