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Depressions

This morning Om came to the conclusion to contact the school so I could rest at home.

Om looked at me who was now speechless with a pale face, a blank look and also tangled hair, om grasped my hand and stroked my hair, Aunt Marwah came and brought food for me.

I know Aunt Marwah is confused and sad, but she's just staring at me.

David kissed my forehead and hugged me, but still I did not budge, until the word appeared in that silence.

"If God were fair, God wouldn't have brought me to a broken family like this" I said slowly and it could still be heard by David.

"Mikha, God is very just, and never think so, om and Auntie love you so much, and will not leave you."

I looked at David and shed tears and again my mouth screamed, highlighting everything I had been waiting for.

"Why did God take the mother, eliminate Kak Prama, and why did you never think I existed, why did he remarry? if God is fair and loves me he won't take away everything I look after!" I sniffled and was silent for a moment.

"GO !!! EVERYTHING IS BETTER TO LEAVE MY LIFE, LEAVE ME ALONE!!!"

I kept fussing indistinctly, and om got more worried. We went to the hospital, and my friends were watching me, they asked me how I felt.

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"How's Micah?"

"Vid, I need another observation, Micah is mildly depressed, it's healing and not worrying but give him confidence that you won't leave him and everything will be fine, make him forget everything that happened."

"How, I want my Micah back, my cheerful and intelligent Micah."

"believe that he will return like your old Micah, leave him here for a while, I will give him therapy."

"Thank you, please help us."

******"

#At the same hospital in a different room

"Dock jiang,"

"Good day, the more day you get excited." said Doctor Chikal to me.

It's my regular schedule of periodic checkups every two weeks once I have to come, try my luck test is fine.

Doctor Chikal has known me for 10 years, he knows exactly how I am.

"How's doc? is there progress?"

"Yes, the better the day, still playing with the goose feather?"

"Of course, how can I refuse his charm."

"Radika, I have good news, you don't have to wait another 5 years, because your condition is improving quickly, your blood plasma has returned to normal, and if it continues to be so, if it continues, one year it looks like the treatment could be stopped soon."

"really? I'm so happy then, oh yes doc I met the author of that blog, she's different from her profile picture."

"Hopefully you get her heart, oh yes your father also told you to quickly finish your High School education and return to Japan."

"Lecture and stay with him and see Papi's new life? No! That will never happen!"

"Radika, he's your father, you don't know what's going on."

"I really understand what's going on, sorry doctor Chikal, I seem to have to go."

Then I left the room. I passed through the park, and it turned out I saw Micah but, why with the wheelchair and the infusion? what's with him he looks messy.