
To the Destined One who was lucky enough to find my letter,
Seven hundred and fifty-two million, six hundred and forty-eight thousand heartbeats.
That was how many times my heart pulsed inside my body, before I gave it away. I, who have lived a painful, yet happy life, have many regrets and among those regrets is death!
Ahem! Don't look at me with eyes filled with ridicule and insults, because I'm sure it's you, yes you! Who is reading this now is the same. We're both virgins!
Whahuh? You're not a virgin? Then, fuck you! How dare you read this?! Don't you know our pathetic, handsome, and very handsome feelings, LIKE ME, who never even had a chance to date a girl?
Don't you know our pain? our suffering? The endless days of us getting stuck in the bathroom doing one-handed gymnastics?
Ck, you uncultured pig. What happened to the saying, Bros before Hoes? Shame on you bro, shame on you.
You bastard, who doesn't understand the importance of brotherhood. I hope your PP will never raise his head again! Let's see if you're still popular!
Where'sme? Oh yes, I died a virgin. However, before I died, I got the first and last kiss of a beautiful woman known as the number one beauty in the entire academy.
Gosh~ his lips were so soft that I felt like I was on cloud nine.
If only the boys at school could see that moment, I'm sure they'd bite their handkerchiefs out of envy. I'm sure all his admirers will join hands to kill me.
A joke on them, because by the time someone finds this letter, I'm long dead! Ha ha!
I leave this world with many regrets, but there is one thing I do not regret, and that is giving my heart to him. Even though she had only been my girlfriend for a few hours, those hours were the happiest times of my life.
I pray that he will live his life to the fullest. Not just for himself, but for me as well.
For those of you who are reading this letter, may your day be blessed. I'm not sure who you are, where you come from, or what you're going through. But let me tell you one thing.
Live your life to the fullest, and live without regret. Because there are a lot of people like me, who won't be able to see the sunrise tomorrow once we close our eyes tonight. I had never cared about the world before, but when I saw the last sunset of my life, I realized that I had missed many wonderful opportunities.
Don't waste your life.
Appreciate each moment, as if it were your last.
And before I end this letter, let me give you my last piece of advice.
Always carry a tissue wherever you go.
William
A boy who died so others could live.
PS
In the small possibility that you are the one who found this letter. Please, ignore the first and second parts of what you have read. I'm just kidding! Don't take my words seriously.
If Destiny wills it then our paths will surely cross again. I hope, when we meet again later, we can settle our unfinished business. I promise that when that time comes, I will never let you go.
Then, I'm leaving first.. Don't miss me too much, okay? Also, you are not allowed to follow me immediately! Because if you do, I'll be very sad. Take care of my sisters in the orphanage for me.
See you later, Bel.
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One tear fell, followed by another. Soon, the handwritten letter was wet with tears. Belle's vision blurred as the tears in her eyes fell like rain.
"William, I'm sorry" Belle brought the letter to her chest. "I'm sorry."
As the sun disappeared from the horizon, and the first stars appeared in the sky. Only William's heartbeat tightened in his chest, accompanying him until no more tears could be shed.