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Radical Life

When something comes without you knowing, without being prepared and also without you being able to prevent, you can do anything but accept.

My door was knocked, I knew who else but Mom.

"Lake in!" Excited me who already understands very well what will be said by mama this time.

Hugging me dear mama re-expressed the word.

"When are you mad at me?"

"Why am I angry, do whatever you think is right, I'm just your son who can only obey, right?"

my mother was silent and cold looking at me.

"When you divorced her, she didn't ask for my approval, did she?mom also never asked me if I was happy with your divorce, nor do you know how much pain I experienced after you divorced" I said coldly, and now I'm leaving her in the bathroom.

After my conversation with my mother I no longer cared, I was still at home in this room, and Ersa came back to my room to deliver my food and medicine.

"Sir, why daydream, the air outside has started to cool, do not continue to play guitar on the balcony with this air." he said, and actually the rain had flushed from earlier.

I followed Ersa and sat on my bedroom sofa. "Why are you so diligent it's always been like this?" He just smiled.

"How did the check-up result go this afternoon? any developments?"

"Yes, Chika's doctor said therapy and medicine will be finished by the end of next year, but.." I stopped my speech.

"Why?"

"No, I'm just worried, what if my age will end before next year?"

"No, it's just.. What if I can't express my feelings to Micah?"

"Haha... You're really in love with her?"

"I've already loved him."

"I'll deliver it, I'll be a postal pack for you, delivering a sheet of paper in the canister for him."

I picked up a tube called Ersa earlier.

"You're gonna tell this to her?"

"Yes, sure, I'll be the best for my handsome brother."

"If I'm no longer there, promise me to be happy and smile."

He did not reply but a tear was lodged in his eyes.

Ersa always held back her tears when dealing with me, but I understand that she was hurt.

I hate papi and don't want to receive an inheritance from him not because I'm real but because papi is unfair, he's remarried and has a son, he said, yet the boy did not get the same as me, and should I have fun with the papi treasure while there was no justice in him?

A few years living with papi I just realized that papi is very attentive to me and Ersa, much different from what you said so far.

It was late and I was still thinking about this pettiness about my life that maybe there was no hope anymore, I was fed up with the lies that Doctor Chikal said earlier. I know what my condition is, the drug stopped not because I was cured, but because it can no longer react to my body, and that's why Doctor Chikal suggested that I go back to Japan and move to Germany so that treatment could be done immediately.