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Tonight I woke up, often so, the shadow of my mother was imagined again, even the marriage of my father stopped. It's been almost 3 months I haven't seen him, I don't miss just a little curious, what happened in that house.

Dad married mom because mom fell in love with dad, and dad also very sincerely love mom, Eyang I am the owner of the company where dad works, from social status was much different, even, eyang initially disagreed because his only daughter might marry an employee there.

The owner of the largest coal company in Indonesia, even many countries that cooperate with the company.

Whether what happened finally mother and father can get married and one year later pregnant mother kak Prama, doctors have banned the mother to work or anything that can aggravate the work of the heart.

Brother Prama was born and five years later my mother gave birth to me lovingly mother educated me, and father always overprotective on me, at first it's okay, but after I found out one fact my father's mother, my grandmother, was planning badly on my mother, who had started in and out of the hospital still vividly remembered the incident 3 years ago when I was 9 years old, I was indeed a child with perfect memory, even I was like a recording device.

"Anyway, mama don't want to know, you have to get the company, yes in the last dozen years you haven't been able to get it."

"Ma, that company will definitely fall into the hands of David or Danu, because Rina is a daughter and she has nothing to do with the company either."

"Yes, then, find another woman for your happiness, and after all, Rina has started to get sick and maybe she has never served you, right?"

"Ma, I love Quartarina mah, I can't betray her!"

"No, mama's gonna ask Rina to give you a good job in her office."

"So still no mama wants a house, and the contents belong to you, oh yes savings and deposits in the name of Prama and Micah must exist right? mama will also ask for it for your life after the woman dies."

After I heard all their words, I started to rebel against my father, I hate it.

At the age of 12 years I was already sitting in 1st grade High School, my body is not big just high, my body is not big, I got an acceleration for my school because in elementary school level Eyang asked me to home schooling only, because my mother had to go back and forth to the hospital, and no one was watching me.

And it lasted only 4 years, I went straight to the middle level first at the age of 10 years and it only took 2 years for that, then I dropped out of home schooling and went to international school, and this was the first year, it was only a few months, I had to move because of my problems with my father.

Like being gripped every night I always wake up and have trouble sleeping, Aunt Marwah and David sometimes find me crying alone in the middle of the night for no apparent reason.

Tonight I was really not strong enough to hold it, I shouted in the middle of the pitch, I spilled all the tightness on my chest.

I don't care about other people who are disturbed, Auntie and Om come to hug and make me calm, but in fact I even rebelled.

Om contacted his friend who turned out to be a psychiatric doctor, the doctor came in the middle of the night and checked my condition, after injecting something I was able to calm down and sleep well.