
Five days after the surgery, Shana finally regained consciousness. His body is still in a very weak state. Almost a day without a break Tadashi accompanied Shana. how happy his heart to see a loved one has been freed from critical times. However, this has not happened to Hana who is still in a state of unconsciousness. Mother accompanies Hana every day, relentlessly taking turns with Leo. Dad kept working as usual and Mom had to take a few days off until Hana regained consciousness. The more days Hana's body gets thinner. There have been no signs of progress Hana has experienced. Rhena stayed in college as usual. He no longer returned to England to help his mother.
Cleanne, Misaki, and Tadashi are still in school as usual. After school, Tadashi goes straight to the hospital to see the development of Hana and Shana.
“how is school?” shana asks Tadashi who has a drink for Shana.
“all goes smoothly. Today Cleanne's filming, she says hi to you. Misaki has to help in her father's company.” Answer Tadashi.
“I want to know Hana's true state. Mom and Dad, nobody wants to tell. None of them told me. So please.”
Tadashi was silent for a moment. He did not want to tell the real Shana. Shana would be sad to hear the truth. But there was nothing he could hide this time.
“listen to me carefully. I hope you stay calm.”
Shana's face turned tense.
“hana's collarbone is broken. But it has been successfully overcome. Hana's cornea is torn. Most likely if conscious later, he has difficulty seeing or even blindness. One of his kidneys is no longer functioning optimally. It only survives with one kidney.”
Shana clasped her own hand. Eyes glazed. His heart was cursing itself. It's all his fault for taking Hana.
“after all that day, why are you driving alone? You usually get a driver. Where were you going that day?”
“aku.....aku..... plan to find a gift for your birthday. Confused at what gift, I invited Hana to ask for her consideration. I never thought it would end like this.”
Tadashi's hand clasped Shana's hand. “but thank God you're conscious. I don't know what else to do if something happens to you.” Tadashi said while hugging Shana's palm.
“but it's my fault. In the end I couldn't even give you a gift. I'm just making you anxious and worried.” Shana started shedding tears.
“asal you survived. It was the happiest gift for me right now.”
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A night in a hospital is not a pleasant thing. The atmosphere is much different from when the hospital is during the day. Tonight is Leo and Rhena's guard. Mom and Dad went home to rest because they had been in the hospital all day. Tadashi's taking care of some of the hospital's business. Shana was still awake at the time. The thing he did not like most about the hospital was the smell. The smell of the hospital always reminds Shana at the time of Hiroki's death. How sorry at that time he did not know anything and was not the least beside Hiroki. The silence of the atmosphere that night made him creepy and seemed to want to close his eyes as soon as possible. However, the more he closed his eyes, the more he did not know what he was seeing. It faintly sounded like a groaning sound. Shana suddenly shakes. The pain between his legs and hands seemed like he could no longer feel. Shana tried to ignore the moaning. But he seems to know the voice very well. Suddenly there was a pretty shocking sound.
Yep…. It was the groaning and coughing sound of Hana. He coughed while spitting up blood. His eyes are still closed. Leo soon woke up and called the doctor. Shana who witnessed such a terrible thing could not say anything. His gaze was blank and kept turning his head to the side – towards Hana lying-in. The blood that came out kept flowing from his mouth. What the hell's going on? shana's body stiffly saw Hana lying down.
Moments after Leo called the doctor, some of the sisters took immediate action by checking Hana's blood pressure. Shortly after, a doctor told Hana to take her to the operating room. Without lingering, Hana was immediately taken away. Shana could only stare at Hana's face that was still unconscious but her blood just kept flowing. Tadashi immediately came and approached Shana.
“you saw it?” tadashi asked Shana who was still not fully conscious.
“what happened to Hana? How could he be like that? What the hell is going on? tell me?!” shana yelled at Tadashi while crying.
“so I was called by the doctor who handled Hana's surgery. He discovered a new development of the condition Hana.”
Shana watched what Tadashi said anxiously. Tadashi's face turned pale. He was confused what to do.
“most likely, Hana had a severe concussion. Vomiting blood that just happened is strong evidence that his brain was injured. Leave everything to the doctors I've entrusted to take care of Hana. Everything's gonna be fine. I have to go to the operating room to see the progress. Rest.”
Tadashi immediately leaves Shana. Confusion is seen in Shana's face. What can he do to save Hana? Does it? Suddenly Mom entered the room and approached Shana with an anxious look on her face.
“you're okay? What happened to Hana?” ask the mother who looks very worried.
“Hana. Is there anything I can do to help her?”
“Mom understands how you feel, Shana.but never blame yourself for any of this. Hana's gonna be okay. The best doctors have handled it.”
Shana. Rethinking everything that happened. Hana had a concussion, her cornea was torn, her neck was broken, one of her kidneys was not functioning. That's too much. There's nothing he can do? Yeah. there's. There's gotta.