This Is Not How It Should Be

This Is Not How It Should Be
PROLOGUES



"Will you marry me ? Completing all my shortcomings, being my home, being my place of leaning, being my place of shelter from the heat and rain, and pledging allegiance only to me O my future heavenly angel, Abrianna Alka Tunggadeva" the romantic door on the girl who is almost crying even when one sentence is not finished spoken by an established and handsome man who has become his place home in recent years.


Al , this lucky beautiful girl was already on the verge of crying even when Angga had not finished expressing her intentions. Al shuts his mouth because keget is not a bitch . The man who is wanted by all women in Jakarta asked him to be his wife.


"Female, are you going to accept me is there her ?" Ask Al who at once remembers his flaws, his stupidity, or his mischief.


Angga who had basically been investigating this girl since they had just started their relationship was not surprised when Al expressed his question.


"How could it not be, dear?" angga replied calmly and a sweet smile was plastered real on his handsome face.


Al took a deep breath then exhaled slowly, trying to compose a sentence that would however still feel bitter when spoken.


"Why do you want to accept me who is no longer holy?" And finally spoken.


Al looked down waiting tensely but he felt the back of his hand on elus affectionately by Angga which made him stare at him in shock. Al did not expect that Angga's response was not to face her cheek but to stroke the back of her hand affectionately.


"Al, do you love me?" Angga asked which made Alka even more shocked.


Al nodded.


"So do you want to marry me?" Ask Angga again which makes Al more confused where their conversation direction .


Al nodded somehow for how many times.


"Yasuda . That's what's important to me . Thank you for being honest with me" said Angga and then kissed Al's cheek fondly.


"You don't mind my chastity ?" Al asked confusedly.


"what do you want me to respond to? Angry ? And then leave you ? I'm sorry I can't, I really love you and can't afford to live a life of suffering because of your loss. I'm not a good man either, but that's my past . Are you having a problem with it ?" Angga said that made Al cry.


"Of course not dear . You want to accept me like this why I have to demand you to be perfect." Alka almost short of breath because happy, what was feared was not scary.


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- Erlangga Wira Kencana


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"The woman has 9 feelings and 1 sense . So if I'm hard to move on, it's my destiny as a woman"


- Abrianna Alka Tunggadewa


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"I love you with banyank of possibilities . The possibility of my acceptance, the possibility of my rejection and the possibility of my heartbreak"


- Dhirgham Haidar Irhad


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