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Mother's Travel

It hurts to stare at the person who loves you the most and the one you love the most or the one who is always loyal to be next to you should experience tremendous torment, even her tears never went away from my night.

All the treatment has been done, alternative, medical and everything we can, millions of money we can find but everything seems useless, mother still screams pain, and her body is getting weaker.

Today my mother came back RSUD. His breathing was already disordered, that dark night I could only pray, rest before the almighty, which I believed at that time he would help me, in his way.

"O Allah, the forgiving, the all-knowing, the omnipotent, tonight I am your servant apologizing on behalf of my mother, if she has committed a sin, then forgive her, if you torture her like this, you better take her away from me, I can't see her withholding pain, my mother's a very good person, she's never been bad to me, she's never been bad to me, I love him, Oh God don't make him feel pain again, I can't."

I said such a word, whether it came out of my mouth, I was a precocious child, and I could ask God not to feel pain again.

Mom's critical, the liver's getting worse, the kidneys aren't working at all, I don't know what happened that night, how strong you were.

On Sunday morning I came with someone who asked me to clean the house or cook.

I kissed my mother's cold hands, she smiled looking at me, I cried it was painful and tight.

"mom, I'm sorry." I remember my prayer last night, I was really afraid of losing my mother, I kissed her forehead many times, she smiled again.

at that time my father was asleep, I went out to buy a drink, while I asked Santi's mother I used to call him, he was the one who helped at home.

"sir, call herdi om Oky, I want to talk, tell them all to come." so I said, even I want to gather all the families today, I want to tell you how fragile I am, and hope they understand.

"yes Mill, I'll buy the pulse first."

"Mom, Milla dear mother, if time can be turned, Milla wants Milla's mother to go to school, that's all." I said, so, but at once I heard a voice coming from the clashing teeth of my mother.

I screamed for Dad, then I ran after Santi who was out of nowhere, when I met in the corridor, me and Santi immediately to the mother's nursery, I watched my father wail, cry to look at my mother, dad hugged me, and I could only look at Dangan's mother in tears.

That's what I thought when the families came.

I want to shout "please you guys! looking at my mom who's a dead body now? where were you when he wanted his family to visit him, you were lost, satisfied you saw me crumbled into pieces? why crying? you're sorry! free tears you won't be able to make my mother wake up." I said round in my heart I wanted to scream.

Herdi's aunt, Ismirah, hugged me, I called her Aunt Ismi.

"Mill, that's strong dear."

"if Milla was strong, would you wake up again? no Aunty!"

I cry again, I want to catch up with mom like her.

Mother was brought back home, I was asked to bathe mother, I returned to crying, mixed with pain but still able to smile when they all asked.

After the funeral, it was raining, it was late in the afternoon, I was in my arms and my aunt, to leave the funeral, but my heart was broken considering how difficult it was to take care of her, and asked her to leave, how much I sacrificed, but the result was zero.