This Is Not How It Should Be

Who Live as Dead

Alka was running down the hospital corridor with a trail of still-undry tears on her cheeks.

Finally his legs stopped running in an intensive room. Inside was a man who had recently managed to shake his heart.

Rafa's weak body lay with many hoses on his body. Heart detection devices melodious and regular indicates the weak body is still alive despite loss of consciousness.

Alka can only touch Rafa from the glass barrier. Her tears flowed again like flood water. Moistened his face that looked chaotic. His heart was broken seeing Rafa so helpless and must have felt a lot of pain.

"Al.." the same fragile shrill voice resounded.

Alka turned her head and saw that there was Letta as well as Naufal with the same state of confusion. Alka immediately hugged Letta's body tightly as if afraid that body would disappear again. Alka then spilled out the taste in her chest a feeling that came out of nowhere.

Only crying can explain what they feel.

"So Rafa called me, he said he wanted to go to your house. Want to clarify everything and he wants to apologize to you. I said okay because it's time for you to get better. A long time ago from that number brother Rafa called me again it turns out that the police said.kalo.kak..Rafa.. accident.." Letta's voice sounded very sad. And Al just listened while crying.

There were no words spoken from her tiny lips, her heart was broken, feeling sad when she imagined Rafa experiencing this all the while approaching her. Rafa's shadow swirled around in his head making his chest even more claustrophobic.

"Let, what are Rafa's parents?" Alka suddenly remembered Rafa's parents who were not in the country because of Rafa's father's work as the Indonesian Embassy in Malaysia.

"Gue has been informed, I just called using a phone with Rafa.." Al just swooped in response.

Al's phone vibrated in his bag. Lazily Al grabbed the flat object, and the name on the screen made Al freeze.

"Why?" asked Letta who was curious about what happened, because Al's face was so pale.

Al thrust his phone at Letta, and Letta's eyes widened as soon as she read "Bang Dhirga" was the name on the screen.

Letta looked at Al as if asking for an explanation as to why Dhirga could contact him again and Al just shook his head as if understanding what Letta was thinking.

"Thank God there may still be some unfinished between you" Al then moved away from Letta and Naufal.

His hands shook violently. It beats twice as fast. With doubt the AL finally slides the green button on its screen.

"ha.hello" said Al doubtful.

"baby, I'm in Jakarta. Can we meet up? you're home with no?" Al was about to explode. Why did Dhirga feel as if nothing had happened between them.

"I'm staying home" replied Al coldly.

"where are you?"

"I'm in hospital xx"

"are you sick baby?" dhirga's voice was very worried.

"No, when Rafa was in an accident and still in a coma" why when he remembered Rafa who was lying weak made Al feel very claustrophobic.

"..." there's no answer from Dhirga.

"hallo?" just now AL was about to end the call.

"I'm not there to look but to pick you up"

Then the call is completely disconnected. Dhirga is very seen not like when he hears Al accompanying Rafa who is in a coma in the hospital.

Why did the shakes disappear when the tau bang Dhirga would come to see me, Inner Al.

Al stepped gontai towards Letta being, and sure enough Letta directly questioned him. More accurately interrogate him.

Al explained from A to Z. Explain the feeling of his heart that somersaults erratically when he remembers Rafa and no more shakes that he always felt when he was with Dhirga. Even just hearing Dhirga sura alone could make his heart leap inside there. But just now when his voice reached his sense of hearing there was absolutely no electric shock he had felt.

"Lo is in love with Rafa, Al" Letta concludes.

"I think so.." Al lirih's voice was almost inaudible. It was fortunate that the distance with Letta was very close so Letta could hear it well.

"Let.." Al's voice hesitated.

"Yes?"

"its okay baby..But I hope you ain't so again. I feel like I lost you, what else you Rafa"

Al's eyes immediately stared at the weak body and his tears trickled back considering how evil he was.

"The doctor says you can go in, but you have to be sterile.. Look at Rafa's brother, I think he's waiting for you"

Al looks hesitant, come in or not. She wanted to come in and hug him but she felt guilty.

"Ga pa - pa Al..Rafa needs lo" now Naufal who spoke, although only knew but Naufal began to understand them.

With weak and hesitant steps Al ventured to enter after being sterile.

Al opened the door hoping that Rafa would wake up when he heard the sound of Al's foot ledge but he didn't.

Unable to say anything, this painful sight really made Al breathless.

"Hey.kak.ayo woke up.." he said stuck to hold back crying, even for normal speech can not.

Grasping Rafa's cold hands, Rafa's hands look pale with the infusion hose stuck painfully there.

This handsome face is usually cheerful but why is it so pitiful with wounds that have not dried up.

Alka could no longer hold back her crying. Finally he sobbed while continuing to hold his hand.

"Ma.afin I ka.hiks.aku.hiks..aku.ga strong.ga.liat you like this.hiks" said Al with tears increasingly bitter at the end of his sentence.

Really at this time he really hopes Rafa will wake up and stroke his head gently. But the hope is painful, Rafa shows no signs of rumination.

Tangis Al was getting sadder. The claustrophobic in his chest was tormenting him greatly.

"Sir Rafa.." he said.

"If I confess my feelings to you, you will wake up from your sleep, brother?"

"Sister, I love you sister, please wake up sister so we can both start from the repeat again sister.hiks.kak.hiks.."

Drrtt..

Alka's phone shook and Al checked it. "Bang Dhirga's". Why now it feels so bad to berate this guy.

"Sister, the account first yes.. Tomorrow I'll definitely come again after college" Then Alka kissed Rafa's forehead. Kissed her deep. Until unknowingly his tears dripped on Rafa's forehead.

"I love you" he said. And walk out.

As soon as he opened the door Al was shocked by the existence of Dhirga who caught him with a gaze that was difficult to interpret.

Bang Dhirga saw I nyuim Rafa yes?, Inner Al.

"hh..Let's go home" he ordered and directly pulled Al's arm roughly.

"eh lo don't be rude dong same chick" Naufal defends Al and holds Al's free arm.

"Lo who? Take your hands off Al" he said coldly.

Naufal looked at Al, Al nodded and Naufal let go.

"Gue go back first.. Can you take care of Rafa?"

"of course it's a pity" Letta replied and then Al left with Dhirga.

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