Toxic Relationships

Pain (Flashback)

⭕The italicized word is the past

⭕CONTAINING ADULT SCENES!

...Happy Reading's...

“Shawn, you don't have to drive me.”

Clara's eyes now looked at the worried Shawn, after how Jack had warned her yesterday. His feelings became so alert, a few minutes ago he was clean hard to go home alone. But Shawn always forced him, especially he also knew that a few days ago Shawn ended his relationship with Rose. That guy must be down.

Seeing how Shawn drove him with some alcohol, surely after driving him the man immediately downed him. He knows enough that Shawn is so in love with Rosalie.

After the SUV stopped right in front of his house, Clara quickly went down. He was so scared that Jack would watch him again. Looking at Clara who seemed so rushed Shawn smiled and opened the window of his car.

“Can I stop by Chal for a moment?”

Clara turned to Shawn. Hearing Shawn's request, Clara seemed to flinch. The girl's gaze now began to stare around, as if looking for someone. Shawn who saw him only looked at him confusedly. Does Clara have an appointment with someone? Wasn't this one month Jack never to see her, then who was he waiting for?

“Sorry Shawn, I'm so tired today. Maybe another time.” Clara now scratched her nape restlessly. Shawn looked at Clara with a pleading gaze.

“Come on Chal, I haven't been to your house in so long. Can you, yeah? This time only. I need a drinking friend.”

Clara looked at Shawn doubtfully, the girl took a deep breath. Seeing how the lethargic face of Shawn that he had seen lately, actually it made him quite concerned. Shawn who used to be always a lot of behavior seemed to be more quiet.

“Alright, but only briefly yes. I want a break."

Hearing Clara's forced response, Shawn smiled. He quickly parked his car and carried a tote bag containing some of his favorite beers.

“Sit Shawn, I'll prepare some snacks.”

Shawn nodded and looked closely at Clara's house, almost four years he had never entered Clara's house. The house has changed so much, definitely because of some design touches from Jack. Shawn admitted, Jack is very talented in all fields.

Clara now approached Shawn with a plate of chocolate and two glasses. Actually, he had not had a beer for a long time, the last time he lost his father. And it's been a long time.

“Wow beer stouts and chocolates, you do have good taste Chal.”

Shawn's hand now took the beer can and opened it. The man poured it on his glass as well as Clara's glass. It feels like they have not been quality time like this for a long time. Actually he was quite aware, ever since he was in a relationship with Rose. He got pretty far with Clara. But he tried to dismiss it all, because he thought Clara also seemed so busy with the affairs of his office. And now there's Jack with him.

Shawn now takes a piece of chocolate cake. Beer stouts have a very sharp and quite bitter aroma than most other beers, and chocolate is a sweet complement. Shawn now takes the glass.

“Cheers?”

“Cheers.”

......................

Clara now blinked her eyes slowly, her eyes were so heavy, she was so exhausted. After a few minutes he familiarized his eyes with the light of the lamp, he could now feel something warm encircling his waist. And then the girl flinched when she saw Shawn and herself sleeping on the couch with Shawn holding her from behind.

Clara could feel her head dizzy, she drank so much. Clara's eyes now turned on the large wall clock. He flinched, time has shown three o'clock in the morning. He who had just wanted to drink a glass and was now drunk and out of control.

Clara's hand now grabbed her phone and stood up, putting Shawn's hand on her waist. Clara was able to see a call from Jack a few minutes ago. Why would Jack call her this late? As she wants to get back in touch with Jack, Clara's eyes turn to Shawn, who is still asleep on his living room couch. No, no, he didn't want to get into a disaster by contacting Jack. Shawn could have woken up and raved obscurely, which is what Shawn usually does if he's heavily drunk.

Clara started to stand up and walked towards her room. His body is really sticky, even he has not had time to wash his face from home office. But just as Clara was about to step up, Shawn suddenly grabbed her hand, making Clara stop her steps and turn to look at the man.

“Shawn?” Call Clara slowly. Has Shawn realized from his drunkenness?

“I love you Clara.”

Shawn whispered softly. Clara looked at the man, Shawn's eyes looking closed. Is this guy dreaming? Clara could feel Shawn's hand clutching her.

“Shawn? You okay?”

Hearing Shawn's indistinct chatter, Clara began crouching, staring at the intense Shawn still asleep on the couch. Strong enough Clara tried to let go of the man's hand. But the result is nil, Shawn's grip is much stronger.

Clara flinched for a moment and suddenly Shawn pulled her hand, causing her to fall on the man's body. Clara could see Shawn's eyes open and she could smell the strong smell of alcohol. How many cans did Shawn drink? The man was really drunk.

“Shawn, i.. i.” Clara could feel Shawn hugging her tightly, even as Shawn's heart beat could be heard. Clara swallowed her saliva, she was not dreaming right? Is this all because of the effects of his hangover?

“Tiffany told me you've been waiting for me Chal. Is that true?”

Hearing Shawn's gentle whisper, Clara could only shut up, she could not twitch. Why did Tiffany say without telling her? She should have known she was with Jack. With all her might Clara pushed Shawn's body, but she couldn't. Even when drunk Shawn's energy is much stronger than him.

“Am I late Clara? Have you given everything to Jack?”

As Clara was unable to puckle, she looked at Shawn. Shawn tightened his embrace. With all her might Clara slapped Shawn's right cheek, making the man now let go of their embrace. The two of them began to sit on the sofa, looking at each other.

“You are my past, I'm sorry.”

Hearing Clara's words, Shawn looked at her with disappointment. Shawn now grabbed Clara's hand and held it gently.

“Sorry because I only realized when you were with Jack, Chal. Seeing you happy with Jack made my life a mess.”

Clara was silent, she did not know how to react. Since he had completely forgotten about Shawn, he had no more feelings for him.

"I've tried to ignore Tiffany's words and forget you in Rose's presence, but I can't Clara. I'm so sorry to introduce you to Jack."

Clara can see Shawn bowing his head deep. Clara squeezed his hand, maybe it was her destiny. He won't be able to be with Shawn, but he's replaced with a much better man than him.

“Am I really late, Clara?” Shawn looked back at Clara. The man still looked at her with a sad look.

“S.. Shawn-“

Clara gasped as Shawn now grabbed her head and began to kiss her lips. Shawn kisses her impatiently, forcing her to open her mouth. Clara was now moaning as Shawn bit her lower lip quite strongly. As if seeing an opportunity coming, Shawn quickly pressed Clara's nape and began to kiss her. While the other hand he circled around Clara's waist, eliminating the distance between them.

Still surprised, Clara again tried to push Shawn's body. Shawn started to bite his lips. After she feels her efforts have failed, Clara now begins to step on Shawn's foot, causing the man to let go of their kiss.

Plaque!

For the second time Clara slapped the man's cheek. He's not totally up to Shawn's behavior on him. Are they not friends? As if not deterred by the slap, Shawn again pulled Clara's body. He began to smell it lustfully. Clara started crying, she couldn't fight back. His strength was not strong enough against Shawn.

“I just want to feel what Jack got from you, don't cry Clara."

Shawn smiled grinningly. Clara was still silent, as if her body was frozen. Shawn's hands now began to wander his body, from his chest to his lower area. Still with their kiss continuing, Clara secretly fumbles on something she can reach from the table, trying to find anything to stop Shawn.

Got it! A glass bottle, with Clara's might, began to smash it into Shawn's head, causing the bottle to break. Shawn grimaced, the back of his head was already bleeding. Clara's hand shook, she dropped the piece of broken glass. Clara was quite surprised by what she did to Shawn.

Without a care anymore, Clara quickly stood up from the sofa and moved away, she ran towards the second floor, where her room was located. Shawn is really out of bounds, Shawn has been harassing him.

Clara now leaned behind the door, holding her lips. His lips were already spitting out quite a lot of blood, Shawn was biting him so forcefully.

Geck! Geck! Geck!

Clara flinched as her room began to be knocked impatiently, without a second thought Clara locked her room and cried again. It felt like his chest was so tight.

“Go Shawn! I said go!”

Clara's cry had no answer, even the door was now starting to try to be broken from the outside. Clara took a few steps back. Why would alcohol turn Shawn into this? He's not the Shawn he knows.

Brak!

Clara's cry stopped. Clara could clearly see a man now grinning now towards her. Clara's heart skipped a beat, she was terrified.

“J.. Jack?” Clara's voice was nervous, clearly she could see Jack's hand which was already filled with red liquid.

To be continue...