Trapped in the Love of Immigrants

A Reason

A fairly large room. There are two beds placed in this room and deliberately placed on different sides. Some mid-sized cabinets and air conditioners to the south. Cool enough here.on the north side a fairly wide LCD tivi attached to the wall. Almost this room is different when I used to visit. Even the background of the wall is now soft blue.

My smile broke again, as I so enjoyed this peaceful face that somehow always kept this heart cool. Aye! Right now I'm in that immigrant guy's room, Navroy, who else. I can get here—sitting in this big room while staring at the man in front of me who is resting—because of him. Of course, with the security clearance below and other authorities. Since I was also a doctor, with a little help from the police, finally had a reason to be given permission to enter the place of these immigrants. The place where the immigrants come from Asian countries, are here and are so abstinent especially girls come in here without a strong purpose. Her roommate just came out, maybe gave me some time to look after the guy.

Navroy coughed, I swiftly picked up a glass of drinking water from the dispenser lying on the table not far from his bed.

His eyes opened slowly. Squeezing to refract the light that enters the eyelids, slightly frowning with a confused look, although at a glance then his face back flat again. I helped her wake up from the bed as she was about to sit down, then grabbed the glass in my hand.

“Thank’s.” His mouth that almost whispered softly, then sipped the water until it ran out.

After I took the glass out of his hand and I put it on the table not far from the bed, he apparently returned closed, but in a still sitting condition.

I snuck back that burly body. Although, the dazzling look was bruised from the quarrel with Sadeev, but still, he was so handsome there.

The horror again made my body shudder shudder, when the incident two days ago crossed my mind. In his ridiculous manner, he saved me from the impact of the wooden chair that made him a shield. Stupid, right? Yeah, stupid for a man's size like him. Regardless of his stupid and cold attitude all this time to me. Moreover, I know his body is so crumpled, that he has to undergo routine treatment every day. His spine was slightly fractured, and it took several months to recover everything, which is why it should not be lifting heavy weights, especially the workout for now.

“Until when do I look at my face like that with worry? Don't worry, I'm fine,” said suddenly that makes a sigh heard from me. Apparently from that moment he didn't sleep.

“Sorry!” that's all it sounds from my mouth. My heart flushed with shame.

"Why is it still here?"

"What?"

Her soft breaths were heard almost simultaneously opening her eyes. Highlight his eyes staring at me making me wrong.

"Why don't you go home?"

"Why should?"

He tried to change position, slightly shifting his body to point towards me who was sitting in the chair— beside his bed. His restrained ringing momentarily rang out, perhaps the wound on his back still hurt.

"I have many friends here who can take care of me and take care of me,"

"Can they put the infusion well if you take it off again at any time like you do now?"

"I don't need that,"

"Can they change the bandage well and know which injections or anesthetic drugs are good for your wounds and stitches?"

Navroy shook his head weakly. "But—"

"Then there's no reason for me to leave here. There's no doctor here but me, is there?"

His mouth opened at a glance, probably about to say something, but it didn't. Only a breath could be heard from his mouth. Maybe he better shut up. So maybe he thought. I smile. I don't know since when I started being able to and dared to look him in the eye. Especially when we are talking. Usually I just keep my head down or look away because there was no courage at the time.

“Sometimes, I wonder, why are you so stupid?” suddenly muttered. This time he really made me look at him sharply questioningly. He had opened his eyes, but the view was straight ahead, looking up at the ceiling. “Yeah! Stupid, because it's still good for a man who dumps, a man who doesn't love him. Silly again, even today, he is still willing to take care of the man,” he continued muttering.

“Because I love her so much,”

His eyes turned to look at me. Absolutely, make it a silence. Like not liking, that is the reality.

“Yeah, I love her so much, I forgot how to love myself too,”.

Navroy looked at me more and more, without even touching me.

“Whatever the wound was, no matter how severe the attitude he gave, in the end, I was just immersed in his love. She ... still remains everything to me,” Now I look at her in tears.

“I could have run away from all this, even for a second I did not let it pass by to forget you. Try ... try .. and try, but you know what I got? I fell back, fell in your love. You ... it means so much in my life and indeed the reality is like that,” my sigh stared blankly in a lowered gaze. More and more tears are floating in the eyes.

“Try, Keysa! Try not to love me and forget me,” his sigh that makes my tears flow.

"Why should?" I'm the one I let these tears just run down my cheek.

He was silent, not looking at me this time.

"Because you don't want me, huh?"

His head momentarily turned reflexively towards me, staring intently at me with a glazed look there, as if it was about to grasp my face and say that it was not true. However, in reality, he turned his face away and looked the other way.

She took a deep breath, then turned her head and looked at me in teary eyes. His hand gently gripped my face.

“Yes! I always hoped, you never loved me. In fact, never present in my life,” his sentence like a whip that seemed to force me to realize. My tears flowed for a moment.

“Then what's my fault? Is that as bad as I am until you treat me like this? Why are you just like them? Like my mother left me? Am I burdening you too much? Is it true that they say that I'm an unlucky kid?” I said in tears that immediately pulled me in his arms when in the last sentence.

Again, I sobbed in my helpless cry, but this time, before him, in his arms, in a body that trembled with sobs full of tears.

“You ... will never understand,” whispered darkly still in his tight embrace. I still cry on the chest of his field.

“Then, make me understand!” my demand is urgent, who now lifts my face and looks at it full of tears. He looked at me a long time ago, then his fingers wiped these tears “Please, don't cry anymore! I really can't see you grieving like that, ” admit it's dark looking at me in sparkling eyes.

Navroy got up from his bed. His hand pulled me up on the thick red carpet not far from his bed. Protectively, I carefully and as much as possible did not touch the wounds on his body. Although limping, but he tried hard there, right in front of me. His eyes stared at me intensely. Then, “You still remember this perfume?” it's a sad light that still doesn't take his eyes off me. Navroy reached out, then slowly touched my cheek until I could feel the scent of his favorite perfume that I gave him back then.

A glimmer of smile appeared on my face in sparkling eyes. “Yes, that was your favorite perfume I bought back then, right?” he nodded in acknowledgment in a smile and looked down.

“You know, even it was attached to my body,” muttered with a smile then raised his face and only found the look on the face with my frowning brows.

His chuckle sounded. “Really, it still smells. Wanna prove? Come here!” lightly trying to convince me in her still smiling gaze while pulling me to draw closer to her burly body and making me a little surprised and stunned.

“Come, prove!” yells looking at me down. This time it was rather urgent.

After a moment of silence looking at her doubtfully, I then tried to inhale the scent in question, but instantly those thin red lips landed gently on my forehead. Being there long enough to make this heart shake and managed to make my tears drip, even I felt not breathing and instantly my whole body stopped functioning and pecked clumsily. He smiled there so wide and sweetly, after releasing his forehead kiss, smiling innocently in his exclaiming gaze, though still looking weak.

His hand stretched out to my cheek, then gently rubbed the tears while shaking. “Really, I don't like to see this, I just want to see this,” he said that almost whispered, then both his hands formed a smile on my lips.

“Hey, it looks like the scent is contagious on your body and hands!” she grabbed my right hand, caught a glimpse of it so close to her face, then kissed it warmly and gently, then smiled at me and rubbed off on me.

“Dewana!” the big smile was getting more visible.

“Now, it's time to stop crying and treat sadness!” it was a cheerful cry that made me look at him in wonder.

“Treating sadness?”

Navroy stunned me, as the two long hands grabbed my hands to hang them around his neck, then hugged my waist. My gaze was still there, not blinking and not wanting to spend a second not to look at the handsome face I was waiting for every moment so close and only a few inches away. We were very close, even the scent of his body could be felt. Out of nowhere, the sound of the music— with the song Tum Hi HO sung by Arjit Singh—it came from, but now soft in this room. Favorite music as well as songs of our memories both. The beautiful movements of her soft nun seemed to hypnotize me to move slowly until late in the dance.

My tears were dripping, when I laid this head on the chest of the field. It felt so peaceful at this moment.silent, but as if the world had stopped, yet somehow so wonderful I felt. The groove was still flowing in this room, his hands were still tightly hugging my hips. Then, the next moment, the man's smile appeared as I looked at him. Then, it twisted my body gracefully while the right hand hung over my head in its tight grip, then instantly folded forward like it was clenching tightly until its body was so firmly attached to my back.

We are still moving gracefully, following the music that increasingly takes us drifting in this atmosphere. The next second, my body twisted at a glance to face him while the other hand fused in the grip and the other clasped my hips. Every now and then the dazzling smile broke out, then ended in a death wink that still managed to make my eyes widen but in a shy smile.

“You like it?” she asked softly, almost whispering, as the hand slowly turned to her neck, then hugged my waist. He smiled broadly as I nodded. That look didn't even let me go.

“Very,” lirihku enjoy every second while we still move in the dance, to and fro. “And you?”

The smile in the gnawing gaze completely melted. “Over than you think. I even just did it with a woman,” admit it.

My eyes widen. “So all this time only men?” gurauku yaang make his kekehannya sound on the sidelines of this music.

“Dewana!” my smile has been long.

“You know, I feel even more alive and happy with you,” he murmured in a whisper. The words in his stare were as sincere.

Navroy pulled me closer and closer, until this hug was so tight. We have now stopped dancing. “Thank you for loving me, Babe, even with all your sincerity,” he muttered admitted.

“Thank you, you noticed it, and also ... this beautiful moment,” I whispered in his warm embrace.

Again, the hug came back very tightly, as if to vent the longing that had been shackled for so long. Until I realized, for the first time, I felt tears with her. Yeah, she's crying! My shoulders are so wet from her crying.

I don't know since when, those sweet lips were there gently. Gently rubbing, poking, and then sucking gently to make me compensate there. He kissed me, a kiss that was so long there while still in his tight arms. His hand moved occasionally by stroking my hair, putting the jemera in between these hairs, then clasping my face until we dissolved in silence, still in the beautiful music.

And here I am, standing with you, with all my love for you!

“I love you,” whispered in between her kiss that made me kiss her more enthusiastically.

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