Trapped in the Love of Immigrants
I Love You?
Twenty o'clock in thirty minutes, I just got home, and the body threw on the couch. It feels so tired.
“But want one more time, dear? Come on, as a sign of goodbye!” Farah's whining made me gawk.
Who was she with? It looks like from the direction of his room.
“Farah?” call me for a moment of thud, and then he smiles at me with a messy look. My gaze intensely stared at him while narrowing.
“You're here? Who are you with? You don't do—“
“So just ask for a kiss, kok,” My breath sounds. To be honest, I don't even know what to say to her anymore.
“Next time, tell if not go home together, so I don't wait long,”
“Gosh, sorry! I forgot to tell you. The god was suddenly picked up,” obviously.
“God?”
Farah nodded in her wide smile.
“Still remember what I told you? ‘My darling’ it?”
“Oh, okay! Remember our deal, yeah. I want a break, good night!” I said as I was about to climb the stairs, when the woman was still following.
“Oh, okay, night! But, really do not want to acquaintance first with my girlfriend?” I turned my head and found Farah who had been standing a few meters away from me, with her lover— while smiling at me. Men with tall bodies. Looks handsome, but not too clear because the lights have been turned off in this corridor, to only show dimness from the kitchen not far from here. His big smile was seen in the dimness of the night. A sweet smile and like a stranger.
“Not much different, right, from his photo?” I nodded, then waved a greeting omen, at the man named God.
“I Keysa, Farah's best friend. You guys have eaten, right?”
“Yes, we ate outside,”
“Oh, I thought Farah was cooking!” my mouth suppressed the vocabulary I could feel he was looking at me intently in his *** smile.
“Longly lazy, Key,” rebuttal reasoned.
My smile stirs.
“Alright! Nice to meet you, God. Sorry I'm going first, take a break. Night, yes.” My voice that made them smile, then Farah waved, passed first.
“So, Honey, how about that?"
“Why? You do not like... “ vaguely heard their voices that made me smile, as I went back up the stairs to the room.
It feels good to see a happy friend!
As soon as I got to the room, I threw my body on the soft mattress, then smiled as if I had just felt this bed for the first time. My mind is now focused on that man. Who else if not Navroy. Today her attitude has changed sweetly. He smiled more, and also like trying to act cold again, especially answering briefly. But strangely enough, it changed so quickly and returned to its usual state. I don't know what's wrong with him. If he misunderstands, then why is he so cold? Even as if I didn't think of me. At least, as his friend.
Again, I look at the profile picture on his chat account. Navroy looked charming with a wide smile while holding a cool lens camera right next to his face. I sighed, then smiled.
Sometimes, I'm confused by your attitude, Mr. Pakistanis.
I decided to start a chat again with her, after a long heavy sigh.
Keys
Hi, sorry to interrupt. I just wanted to say, sorry I didn't get to tell you. I thought you were busy with your friends. And, thank you, for helping me out.
21:22, November 10th
I typed that sentence long enough, but in the end, my finger pressed the send button. After a while, my face gawked from the blanket that I had drowned there. The subtle clink of that chat made me feel like I was breathing again.
Navroy Gray
Yeah, it's okay. You also seem to be busy with your Iranian boyfriend.
21:23, November 10
*Daughter? Iranians?
What does that mean*?
Keys
A boyfriend? Who do you mean?
21:23, November 12
Navroy Gray
That Iranian guy! The man who was with you when I was about to go home.
21:25, November 10th
O-oh! Holy hooch!
Keys
Really, you just misunderstood. She's not my boyfriend! To be honest, I even just met him. In fact, not even know! He's just a guy who wants to get acquainted and probably wants to be close to me.
21:26, November 10th
I don't know why, I explained all that to her, I just wanted to convince her right now! But why did he misunderstand that?
Long enough he replied to her, even just in the read. Then, the next second....
Navroy Gray
Yeah. I like you too!
21:35, November 10th
Long enough I was stunned. My body seemed to be locked to death, aghast at that sentence that had just entered in the chat that came from it. My veins rippled, then spread around my cheeks, making my body feel stiff. It seems like my chest is shaking, even this hand is like that.
Holy hooch!
Keys
Sorry, what do you mean?
21:36, November 10th
Not yet he replied, my phone instantly turned off and made me grumble indistinctly. It's even really disturbing my night. Until last I remembered, the drowsiness began to attack and forced me to close my eyes while holding a mobile phone.
* * *
This morning the weather was warm. The sky was clear out there, but for some reason, the girl had been in my room. Sitting on a dresser chair, then smiling at me while propped up by my chin. The look on his face was so cheerful with hair that was now neatly severed. Her lips had even been polished on a red lipstick. My smile.
“What dream was last night so early this morning it was fresh so? Even the lips have also ‘lit sexy’!”
Farah scowls. “Still early in the morning already comments, like hater’s in sosmed only! Hater’s, but so caring until the smallest thing was noticed. Haha!” the woman's laughter is a little offensive to the people who only worry about the lives of others on social media.
“Well, this weekend also you off?”
He's nodding. “Holiday, but the same is not,”
I cringe. “Why? Your boss asked you to stay in?”
His smile flickered, then raised his eyebrows teasingly. “Yup! Boss heart!”
Long time I tried to digest the term, but really this thought shorted. Maybe an idiot's face was on my face, so it made him instantly grin. “Who else if not my ‘sayang’,”
My eyes twisted, but he just scattered with his coolness and threw his tiny body arbitrarily over my body. As soon as I groaned and complained, his laughter broke innocent.
“Wake! Then, finish your breakfast!” He yelled after hitting me with a pillow and my Tazmania doll.
“Can you not ruin my sleep? Awake again! After all, it's a weekend, meaning a day of sleep at will!” my timpal drowned my body in a pillow, but he ignored it and still pulled my hand to get up.
“Wait!” I continued to interrupt him which made him stop and look at me.
“What else, anyway?”
“You're good at cooking?” ask me at a glance glance glance at breakfast complete with a glass of water there.
Farah rolled her eyes. “I told you, what's the point of people selling food if it's not bought? It's an alternative as well as a brilliant idea that exists in this century! After all, if there was such an instant, why would you want to bother? Just take time,”
My breath sounded, then pulled out her nose which started to turn red.
“Spending time but profitable, Honey! First, in terms of economics. Second, knowledge. And third, you, the environment and the people around you. Moreover, there is pride in enjoying delicious food and liked by others as well but comes from their own hands,”
“So ... essentially, don't want the chicken porridge?” his god concluded after rolling his eyes, then folding his hands on his chest.
My eyes immediately turned to look at him who had just closed his eyes in the bed. “Chicken slurry? Seriously?”
Farah nodded in a triumphant smile and made me momentarily rise up and sow towards the table.
“Jeez, it smells really good! In fact, like my favorite cuisine in Jakarta first! Buy where?” my lyrics look at it at the end of the sentence.
“Say is profitable, if made by yourself. The kitchen seems empty downstairs! It's just for me!” his sarcasm instantly made me hit his hand slowly, as soon as the white bowl was about to be carried. The ugliness of my best friend instantly echoed.
“Intinya ... as it is! I want to eat! So, can't share!” it was me who made him snort and then smile.
Quite a moment's silence, as he gave me time to eat, enjoy this favorite porridge of mine. Farah only looked at me with a smile that occasionally shook her head as she ate before her voraciously, on the edge of the bed, holding my bowl by herself.
“Good if you like it, so God did not waste buying it,”
My mouthful stopped at once, then glanced at him.
“God?
The woman nodded. “He who bought it, earlier he had stopped by here before jogging in the morning and brought us breakfast. Anyway he said as my apology he represented for yesterday,”
“Oh.”
“You're not angry?”
My smile is riveted among the chaff. “For what? Thats okay! Relax, Bro!”
She was stunned for a moment with my response as I glanced at her silently behind the bangs, smiling.
He really feels guilty? Haha
A smile evaporated between my chews. “Seriously it's okay. After all, behind ‘kedzoliman’ there must be ‘the beauty of hikmah’, kok,”
This time his eyebrows were frowning with a face full of questions. “ Kedzoliman? Beauty wisdom?”
Nod me fast in a wide, plain smile. “I met Navroy there!
“What? Seriously?”
“Wait!” as an instant, then keep the bowl— which is still filled— on the table, then flip through the pillows and blankets on the bed, until it looks so messy. The look on my face now began to worry, when the thing that had been in my mind was now not found.
“What's looking for, anyway? Mobile?”
My eyes now turned to him. “You saw it?” I asked for worry.
The problem is not my phone that I worry about, but the contents of the chat that bothers me to sleep. The content of the chat that still makes me wonder at once deg-degan until now.
“Gosh! I thought what the fuck! Look, your bed is like a ship broke from searching! I'm sorry, but when I was about to wake you up for breakfast, I saw that you were still asleep holding a cell phone. Well, you know for yourself, don't you think, how I wonder? So, when you want to ‘iseng’ check your phone, can not turn on. Since the god had not come home, I entrusted him to take him to the place of service. Tonight your phone can be taken,” he said a little hesitant to tell, occasionally the spotlight was worried in a glimmer of anxiety, glanced at me.
“Gosh! Thank you, Farah! You are so good! Apparently, your excessive curiosity has its benefits too!” my series was carefree who immediately hugged him.
“You're not angry because of my sassness?” surprised to see my response.
I shook my head quickly. “For what angry? It even helps me so much now! there's an important chat that bothers me as soon as possible, ah! My porridge is not finished yet, you know! I want to continue my breakfast first. Thanks so much again!” my riba then I clenched my lips and bit her as her eyes twinkled, as if pleased with the new information she had. Obviously his excessive curiosity was crumpled.
“Why?” he asked in disappointed eyes while following my movements.
“Nothing, just want breakfast, then take a shower. So, please, can you give my privacy?” sarcasm smiled. Then, peek at his pipe. “Thank’s once again!” I continued after pushing him out of the room. He just looked at me curiously and shouted questioningly about what I meant as soon as I closed the door and locked the room.
My wide smile expands occasionally to shake. Feels relieved.
* * *
My body was stunned and silent in my seat on this bed, while reading the contents of the chat from Navroy. It feels like a dream. My eyes did not blink while repeatedly reading the shocking chat and repeatedly recorded and spoken in my mind and heart.
Is this true, God? I still can't believe it, he actually sent it like that?
Really, he managed to freeze me, even making this heart vibrate until it spread throughout the veins. It's a good thing Farah hangs out with her boyfriend, so I don't have to bother explaining the topic that made my cheeks meet red and radiant.
Navroy Gray
Yeah, I like you, I love you. I love you, Keysa.
21:37, November 10th
I read that sentence over and over again, but it still felt the same. It's an amazing taste that makes my heart beat fast and makes these cheeks blush. My blood vessels are still rustling until I can feel them.
Oh my God, is this a dream? He really said it?
I'm trying to catch my breath. Breathing heavily and trying to control yourself.
Nah! I can't get a big head first! Maybe just misunderstand!
I held my finger on the phone's keyboard screen, replying to the man's message which for a second was able to intoxicate me to take my peace.
Oh, shite! come on, Key, hold it!
Keys
Hii. Sorry, just replied to your chat. But maybe you sent the wrong chat to someone. *It’s okay!
19:27,**11 November***
Navroy Gray
Hii. Nightly. No, I really didn't send it wrong. That was for you. *I’m really love you. So, do you want to be my girlfriend?
**19:28, November 11***
Again, he managed to leave me stunned and surprised.
This is true, right? Yeah, God!
My face is really red. Not a few hoses, the ringing of the phone coming from him made me even more surprised. Really, it feels like my cheeks are heating up with embarrassment.
Long enough I stared at the screen of the phone that showed the call in the video call while trying to catch my breath and as calm as possible.
Damnit damnit! My heart is beating fast!
I took a deep breath, then answered his call. The dazzling, charming and handsome face look was fresh and radiant in his wide loose smile.
He paused for a moment to look at me, then the smile appeared again.
Ooh, God! Really melting! Damnit damnit!
My oxygen is almost gone. My heart rate is getting irregular with cheeks still blushing.
“Hai. “ his sigh smiled, staring this time.
“Hai. “ Lirihku be careful.
Shitt's! Can you calm down a little, Heart? Please, keep the cool! Don't embarrass me!
“Are you okay?” his tan, this time in English, was still smilingly staring.
*Either he smiled at me for the look of this stupid face, or whatever!
Why is this worse than a horror movie, anyway? Screaming, oh-sial*!
I nodded, smiling. “Yeah.”
Again, he looked at me, as if enjoying. “So, Do you want to be my girlfriend?”
"What?"
"What is what?"
“You're healthy, right? I mean, maybe you could consider for—“
“Key, really, I love you!”
The deg! My heart seemed to stop beating, not breathing when the intoxicating sentence was clearly heard in her distinctive mellow voice. He looked at me warmly, even that gaze seemed to melt in my eyes and reconcile. Very sincere looks there.
My head lowered, trying to hide my crying smile with a face I could make sure was blushing. Again I asked my heart that this was delusional or real while still trying to calm down.
“If yes, you join in connecting your fingers on this screen, right in the direction of my finger, which is in half-hearted form. But, if not, you just say, nice dream as a sign of goodbye. So, let’s do it!” clearly gave orders.
I looked at him for a moment, in a smile. He was enough to make my world and day disturbed, even my peace was taken by him until my world was only centered about him. Four years of covering yourself with love and burying deep in that wound, even if at any time it can be impregnated, but could it not hurt to let go of that shadow of the past and believe in what is currently happening? Yeah, possibly. Also, when the world starts to cling to it, about it, maybe that's when God raised me up and wanted me to learn from the past, from bitterness. Although in the end, I don't know, what this story will end like.
Dating immigrants and different countries? Hm!
Navroy was still looking at me, waiting for that answer. His gaze still melted in the glare of my own eyes. Then, in the next second, I let the smile rise until it looked as if his eyebrows were frowning in wonder.
"Hm. Nice.... " The face that had been flat when I started to open my voice, then instantly changed and published a wide smile as my finger hooked up to the phone screen, towards her half-heartedly formed fingers, until they both showed a heart that was united. His eyes widened, then smiled loosely.
“Really?” tanyanya could not believe it.
I nodded still in a smile, clearly blushing cheeks still with me. “Yeah, I love you, Mr. Pakistan.”
“Thank’s so much, you want to stay with me.” He smiled radiantly.
“No, but me, thank’s so much!” my elak in a smile. “So, we're Dating?” I looked at him ask.
“Yeah. Me and you, being in a relationship, are dating,” Ngguknya justifies while looking at me radiantly shady.
“*Okay. Thank’s again!”
His clumsy naughtiness sounded and made me smile clumsy. “Okay! Now it's time for you to rest! Nice dream, Baby*!” and the call that first sounded in my senses made me meet red on the cheek.
Looks like I'm used to it!
“Okay. Take a rest! Night, nice dream.” My breath smiles.
“See you!” stare at.
“See you!”
The phone disconnected instantly. I dipped deeply in my face on the blanket, it felt like my cheeks were heating up with embarrassment.
I'm dating her? Really? Seriously? Holy hooch! What a beautiful dream! Oh, my gosh, Thank’s God!
These eyes try to shut and fall asleep at a clock that is still fairly fast in my opinion, but it feels like my bed is so comfortable that I am reluctant to wake up. It seems like my sleep will be good tonight.Once in a while my smile evaporates in my closed eyes.
Damnit damnit! Just a few minutes past, he had already managed to influence me!
I put my head in the blanket, and then went back to sleep.
“Nice dream, Navroy-ku!” my sigh murmured in closed eyes between my wide smile, before these eyes had completely fallen asleep.
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