Toxic Relationships

Hatreds

we have been dating for 6 months and various events have happened to me.

from the teacher's innuendo, the teacher's wet stature, in excommunicated temen, until yes the value was down.

this is still the beginning not yet the end.honestly I nyesel dating and I nyesel mintak this it to doi.

I don't know why I can be like this. love her so much. until I close the behavior that I never made to me.

sampa ngebela die in front of my own team, until I do not hear the advice of temen.

haha may have been fate eh destiny is not that if I become like this.

I can't stand it and I broke up through chat

"Bin I want to break up with you"

"he?broken off"

"yes"

"why don't want to, I won't kill you"

"bin I'm tired, I'm bored "

"Ghe bored and tired is common"

is it common but if it has been roughed up in the words of it is still ordinary? I don't want to say if he's rude or anything.

"anyways I want to break up with you"

"have you got your new one?"

"he? new ones? no"

"why did you mintak break up"

"gum that's your excuse, keep my sacrifice all this time meaningless? ha?you think easy mengelupain.lu think I easily ngelupain lu.gue not like you who easily mengelupain people and I buyin this it's also because of your desire"

"why did you become a gini cake anyway, I broke up also for our good, let you not lose much"

though I'm the loser.I easily rub cheeks and eyebrows to be kissed by his lips

"gue Bin came here" said I realized

"Ghe love me a chance Ghe, this time I will make you happy.I beg Ghe"

word by word becomes sentence and minute by minute it's been passed. Me and the stars are still arguing about relationships.

and finally I let him down too and gave him a chance.yeah we are not like we were always alone, now we rarely meet and yes rarely walk too.

before this problem I got a new temen.temen online her name is Rifqi and I say if I have broken up. yes she likes me she made me her pcr.. hahaha when I did not say yes or no. he entered my photo in ig and made my name in bio.

we are like pcrn but not as good as I am a Star. me and the Star are still communicating yes still dating. but my heart is not for anyone at that time.

I am still unstable when there is a new person coming I like ama he well if there is a new one again I will like him.

weird right? yeah that's me. I consider all that a.evil game? definitely. because I can not be serious also if dating.difficult to be taken seriously but if invited joking mah sok atuh.

me and the stars are a bit tenuous but that doesn't mean I'm free. doi keep my tie and keep over to me. yes it's through chat.

sometimes we just meet just to miss. anyway I do not miss. yes I do not miss. I even want to stay away from doi. but I am still loved this it. sometimes I just think this opinion is good what not, I continue to be tempted to make mintak buyin. I do not really make but if my quota is often made doi buyin anyway.

matre? yes, but I've said I'm evil anyway I'm evil am he doang. don't know why, I feel he's a place that is fit to be a place of mintak.

and he never said no, even though he once said he did not want to buyin, even I was angry because of the answer.

very bad for me:)