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Feelings



Today is Sunday I will come to my batminton club, although since the defeat of Micah was enough to make some people stay away from me, I kept training.


I have told you before that I am now sick and also undergoing treatment along with a series of treatments.


"Hii... Radika, how are you?" He's Judan, my housemate, he knows a lot about me including this treatment.


High body mature tan skin and sharp eyes, Judan is quite handsome and at the age of 14 years old he already has many fans because of his cleverness playing musical instruments.


"What's up bro...yeahhh as you now see it, quite fit and still breathing." welcome me to the reply.


"You are, what about the woman who wrote the blog? you've met him, haven't you?" I asked her, yes, I told her about the woman who made my heart tremble for the first time, even though I was only 12 at the time but I knew this was the last.


I told Judan a lot of stories about the author, he always responded enthusiastically.


"Gue's met him, even closer, but now..."


I lowered my head and smiled and carried my practice bag away with Judan.


"Why bro? don't get too obsessed, girls aren't just one."


"Not that, he's sick now, his psychology is disturbed, the last time he met he was really dropped, until I just can't bear to leave him alone." said I was full of pity.


"Keep what? if I think you should just let go of her, there are still many girls out there who expect a smile from Lo, a girl with mental disorders what do you hope?"


"SIMPLES! WATCH LO!!! You can say anything about any woman in the world, except her! understand Lo!" say me final.


"Yes. sorry I don't mean..."


I could only nod, and continue walking towards the parking lot.


Judan ordered a hot vanilla latte while I was with lemon tea without sugar.


"Sir, I'm curious about the woman on the blog, she's really pretty, isn't she?" said Judan with a smile² flagshipnya.


"She's not beautiful, she's fierce, she's simple, but she's different..."


"What makes him different? body?" he said while winking.


"Gue is not a rich pervert Lo ya. He always hides in his sadness, his smile makes me fall in love, and maybe this is the first and last for me."


" You know what, you're lebay, why lebay? because you will not be able to predict who will accompany Lo later and also Lo will never know when Lo dies."


"But my condition is getting worse and worse."


"Why you say that, Lo don't want to be my friend anymore, You don't want to protect the Lo family from that jerk, inget Dik, just want to be my friend again, You still have many dreams including that writer."


"Gue don't know, maybe this feeling I'll never reveal to him."


"Gue can help Lo so that she can know how you feel about her."


"Thank you, but it tastes better this way, anyways our age is still not enough to play with feelings."


"Who said? falling in love doesn't know age."


"Yes, yeah, but I'm not elo."


answer me quickly, then say goodbye to him.